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KEVIN G. KELLY II

Burial Date November 17, 2006

Funeral Home Athy Memorial Home

Place of Service Worcester County Memorial Park

Section Garden of Heritage II Lot Number: 911Grave Number: C #3

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Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 16, 2016

Today it's hard to believe you would have been 33 🙁 So I guess I'll have to wish it for you up there. Always thought of and always loved and missed Love MOM! 😘❤️🎈💋🙏🏻🎂😇☘💐

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 16, 2016

Happy 33rd Birthday in Heaven ❤️🎂🎈

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 11, 2015

Not Happy Angelversary Kevin I see the weather is crapy and that's ok I feel the same way I hate hate hate this day no a celebration of a birthday but of a passing of such a handsome,sweet, kind and great son of mine. 11:11 is. A symbol of make a wish and like your sister said it be a 1 and only wish to have you back with US. I Love and Miss you to the ends of the earth and all of Heaven Above ~ Mom 😢💔😇😘🎈💋🙏🏻✌🏻️ 9 Years seems so long ago but so fresh on my mnd🙁

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 11, 2015

This is the truth!!!!!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 11, 2015

Happy 9 Year Angelversary Kevin

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 17, 2015

Kevin's 32nd Birthday in Heaven

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 17, 2015

Happy Birthday In Heaven...Kevin 😘 Happy Birthday up in Heaven 🎂 from your family here below. We love you and we miss you,❤️ and want to let you know.☝️ Your birthdays aren’t forgotten. 🎂 and your memory yet lives on. We celebrate your life with us 🎉 even though you’ve gone. 🙏 Were God to grant us just one wish, then make that wish come true, you’d be here right beside us ☺️ and we’d spend this day with you.😉 And while here for your birthday 🎈 you would be so hugged and kissed😘 that you would know before you go 😞 how much you’re loved and missed.😍 Another year a silent wish that God would Bring you back to me.💔 I have to hold on knowing someday 👍 I'll see your handsome face once more ☺️ So even thou that handsome face won't sit Across us when we sing to you🎤 I'll know your there in spirit 😇 Which I'll take cuz it's all I have. Love & Miss you Kiddo MOM! 😘✌️😇🎉🙏🎈🎂

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 11, 2014

Missing You on 8 Years!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 11, 2014

Until the day we meet again, we know one thing for sure; you will be there greeting us as we cross through Heaven's door! 8 Year Angelversay How could this be 😞 Missing You every second of every day Love Mom 😘😊❤️😇😢🎈🙏✌️💔😍💐

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 10, 2014

I know it's been awhile since I wrote you here but you know I write on fb but it just doesn't seem the same so I'll get back to writing you here again. It's getting close to November a month I always dread because While holidays are coming and people get prepared I just think of November as the month you disappeared, for ever but never From my heart! It's going on 8 years but seems so much longer since I've seen Your handsome face it's hard no matter how many years life Will never be the same... I often wish so bad you could meet your niece Annaleece she Reminds me so much of you I'd swear your spirit lives on in her. I miss your Grandma n Grandpa to I know I seem to just think of You but I truly miss them as well. Send me signs you always do As little or as big I know it's always You. Love and Miss you so much Kiddo Till some day we see you again please keep us all Safe from harm! Love ~Mom 😍😉😘😇✌️❤️💔🎈

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KEVIN KELLY SR

Posted on:
January 14, 2014

HI KEV JUST WANTED TO STOP BY AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I MISS YOU LIFE IS GOING BY TO FAST BUT I GUESS THE FASTER IT GOES THE FASTER I WILL GET TO SEE YOU AGAIN I LOVE YOU PLEASE WATCH OVER YOUR FAMILY .

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 25, 2013

🎄 MERRY CHRISTMAS KEVIN 🎄 Missing my Son so much Wishing you here would be The best gift I could have But I know that you can't Still makes me feel sad You can't 😢 Tell Nana ,Grandpa I'm missing Them to 💝 Send some signs kiddo cuz I always always always cN use them. Hugs n Kisses 😘 Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 11, 2013

Remembrance ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Kevin G. Kelly 11 11-11-06 to 11-11-13~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Remembrance is a golden chain Death tries to break, but all in vain. To have, to love, and then to part Is the greatest sorrow of one's heart. The years may wipe out many things But some they wipe out never. Like memories of those happy times When we were all together. ¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥ 7 Years it doesn't seem yet my heart feels like it's been longer Miss you kiddo on your 7th Angelversary MOM!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 20, 2013

~*~ I Only Have a Picture~*~ I only have a picture now, A frozen piece of time, To remind me of how it was, When you were here and mine. I see your smiling eyes, Each morning when I wake, I talk to you, and place a kiss, Upon your lovely face. How much I miss you being here, I really can not say, The ache is deep inside my heart, And never goes away. I hear it mentioned often, That time will heal the pain, But if I'm being honest, I hope it will reamin. { It Has!} I need to feel you constantly, To get me thru the day, I loved you so very much, Why did you go away? The angels came and took you, That really wasnt fair, They took my one and only oldest Son, My future life, One of my heirs. If only they had asked me, If I would take your place, I would have done so willingly, Leaving you this world to grace. You should have had so many years, To watch your life unfold, And in the mist of this, Watch me, your Mom grow old! I hope your watching from above, At the daily task I do, And let there be no doubt at all, I really do love you. ========================== Hey Sweetie This is so true...... The grief never goes away it just gets put on hold awhile but I'm reminded every day that your not here I've been thinking lately it just seems to me that reincarnation might really be true and if it is my son I know who you came back as She has some traits that makes me think of you alot Your neice is my only salvation to live this life of mine she brings me joy and happiness And if that reminds me of you I'll take it! You are missed always I cant even put a time on it its just alsways your missed. My only wish is that I'd dream more of you and to see you standing near, to know and even deep down I do that your in a better place. It's always so hard on the ones left behind I'd never thought in a million years your life would be cut so short So visit often Id always would want you around its just a peice of my heart has gone with you. I took a break the tears I can not hide wishing you were here with us so hard to believe its almost 7 years. Say Hi to all the relatives and mostly to Nana & Grandpa, Ozzie and Simba tell them all I love and miss them to,,, Just know I can wait and hope to grow old to see Annaleece grow old as well as your Sister n Brother and of course your dad to. Biggest Hugs and Love to You Till one day we meet again Your one and only Mom! P.S. Visit your neice for her Birthday Today 🙂

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 12, 2013

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 31, 2013

Happy Easter in Heaven Kevin __###__##_##_##___##_##___##_________####_##___##_______##___####_##__##_______#___##___##__##__#______#__##__###__#___##__#____#__##_____##__# ____##_##__##_##________##____##___##__##___#___________#__#_____________#_#____@_____@____#_#____/___@__\\___#_#____\\__/#\\__/___#___#_____W_____#_____##_____##_______##### HAPPY EASTER 2013

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 5, 2013

✬*•.¸¸☆¸¸.•*✬ Kevin My Angel --- ✬*•.¸¸☆¸¸.•*✬I can never say enough how much your missed <3.•°*”˜˜”*°•.¸.•°*”˜˜”*°•.¸¸.•°*”˜˜”*°•.¸.•°*”˜˜”*°•.¸☆║█║──║█║║█║_._________>(▰˘◡˘▰)<*。。║█║──║█║.✬*•.¸¸☆¸¸.•*✬*•.¸¸☆¸¸.•*✬*•.¸¸☆¸¸.•*✬║█║██║█║║█║___( " ""().,,,, Heaven has a ║█║──║█║║█║__("( "o", ).,,,,Beautiful Angel║█║──║█║║█║__(")(")(,,)✬*•.¸¸☆¸¸.•*✬*•.¸¸☆¸¸.•*✬ Thought of you today but thats nothing new I think about you everyday all the time..All I can say is time doesnt heal all wounds it closes them up but can be riped open at anytime :-/ Love & Miss you like crazy Sweety send signs send dreams ok??? Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 16, 2013

*°•.¸☆ ★ ☆¸.•°*”˜˜”*°•.¸☆♥Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵Ʒ..•°*"˜ ☆ ¸..•´¨¨)) -:¦:-.(-ײ)/　Happy　　¸.•´….•´¨¨)).«..>　 Birthday　((¸¸.•´ ¸.•´.-:¦:-. ╝╚ ….. ... `♥♪♫-´¯ HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY KEVIN The only gifts today will bethe gifts you left behind;... The laughter, joy and happiness...precious memories...the best kind.Today I'll do my very bestto try and find a happy place...struggling to hide my heavy heartand the tears on my face.I'll sit quietly and look at your picturethinking of you with love;hoping you're doing okin Heaven up above.May the angels hold you close andsing you a happy song...and I'll be sending wishes to youtoday and all year long. ✿¨¯`✿´¸¸.✿¨¯`✿✿¨¯`✿´¸¸.✿¨¯`✿I Love and you Miss you today and all year longIts special days like this make it so hard to bareJust know Im thinking of you I'll have a cake foryou today because to me your always getting olderanother year Forever... Love, Hugs & Kisses ♥ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 19, 2013

First let me say...I'm sorry I'm not witting you consistently :-/Second I was listening to the cd made for You and Britt with Dad here tonight I need to play that more often I miss hearing your voice so....tooo much! Life has a way of going by faster than one likes :-/ But no matter how many... seconds,minutes,hours,days,weeks months go by Your always on my mind and still hurt not having you here, {[ ALWAYS WILL]}I'm feeling your a little distant lately signs are not often as I know how busy an Angel can be { don't really know figure of speech}So much is going on. Annaleece is getting big everyday as I'm sure you see 🙂 Dads getting older and working all the time wish we could get way, Tiffany and Elvis planing on there Wedding, Ryan well Ryan's a different situation thought good things were coming his way but not sure anymore, I've decided he seems to think I butt in to his life to much so I'll just stay back let him live n learn,,,wish so much you were here to just be with his brother again and of course all of US. Any ways life goes by as its always does {NOT THAT I LIKE IT DOES} without you or Nana or Grandpa :-/ I just wish Heaven had a land line so much to tell you but 1 thing hasn't changed? Missing You and Loving You so much... Send Signs, and Dreams Please pictures are nice to see but dreaming you here would be heaven to me. HUGE HUGS & KISSES KIDO <3 Mom! P.S. witting you has been fun seems to be messing up a lot..find that funny Kido? <3

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 19, 2013

Hiiii ♥♥Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ˜”*°•”*°░░░(¯`:´¯)░♥ ♥ ♥░.(¯ `•.|/.•´¯)♥ ♥░(`♥•.(۞).•´¯)░(¯`:´¯)♥ ♥░ (_.•´/|`•._)(¯ `•.|/.•´¯) ♥ ♥░ ░ (_.:._)░░(¯ `•.(۞).•´¯)♥ ♥░♥░ ░(¯`:´¯)░(_.•´/|`•._)♥ ♥♥░.(¯ `•.|/.•´¯)░(_.:._)♥ ♥))░ (¯ `•.(۞).•´¯)♥ ♥░♥░♫░░♥░░░░(_.•´ /|`•._)♥__(__/) (__ /)░♥░░(_.:.__)♥░░♥( = ‘.’ )( ‘.’= )•°*”˜҈.•°*”˜҈░░ ♥”)__(”) (”)_(”)_(”)

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 12, 2012

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 11, 2012

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 8, 2012

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 1, 2012

(¯`v´¯).`·.¸.·´ ?¸.·´¸.·´¨) ¸.·*¨)(¸.·´ (¸.·´ .·´ ¸ _____8888888888____KEVIN________________888888888888888______ I ___________888888822222228888____LOVE________88888822222222288888______AND_____888888222222222228888822228888_MISS_888882222222222222288222222222888_U_8888822222222222222222222222222288 SO_8888822222222222222222222222222_88___88888222222222222222222222222__888___888822222222222222222222222___888____8888222222222222222222222____888_____8888222222222222222222_____888_______8882222222222222222_____8888_________888822222222222______888888__________8888882222______88888888_____________888888_____888888888_________________88888888888888_______________________8888888888____________________________8888888_______________________________88888_________________________________888___________________________________8_____________________ 11 DAYS IS THE 11TH OF NOVEMBER 6 YEARS YOU BE GONE FROM OUR LIVES AND IT STILL HURTS FROM DAY ONE

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 1, 2012

11 DAYS TILL THE 11TH OF NOVEMBER IT WILL BE 6 YEARS So Hard To Believe It Still Aches My Heart I guess it will for the rest of my life ...lossing you is the hardest thing in my entire Life !!!!!! Love & Miss You Sweety Love Mom

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 12, 2012

SOMEONE IS MISSING Someone is missing from our dinner table, from his bedroom and our home. Someone is missing from holiday celebrations, family vacations and everywhere in between. Someone is missing from our lives, Our middle Son is gone. He will not have Birthday parties,get married or any celebrations. We will miss him throughout eternity and our family will never be complete. Someone is missing yet we go on. Our lives our touched by him. Changed forever by his short existence. His memory we keep alive. He lives on in our hearts and minds, We were blessed by his 23 yrs of life. Our love for him forever strong. Even though...someone will always be....MISSING! Hey Sweety Its been a long while I hate life is so busy and so darn quick,,,it literally is one day then the next. Its September and its only 2 more months away from being 6 Years and just seems insane its been that long since I've seen your handsome face and could dare to ever have a hug again I Miss you like crazy and my heart will always be empty without you I Thank-God for your beautiful niece she makes my life worth getting up for don't get me wrong so doesn't your Dad and Sis n Bro to 🙂 Ryan seems to be doing better he's not quiet there yet but Amanda seems to be getting him there,,she's sweet and so good for Ryan just so many things she has in common with him not to mention he's with a Amanda to how funny huh? I may not write you a lot like I once did it doesn't mean your not in my life it means I have to live mine! Annaleece makes it so much worth more she brightens my day even on the gloomiest I Love You I Miss You that could and will never change its just different in life thou your not here with us now! Love You~ Miss You Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 6, 2012

Our Son Our life changed that day we found out you were there Beginning your life, so small and unaware What would you be like Would we know what to do Would we be good parents And take good care of you We prayed only good things would happend for you That you'd be successful in all that you do You would find happines, love and respect A life rich and full without any regrets But life was stopped short at age 23 It was your time to leave The angels arrived, but In our hearts we believe Your safe and secure Without worry or care Know your family's protected We will always be there Kevin, your life had its challenges Yet we knew you'd be great Every night we thanked God That he could create Someone so special like there was no other We'll love you forever... Your Father and Mother ( In Loving Memory Kevin G. Kelly II ) ============== My heart always aches and will forever, No Mom or Dad should burry there children before them.... I watch the news its always so sad when someone loss is there child I am always reminded of how it will be for that child family, and it just saddens me.... there life will never be the same! ~ *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Miss You my Angel Son~ Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 16, 2012

Hey Sweety Feel like sometimes I go back after getting thru a step ahead of life...I'll never have this feeling of utter happiness again I feel very happy to have Annaleece more than words can say but the feeling of utter happiness of knowing I dont have my whole family I think is what I will feel always, People say the worst loss is a child and I know all to well what that really means. I just wish so badly you could be here to be apart of the little happiness I feel. I just have a beautiful miracle of life that has joined our family and not having you to share that with is so hard. I know I am not writting you as often as I did before maybe cuz I wasnt anyhwere close to being healed and now my scars are just healed with new things of life but down inside the wounds never go away at all. Just be there for me when its so hard ok??? Because missing you never stops and I know it never will. ~@~@~@~@ Love You So Very Much,,,Mom @~@~@~

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 11, 2012

Hey Sweetie Well its already past your 5 yr mark already by 5 months to the day today on my birthday :-/ I swear if I could get a birthday wish anything it would be to have You, Nana & Grandpa back for sure, but we know that doesnt happen just wish is all. I've had mediums say you are happy were you are ans Im sure thats true and it grand there in everyway I guess the ones who suffer most are the ones left behind. So as I said it my Birthday today and getting older seems to really stink so much only upside is closer to one day seeing you 🙂 I ask you every night to please send me signs and dreams I fel the signs come even if there little but I wish so much I could dream about you, I feel like a lousy mother not dreaming of her Son. All I can do in this life I am living now is make the best of it I want that because of your Dad, Tiff, Ryan, Elvis and mostly Annaleece. Please watch over her keep her safe Please ask God the same shes the only one who brightens my day more than anyone 🙂 Love & Miss You every Day EVERY DAY!!! Hugs, Love and Kisses always My angel Son in Heaven! Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 8, 2012

Happy Easter to my sweet Kevin Hugs N Kisses Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 3, 2012

Muahhhh Hugs & Kisses Luv Mom!Y Light a candle, it'll help to remind you Of your time together on earth, and as the flame flickers,remember His kindness, his goodness, his worth. So, glow little candle, that briefly, You'll know that his memory can't die, As you see his sweet face in the glowing, Shed a tear, say a prayer, then goodbye. ::::::::::: Hey Sweetie ::::::::: What can I say but I miss you all the time it never goes away, that feeling your trully not here its just another day that comes never replacing a day without you and meaning so much. fivee years to long and all Id like to do is still scream with all my might and ask GOD still, Why? I have to keep reminding myself one day I'll see you again we all will see you again. Life is different and having Annaleece is whats made it so bearable for us all. Love & Miss You everyday as the days long!!!! Muahhhh Hugs & Kisses Luv Mom!Y

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 3, 2012

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 16, 2012

Hey Sweetie just wanted to let you know you are Thought Of, Missed & Cried for all the time!!!! Wishing you would send some signs.. thinking I def need another session from a medium again! Love You Always and Forever ~*~* Mom ~*~*

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 7, 2012

When I Must Leave!!! When I must leave you for a little while please do not grieve and shed wild tears and hug your sorrow to you through the years. But start out bravely with a gallant smile. And for my sakeand in my name live on and do all the things the same, Feed not your loneliness on empty days, But fill each waking hour in useful ways, Reach out your hand in comfort and in cheer and I in turn will comfort you and hold you near. And never,never be affraid to die, For I am waiting for you in the sky! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Hey Sweetie I seem to be lacking coming and writting you and I hate that I have I dont want to stop ever writting you and I wont I promise you that. Doesnt mean Im not missing you or thinking about you because I do all the time I dont want to feel comfort in years going by and feeling of not thinking of you often because I dont care if ts 5 yrs or 25 years I will always miss you more than you can ever know, it still hurts and it always will life has changed for us all we might go on but its so different without you here. When I went to church Sunday they were talking about financial stuff and if we had 1 wish what it would be Your dad and I knew hands down it would be to have you back nothing more so you can be a part of our lives as well as Annaleeces as well Love & Miss you every day all day long. Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 16, 2012

~*~*~ Happy 29th Birthday Sweetie~*~* 29 years ago today I delivered a wonderful beautiful baby boy I treasure every day and year after you were born never thinking at 23 Id loose you way to young. I hope they do celebrate in Heaven, Im hoping that Nana & Grandpa and others we have lost are making it a grand day, after all we know how grand Heaven is 🙂 Miss you every day and the most on this day God gave me you. You are Loved & Missed and Thought of every single day. I Love You Kevin,,,Happy Birthday! ~*~*~*~ Love You~ Mom! ~*~*~*~ Happy 29th Birthday Kevin

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 14, 2012

Happy Valentines Day Kevin My heart is with you always Febuary 14 And Forever 2012

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 9, 2012

Hey Sweetie I hate that its been a month since I wrote you I dont want to say life has been hectic but it has in a way. But that doesnt mean not every single day your not on my mind? Yes even my forgetfull mind! I saw what your brother wrote you on your FB and I was blown away and realize how much that brother of yours still misses you so much. Not that I didnt think he did but he hides his feeling hen it cmes to your passing But I know inside his mind the one I dont know were hes at your on it. Annaleece is getting so big, its hard to think this month she will be 6 months but then again you have been gone 5 yrs and that doesnt seem possible sorta in other ways it seems to long longer than 5 yrs Ive seen that handsome face of yours. God I miss you so much and that will never slip my mind its a reminder every day I dont see you its right there everyday always! Tell Nana & Grandpa I said I miss and love them to. I just wish so bad you all could have met Annaleece I know you would have been the best Uncle in the world for sure,she would have melted that sometimes harden heart of yours for sure. Watch over us all Kevin keep us safe and always let us know your around us because I know you are always...Love & Miss you tons and tons Mom! LOVE YOU

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 11, 2012

Hey Sweety Miss U Alot! To the living, I am gone, To the sorrowful, I will never return, To the angry, I was cheated, But to the happy, I am at peace, And to the faithful, I have never left. I cannot speak, but I can listen. I cannot be seen, but I can be heard. So as you stand upon a shore gazing at a beautiful sea-- As you look upon a flower and admire it's simplicity-- Remember Me. Remember me in your heart. Your thoughts, and your memories, Of the times we loved. The times we cried, The times we fought, The times we laughed, For all the time you think of me, I will NEVER have GONE. Hey Sweety Can't believe its been 5 yrs and 2 months already...Sometimes I just think your far away and Ill see you again,,,which I already know that I will someday.I think of you everyday not a day goes by your not on my mind. I wish so bad you and Nana & grandpa were here to meet Annaleece so much.I pray everynight you watch over that beautiful little girl she is a blessing and then some to this family,,,shes the only one who can brighten my day no matter how bad it is 🙂 I promise Ill write a little more alot going on as you know. I'll be back and you watch over us all ok? Muahhhhhhhhhh xoxoxox Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 24, 2011

Happy Thanksgiving KevinI feel like you were def with us today :-)Miss you can never be conveyed enough thats for sure...All my Love Hugs & Kisses on this holiday without you once again :-(Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 11, 2011

In Memory of My Son Kevin On his 5 Yr. Angelversary!Please, don't ask me if I'm over it yetI'll never get over it Please, dont tell me he's in a better place... He's not here with mePlease, don't say at least he isn't sufferingI haven't come to terms with why he had to suffer at allPlease, don't tell me you know how I feelUnless you have lost a childPlease, don't ask me if I feel betterBereavment isn't a condition that clears upPlease, don't tell me you had him for so many yearsWhat year would you chose for your child to die?Please, don't tell me God never gives more than we can bearPlease, just say you are sorryPlease, just say you remember my childPlease, just let me talk about my childPlease mention Kevins namePlease, just let me cry. Well I woke up like some others I knew today.. feeling sick and just plain sad . Today 5 Years ago today I got a call I wouldn't wish on any mother or family in the world... Its going to be a day of sadness so If I am not all up to smiles today please understand why I lost my baby boy, A Son, Brother, Uncle, Nephew, Cousin and always a Friend!........ So sadly Missed and Always and forever loved thought of everyday Love you Kevin Give me help today when I know I'll really need it to get thru. My Sweet Kido...Love ♥ You~ Mom! Kevin G. Kelly II 11-11-06 to 11-11-11 🙁

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 9, 2011

88888888888888888888888888888888888 Gone yet not forgotten,Although we are apart,Your spirit lives within me,Forever in my heart.We think of you in silence,We often speak your name,But all we have are memories,And your picture in a frame.Your resting place we visit,And put flowers there with care,But no one knows the heartache,As we turn and leave you there. 888888888888888888888888888888888888 5 Yrs in 2 days Im feeling sad and missing you like mad crazy kido....Love You~ Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 31, 2011

Hey Sweetie Miss you today, yesterday and I know I will tomorrow Hugs & Kisses my beautiful angel! Love You! ~ Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 24, 2011

AButterfliesA Butterflies, the symbol of new life and rebirth and are fluttering all around me. They circle my head, land on my arms and dance around my feet. I've never seen so many butterflies.... Delicate wings...colors like sky and grass and earth. Their flight is a motion of freedom and calmness and is so beautiful to see. Please let death be a butterfly with our loved ones soaring in an existence that is too wonderful for us to comprehend! ^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^ Hey Sweetie In a little over 2 weeks its hard to believe that my handsome son has left us all behind for 5 years. I still can't believe it because its a memory that always makes it feel like it was just yesterday but then it feels way to long since I've seen you and that hurts so bad! Miss you with every waking moment everyday may ease the pain just a little but will never be the same as our lives have been altered forever. Love & Miss you so badly Kevin

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 9, 2011

Hey Kevin Miss You so freaking bad..... Love You~ Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 24, 2011

~*~Memories of You!~*~ Last night while I was trying to sleep My Son's voice did I hear. I opened my eyes and looked around, But he did not appear. He said; Mom you've got to listen You've got to understand; God didn't take me from you, Mom He only took my hand. When I called out in pain that day, The instant that I died. He reached down and touched my hand, And pulled me to his side. He pulled me up and saved me From the misery and pain. My body was so badly hurt, I could never be the same. My search is really over now, I've found happiness within; All the answers to my empty dreams, And all that might have been. I love you all and miss you so, And I'll always be nearby. My body's gone forever But my spirit will never die! And so you must all gone on now Live one day at a time. Just understand! God did not take me from you, He only took my hand. Y+ + + + + + + + + Y I Love and Miss You so much Kevin I truly am heartbroken I think I always will be ......Love You~ Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 15, 2011

W~ Feelings~W I feel like I've just existed And now its been almost 5 years I don't know how I lived and breathed Without you being here. I donn't think you lived your lifetime As short as that seems to me, But the pain in my heart is still to great, Yet I know your spirit is fee. At times I think I hear you The thoughts come to my mind. I struggle for the sound of your voice, But your voice I cannot find. Yet you come to me in many ways So I know you did not die, You want to tell me that you're close, And to please stop asking Why. Our lives on earth seem all to brief, Or brief as it seems to me. But were you are is forever, God calls that Eternity! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Hey Sweety I Miss you all the time sometimes there are no words to find its just seems like a bad dream, then I relaize reality has set in and I feel so sad yoour gone I just hope you see us and keep us safe you were always good to do that so please keep doing what your doing and just know someday we will be all together again Love You & Miss You Immensely Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 10, 2011

Light a Candle Z light a candle, see it glow, watch it dance, when you feel low, think of me, think of light, I'll always be here, day or night, a candle flickers, out of sight, but in your heart, I still burn bright, think not of sadness, that I'm not near, think of gladness, and joyous cheer, I have not left, I am not gone, I'm here to stay so when you light a candle and you see it glow and watch it dance in your heart you'll know that I would never leave you even when you feel so blue I'm sitting up here with the Lord and now watching over you. Hey Sweety I think of you always and always will I We have so much joy the newlife in our life its in the form of a beautiful baby girl this family deserves a great bit of happiness because we all have not had that in almost 5 years now Almost 5 years this November it just flew by We love God and Thank him for this new life in our family Butwe always Thank-God for your life he gave us too we will never forget the life that once brought us so much joy that is now gone I Love & Miss You Kido so very much Hugs, Kisses and all my love~ Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 27, 2011

I know it hurt youIt hurt me too,But now that you are gone,All I know is I miss you. You were here for not so long,I would have never of thought you would leave.I thought you had so many more years That day you left,Was the saddest of my lifeI remember going homeAnd crying all night. I might be selfish,But I wish you were still hereOr if you stayedFor at least many more years. I know you loved usWe still love you tooSo I'm trying to hang onJust for you. We are not perfectWe never will beBut I hope your up thereProud of us all.~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~Miss you Love you wishingyou were here because your anUncle now I wish you could sharein this happiness we share I neverstop thinking about you and never will. ~*~ Love & Miss You~*~ Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 16, 2011

Love & Miss you each passing Day! ~*~* Love You- Mom~*~* •*”˜˜”*░Y░O░U░A░R░E░░*”˜˜”*°•. *”˜˜”*°•.M░Y░░B░L░E░S░S░I░N░G░ *”˜˜”*°•.

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 6, 2011

Say My Child's Name: The mention of my child's name may bring tears to my eyes, But it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you are really my friend who reads this, let me hear the music of his name { KEVIN} It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Hey Sweet Angel of mine It seems like forever I last saw you and to very long since I've last herd you speak .I wonder when Im thinking of you what you might be doing at that very moment in heaven? I try to wonder if you were up there to be there for someone elses child who arrives to God? Do you have family plans with ones we loved and passed as well? I try to think your looking down on us missing us as we miss you so much! Does it seems as long for you not seeing us as it is for us not seeing you? Do you meet up with new friends and just hang like you did here too? Your knees that have been banged up so many times just a thing of the past Im sure it is because God took you home and now I know you can and will never feel pain again ! Do you know what the future holds for us or does God not let you see for sometimes it might be hard if its not the best for us? All these wonders of what but the one wonder I ask and want to know the most is WHY? I see so many young people dying and I dont know why but I know I still Love Trust and Believe in God, and that will never change. I know I have and other parents have or still are mad at God we dont understand the whys and that hurts as much as the goodbyes. I know I'll see you all someday I have to hold onto hope thats what will be because if I didnt think so this down here would all be a waste of time. See you soon I Love & Miss You so this ways heavy on my heart everyday I dont see or you here. Hugs, Kisses and so much Love your way! Love You~Your Mom!

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Carol Kelly

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July 27, 2011

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Carol Kelly

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July 5, 2011

(¯`v´¯)`*.¸.*´¸.•´ ¸.•*¨)¸.•*¨)(¸.•´(¸.• (¸.•´¸¸.•¨¯`•.¸¸. A Ballon for You! Miss you so much Love U Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 30, 2011

I close my eyes, Think maybe if I pray hard enough... Everything will be okay. I'll open my eyes, And you'll be smiling down on me. Maybe if I wish hard enough... The last five years will just disappear, And you'll be here. Laughing just like before. Everything like its always been, Not all this pain, Here as if it could replace you, As if I could ever be the same. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~**~**~*~ Hey Sweety Boy finally this is working I was starting to think you were messing with me...were you messing with me Kevin??? Hahhhaaahaaaa!!! Just want you to know alot of years have gone by but your on my mind every single day and thats were you will stay forever... Love & Miss you BIG BIG BIG TIME Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 14, 2011

Hey Sweetie So ok its going on 5 years soon and guess what no one can ever tell me this gets easier there full of it and dont have children the've lost. I still find myself wanting to scream so loud and so long I loose my voice from it. Need you here so much so you can straighten out your brother and Your going to be an Uncle so why are you missing all this???? does God have something very important for you there??? In 9 years I lost to many people & animals I love so much First Grandpa Then Simba Then You Then Nana Then my good friend Ozzie who helped me to get thru as much as I could because he knew what it was like to loose a child as well... I Miss You All so much life can never be normal again it may go on but normal it will never be. Hugs to All My Angels wathcing over us: Kevin Mom Dad Ozzie Simba.................... Love & Hugs to you All Mom

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 8, 2011

~* Precious Son *~ I Wish I Could See Your One More Time Come Walking Through My Door But, I Know That is Impossible I Will Hear Your Voice No More I Know You Can Feel My Tears And You Don't Want Me To Cry Yet, My Heart Is Broken Because I Can't Understand Why Someone So Precious Had To Die I Pray That God Will Give Me Strength And Somehow Get Me Through As I Struggle With This Heartache That Was Caused By Losing You In Precious Memory Of Kevin Who Walked Through Heaven's Gate November 11,2006 Hey My Angel Miss you all the time even when life gets hectic your always on my mind. I dont seem to think that time gets any easier I you go through staying numb forever because when the day ends and winds down you think this still feels like a dream... Love & Miss You Alot Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 23, 2011

~* A PICTURE ~* I only have a picture now, A frozen piece in time, To remind me of how it was, When you were here and mine. I see your smiling eyes, Each morning when I wake, I talk to you, and place a kiss, Upon your lovely face. How much I miss you being here, I really cannot say, The ache is deep inside my heart, And never goes away. I hear it mentioned often, That time will heal the pain, But if I'm being honest, I hope it will remain. I need to feel you constantly, To get me through the day, ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Hey Sweetie Boy this could not be truer I couldn't have said it any better Its going on 5 years and it seems like yesterday you left but then again it feels much longer because I haven't seen that handsome face. Please send signs and dreams to me they make life much softer when you do. Send my Love to Nana & Grandpa and tell that to Ozzie to. Oh and if you see our Simba tell him he has a clone our little coco kitty has taken where he's left off but can never take his place! Love & Miss you tons upon tons... <3 Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 11, 2011

" Moments I will Treasue" I treasure every moment you spent in life with us. I hoped to have you a lot longer but it was not meant to be 🙁 You left this world so suddenly I know my heart went too I feel so lost and lonely and I cry a lot from missing you I know you're in a better place I know your happy there I know one day I'll join you but the wait it hard to bear My heart is always breaking as I try to carry on You were my life, my everything but now son you've gone. I'll count the years until the time I join you, nana and grandpa above Where then we all we'll be eternally together again my Son! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Hey Sweetie I thought honestly the day you left I'd never want to live and although my heart will never heal I know I will see you again, I'm hoping not for awhile because a new life will be here soon it is not a replacement of the hurt of you gone its a turn for something good in this Family,I know that God had meant for us but knowing you asked him to happen this year 🙂 Its almost 5 years and I promise you I'll make it so no one forgets they need to all know that when I lost you my life would never be the same so I'll keep the memory of your life alive with each and every one. Love and Miss you So Much Kevin ~~~~~~ Love Mom~~~~~

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 8, 2011

Missing you Today on this Mothers Day It would be so complete if you were here today!!!!!!! Love Mom

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 16, 2011

SON Son is a lovely word that always brings to mind memories of the happiest and very warmest kind! Thoughts of you bring memories through each passing year, you've been the kind of son who's especially sweet and dear. If you could read my heart then you would surely see with every day that passes by you mean still more to me. )!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!( Hey Sweety It always still makes me think no matter how many times I can come on here that you are trully gone, but gone from earth but not our hearts we hold you there everyday your thought of by so many but to me your thought of all the time. Tell You Nana & Grandpa and my friend Ozzie too that we may here go on with out you all but it doesnt mean that its still not sad you went away! Love & Miss You Always & Forever! Love Y Mom

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 9, 2011

I Hear!!!! I herd an angel cry-when I died- The stillness in the room, Was like the stillness in the air, Between heaven and earth! <>*<>*<>*<>*<>*<>*<>*<>*<> Hey Sweetie I was thinking how fast life is going by how so many years could have come and gone and then I realize wait.. Seems like forever since I saw your handsome face. This year is suppose to bring new life in our family unit so why do you,nana,grandpa have to watch it all unfold to high for us to see you? I Miss You Kevin not a day a hour a second a minute without you on my mind! Love you lots Miss you most Love <3 Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 4, 2011

November 11th This day is remembered and quietly kept, No words are needed, we shall never forget, For those (Mom) we love don't go away, They walk beside us everyday. Unseen and unheard, but always near, So loved,so missed and so very dear. 3Y4Y3Y4Y3Y4 Hey Sweetie the year is flying by so fast before you know it it will be that day that will seem so un-real I know because everyday seems so un-real you are not here with us today I melted i really wanted to try to get thru this year on a some what happy note but I cant make promises about something I cant control....my feelings for missing you! Just such a happy time in life that hasnt in such a long while that your going to be Uncle Kevin. I know Tiff she will always let her child know about her Uncle Kevin for sure. Love & Miss You kido. LoveY Mom

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marciamulcahy

Posted on:
March 1, 2011

hey kev boy it been a long time have not been on here in a while just wanted to stop by and say hello and i love you miss the hell out of u your sister having a baby but you know that hell you new that before i did well my friend watch over your family and please know we all love and miss u so much God Bless ...

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 26, 2011

" Always on my mind Sweetie" (A sadness still comes over us,) (Tears in silence often flow, ) (Memory keeps you ever near us,) (Though you died almost 5 years) (ago. ) ^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^ @^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@^@ Hey Sweetie I can't believe that you will be an Uncle this year, and I know you can watch over him or her...It would be so much better if you were just here instead and not just because you will be an uncle but because Id want you here always just for no reason at all. Two very different events this year and even though Id normally say a sad and a happy one...this year they will both be happy because this year 5 years for you will be about celebrating your life not about your death! And celebrating a new life for this family. Ask God if the baby could be born either 9-11 for your marker # or 9-10 that would make it 9-10-11, either way they will be significant days this year! All my Love,Hugs and Kisses Love You~ Y Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 16, 2011

e Today is Kevin's 28th Birthdaye Today is my birthday Celebrate my life with you And remember the good times Forget the bad. Look up towards the sun And catch every ray of light Upon your cheek For I am there with you. Today is my birthday, Be happy for me. My life was full. I had the pleasure of love And the joy of my family. Do not be sad Look up towards the stars And catch each twinkle In your heart. For I am there with you. Today is my birthday My legacy is not wealth Or mighty belongings, My legacy is you and your life. Spend it wisely and carefully, Guard it always. Do not be sad. Feel the wind on your face And in your hair And know that I loved you For I am there with you in your laughter And in your hearts. Today is my birthday, Learn to live again without me. Take my strength with you For you are not alone. Do not be sad Feel the rain on your face Feel all life's treasures and Know that you are alive! At each step of the way I will help you For I am with you always Until we meet again. Today is my birthday... eeeeee Happy Birthday to my Sweet Son I Miss you always and always the most on this day i wish you were here in person but i know you are in spirit Missing & Loving You big time love mom! YYYYYY

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 13, 2011

Missing my Angel so Much! I Love You <3 I Miss You 🙁 I always wish you here! Love You~ Soon to be Uncle Kevin Love Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 9, 2011

YWe Miss You Much! Y He left us quietly, L His thoughts unknown,E But left us a memory,J We are proud to own;C So treasure him Lord, U In Your garden of rest, A For when on earth,P He was the best! e `3`3`3`3` Hey Sweetie This month is February and its your Birthday on the 16th and so much snow up here it looks as thou we cant come up right now but we will still celebrate and acknowledge it as if you were still here 🙂 Love & Miss You kido Love~ Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 1, 2011

His Life.... 🙂 His Death..... 🙁 His Life is a beautiful memory, His death is a silent grief, He sleeps in God's beautiful garden, In sunshine of perfect peace, I miss him oh so much, But realize God knew best, He let me have him 23 years, Then gentle bid him rest. <*><*><*><*><*><*><*> Hey Sweetie I could come on here a million times and a million times I can't believe your gone :-c I wonder if you are looking down and saying wow I am glad for what I had down there? I just hope you always know your on our minds and in our hearts all the days long. Love & Miss You Kido~Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 31, 2011

"There will always be a heartache and alot of times we will shed a tear For there remain precious memories of the days when you were here!" \/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/ Hey Sweetie Im having a hard time trying to be happy what the heck was I thinking I am kidding myself I will be happier. I could bare life and have a little fun along the way but never be trully happier till the day I see you again. Love & Miss you with a hole in my heart! Love You~ Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 27, 2011

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 25, 2011

"Hearts our filled with sadness" Our hearts still ache with sadness and secret tears still flow what it meant to loose someone like you no one will ever know! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Thinking of you is almost second nature its like breathing, every breath I take is how often you are on my mind kido. Love & Miss You so much ~~~~ Mom!~~~~

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 21, 2011

" I think of you all the time Kevin! " "We do not need a special day to bring you to our minds.The days that we don't think of you are very hard to find." ~~~~~*~~~~~~~*~~~~~*~~~~~*~~~~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~* Love & Miss you every day and never not even one day goes by your not on our minds! Kisses,Hugs and lots of Love to you Kevin <3 Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 15, 2011

xoxoxo ...... Today...... xoxoxo FToday I looked into the sky and it was beautiful. I then realized it's because you are there. You fly with the angels but part of you will always be with us Kevin! E ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ UMissing you with a heavy heartU but smiling and knowing how blessed we were to have you even for a short while kido. YLove You so much and Miss you also! Love You~ Mom! Y

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 10, 2011

Oh, That I had wings like a dove, For then I would fly away and be at rest Psalms 55:6 Rest Im sure and the most peaceful one at that. Love & Miss You so much Kevin every single day you are on my mind in in my heart. Till I see you again. <3 You Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 4, 2011

Prayer for the Dead May we walk upon this earth once again,Once again beneath the same blue sky.Then may our lives again entertwine,And may we remember, you and I.Love & Miss You~ <3 Mom!

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Carol Kelly

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January 1, 2011

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Carol Kelly

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December 25, 2010

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
December 24, 2010

Merry Christmas in Heaven Kevin,missing you so very much,love you Aunt Deb....

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 12, 2010

Worldwide Candle Lighting Dec 12th 2010 Sad was the parting, no one can tell, So sudden on earth the sorrow feel; The blow was hard, the shock severe, To part with one I loved so dear. Dearer still as years depart His { Kevin} memory lives within my heart. I miss you every day I dont think I ever will not! I lite a candle for you today it was worldwide candle lighting @ 7:00 pm for bereaved parents and unfortunately thats what I am and always will be. Holidays a happy time I get thru it but I always say your missing in it and that pains me so. Love & Miss You Sweety Love <3 Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 5, 2010

4 EVER MISSED & LOVED MY SON Days of absence, sad and dreary,Clothed in sorrow's dark array, -Days of absence, I am weary;My Son I love is far away. I had it all the family that was my greatest blessing I want to have inner peace but I find it hard I know Im suppose to let you really go till we meet again its so darn hard I just cant seem to do it Please come to me Kevin let me know you'll be ok I will see you again then maybe I could have inner peace.,. Love & Miss you with a hole in my heart! Love You~ Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 25, 2010

Happy 2010 Thanksgiving In * Heaven* The Year has turned its circle, The seasons come and go. The harvest all is gathered in And chilly north winds blow. Orchards have shared their treasures, The fields, their yellow grain, So open wide the doorway Thanksgiving comes again ************************* Hoping your spirit visits us today we miss you and we thankful that we had you in our family and heart and soul. We love & Miss you dearly we just hope your thinking of us and we will be thinking of you today! Love & Miss You so Much Kevin Love You~ Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 24, 2010

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and I am missing you like you cant even imagine kido. Years, Days, Months dont heal anything Im still at a loss for you. Hoping you are having a heavenly feast with Nana, Grandpa and all that have been left this world that we have known. Love & Miss you big time Kevin Love you My Sweet Angel Son Hugs,Kisses,& Love ~ Love Mom!

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
November 24, 2010

Hi Moose wishing you Nana and Grampa a very happy Thanksgiving in Heaven,your always in my heart Kev,and always loved....

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 11, 2010

" Borrowed Angel" U U U U They shine a little brighter,they feel a little moreThey touch your life in waysno one has ever done beforeThey love a little stronger,they live to give their bestThey make our lives so blest,so why do they go so soon?The ones with souls so beautifulI heard someone say-- There must be Borrowed Angels,here in this lifeThey come along, into this world,and make this world brightBut they can't stay foreverCause they're heaven sentAnd sometimes,heaven needs them back againThey reach a little deeper,they see what's in your soulAnd even when they leave you know, you'll never let them goThe world's a little richer,just cause they came alongTheir love goes on and on,so why do they go so soon?The ones with souls so beautiful.I heard someone say--There must be Borrowed Angels,here in this lifeThey come along, into this world,and make this world brightThey can't stay forever,cause they're heaven sentAnd sometimes,heaven needs them back again How else can you explain why they're here and not here to stay?I believe there must be, must beBorrowed Angels, here in this life They come along, into this world,and make this world brightBut they can't stay forever,cause there heaven sentAnd sometimes heavenneeds them back again.And sometimes heaven needs them back again. Y Y Y Y Y I've Missed you like the heartbeat of my heart every second of every minute of every moment that time goes by now its been 4 Years and I still don't believe its so To me that day stays in my mind and its been frozen in time. I watch people move from one day to the next People get married some have passed away some have children and some just get older each day I see my self age has added to me in 4 years but my heart still feels that day you were taken and life has never been the same! I hold you in my heart my mind and memories to but I'd rather know I hold you right here with me right now! I know life for me will never be the same I just know that one day we will all be together again! Love & Miss my Angel Son! ~*~* Love You~ Mom! ~*~*

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 11, 2010

4 Years Today I miss You everyday a little more than the last and my heart still hurts so bad even after 4 years my heart will hurt till I see you again someday.... Love & Miss You Always...Love Mom! 11-11-06 to 11-11-10

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 23, 2010

It's hard to believe You are no longer here, We think of you, You feel so near,<honestly you do> In some small way, every single day, Memories of you come our way! <~><~><~><~><~><~><~><~><~> Hey Sweetie What can I say its getting closer every day its one more day closer to time when we lost you and since then Ive never been able to find my way 🙁 I just go on thats all I can do its just not really living here without ............YOU!............. I told Nana you and her I miss the most its nothing to do with missing the others any less its just shes my Mom and you are my Son its just so hard to keep going on but I have to for your Dad,Tiff and Ryan and I do want to go on its just filled with pain nothing and anything will never be the same without your prescence Kevin, the loss of a child one of the hardest of all... Send Dreamz & Signs kido ok? Love You so much~ Mom<Hugs,Love,Kisses and Missing You>

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 19, 2010

My heart is always heavy! It only takes a little space, To write how much we miss you, But it will take the rest of our lives, To forget the way we lost you! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Miss You BIG TIME always in my heart and always on my mind. Love You~ MOM Y

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 11, 2010

L 3 Years and 11 Months Today L I think how next month to this day how could it possible be 4 Years? Time is slipping away fast seems imposible its been almost 4 years, but then when I think how long its been Ive seen your handsome face it seems like its been forever in that sense, now another death in the family and your Dad & I feel like this is never ending 🙁 Love & Miss You no matter how fast life goes by I'll always have you on my mind and in my heart.... LoveYYou~ Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 6, 2010

Showering You with Love Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Gone are the days we used to share, But in our hearts you are always there, The gates of memory will never close, We miss you more than anyone knows, With tender love and deep regret, We who love you will never forget { YOU!} Always on my mind...ALWAYS Love & Miss you alot...Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 2, 2010

Your absence has gone through me Like thread through a needle Everything I do is stitched with its COLOR!!!! <>~<>~<>~<>~<>~<>~<> I Miss You so much I miss everything you did, the cracking of your neck "Ouch" to the swear you couldnt controll saying To your handsome face and beautiful blueNN Your up and down moods even..... when you wanted to talk about life in general.... I MISS IT ALL the GOOD & BAD! Y~~~ Love You~ Mom! ~~~Y

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 27, 2010

"Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated." YYYYYYYYYYYYYY ~*~*~* That is You my Sweet Son ~*~*~* Hey Sweetie I Love & Miss You every single day of every day that goes by you stay on my mind and I will never let you leave it ever!!!! Love You~Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 17, 2010

FLY....FLY....FLY Fly,fly little wing Fly beyond imagining The softest cloud, the whitest dove Upon the wind of heaven's love Past the planets and the stars Leave this lonely world of ours Escape the sorrow and the pain And fly again Fly fly precious one Your endless journey has begun Take your gentle happiness Far to beautiful for this Cross over to the other shore There is peace forevermore But hold this mem'ry bittersweet Until we meet. Fly, fly do not fear Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear Your heart is pure, your soul is free Be on your way, don't wait for me Above the universe you'll climb On beyond the hands of time The moon will rise,the sun will set But I won't forget Fly,fly little wing Fly where only angels sing Fly away, the time is right Go now, find the light YYYYYYYY I Miss you always I miss you day/night I think of you thru out the day..I always wish that you could have stayed! but now when I think of you I see you flying and watching over Us now Forever you will stay in my heart Love You~Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 10, 2010

U I can only Imagine!? U Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel? Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still? Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall? Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all? I can only imagine! I can only imagine! I can only imagine, when that day comes, when I find myself standing in the Son! I can only imagine, when all I will do, is forever, forever worship You! I can only imagine! I can only imagine! Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel? Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still? Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall? Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all? I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine! Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel? Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still? Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall? Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all? I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine! I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!! Only imagine!!! I can only imagine. I can only imagine, when all I do is forever, forever worship You! I can only imagine." ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ You may have left us all in tears when you left but I'm sure you were the one crying being in awe of Our Lourds face you pain had lifted when those 2 angels took your arms they told you you couldnt go back that badly maggled body adn I couldnt haave imagined you would have wanted to live that way it would of have been a hell I know youd never face and knowing you also took a life that I know you never intended this hate to be your fate and as jealous of God that I am to have you id rather you be pain free a mother never wants to let go after all its suppose to be us your parents that go be for you/ Just know as I live and breath your handsome face is on my mind and every second I still live my life and take a breath you will remain with me for life. God years do not get an easier I dont care what anyone says/ You are my baby boy and a man of beauty and grace you fly amongst all the angels you keep your family safe we always keep your memory alive we will never let anyone forget that earth has had your grace. In these almost for years my faith in God has grown so if anything could of come of your death I thank you for making me happier about my faith in God He and you have made me a better person for it...Forever implanted in my heart and soul and my memories....................... Love you my precious Son Miss You so much and always will Love You~Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 4, 2010

<3 Missing You <3 Oh oh oh Sweetie I'm missing you Things I'll never be the same without you... What did I do to deserve this I didn't even get one last hug, from you Oh Kevin God took you from me He needed an angel so it seems I need to feel you give me hugs I need to hear your voice still Cause I miss you so much And I can't keep on living this way I need you here with me Why could he take you away from me Its not hard for me to tell you, I love you As I'm standing over your grave And I know I'll never hear your voice again Why did you leave me Why couldn't you just stay Because my world is nothing without you Now I don't know what to do, with myself I would have given you anything Just to mmake you happier Just to hear you say, I love you mom one last time. I'd go to hell and back over and over again Just to prove how much I need you here There is nothing I wouldn't do Id cry for you I'd lie for you And theres no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven I would die for you, yes I will I would rather give up my life Cause its not hard for me to tell you I love you As I'm standing over your grave And I know I'll never hear your voice again Why did you leave me Why couldn't you just stay sweetie Because my world is nothing without you Now I don't know what to do with myself I just don't know what to do with my self I can't stand looking at the pictures on my shelf Knowing it was just 3 years ago, Amanda stood there and took those pictures Theres just one thing I wanna know Why would God want to hurt me so bad, Does he know how much it hurts to be missing you Kevin I'm missing you Sweetie I'm missing you Oh God damn it I love you Why did he take you away...from me Cause I love you so I miss you so much sweetie I just can't go on Kevin. I can never say it enough on my mind and in my heart 4 Always!!!! Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 24, 2010

Not the end! Death is not the end Death can never be the end Why do I know this? because I still have yet to see you again then years that have gone by here lonely will never be lonely again we will all be together once ~*!**!!~ AGAIN ~!!**!*~ Our mind thinks of death Our heart thinks of Life Our soul thinks of Immortslity: Love & Miss You ALWAYS! Love Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 20, 2010

UOh Angel of Mine U When he died Take him cut him out in little stars ****** And he will make the face of heav'n so fine That all the world will be in love with night And pay no worship to the garish sun R I'll Miss You for all the days I remain here without you/ Till we I see you again I bid you Peace and Love Love You~Y Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 18, 2010

A Time for Everything...but why? A time for Everything For everything there is a season, a time for every activity under heaven. A time to be born and a time to die. A time to plant and a time to harvest. A time to kill and a time to heal. A time to tear down and a time to build up. A time to cry and a time to laugh. A time to grieve and a time to dance. A time to scatter stones and a time to gather stones. A time to embrace and a time to turn away. A time to search and a time to quit searching. A time to keep and a time to throw away. A time to tear and a time to mend. A time to be quiet and a time to speak. A time to love and a time to hate. A time for war and a time for peace. ssssssss I am sure BUT why is it time for you to die to young in life? I guess I'll never know the answer till I am with you again and I am going to ask it. All my Love for my Angel Love You~Mom!

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
August 14, 2010

Moose your always with us,and we so miss you big time,Love u Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 13, 2010

V Photographs V Everytime I see your face, It reminds me of the places we used to go But all I've got is a photograph, And I realize you're not coming back anymore I thought I'd make it, The day you went away But I can't take it, Til you come home again to stay{ Till I come home with you to stay} I can't get used to living here, While my heart is broke, my tears, I cry in vain I want you here to have and hold, As the years go by and we grow old and grey Now you're expecting me to live without you But that's not something that I'm looking forward to ...... Everytime I see your face, It reminds me of the places we used to go But all I've got is a photograph, And I realize you're not coming back anymore ()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()() It's all I have and its not much at all when your not here Oh there nice to hold onto BUT there just photographs and its not you in the flesh and I realize Your not coming back anymore L Love & Miss you so much! ~*~* Love Mom *~*~

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 11, 2010

UUUUUUUUUUUUUUU You can shed tears that he is gone, or you can smile because he has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that he'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all he's left. You heart can be empty because you can't see him, or you can be full of the love you shared. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. You can remember him only that he is gone, or you can cherish his memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back. Or you can do what he'd want: smile,open your eyes, love and go on. mmmmmmmmmmmm Hey Sweetie Seems life is going by so quick for some they have gone but not from our hearts I am so sad so many precious lives have left us behind but so happy they have blessed my life in the time they lived....LIKE YOU..... my precious Son. I Love & Miss you so much it never gets easier and I know it never will. Love & Miss You all the days long and all the days I have left. Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 29, 2010

Kevin was so very, very special And was so from the start I held him in my arms But mainly in my heart U U U U U U And like a single drop of rain That on still waters fall, His life did ripples make And touched the lives of all. Y Y Y Y Y He's gone to be with angels In heaven up above So keep your special memories And treasure them with love. Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Although my darling son Was with me just awhile He'll live on in all our hearts With a sweet remembered smile! @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ I Miss you always its with a heavy heart my memories of you will always be in my heart but my heart aches for you my son it did that second you were gone... Love & Miss You So ~~~~ Mom!~~~~

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 26, 2010

GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN! Gone is the face we loved so dear, Silent is the voice we loved to hear, To far away for sight or speech, But not to far for thought to reach. Sweet to remember him who once was here, And who, though absent, is just as dear. What would I give to clasp his hand, His handsome face to see, To hear his voice or see his smile That meant so much to me. ddddddddddddd Love & Miss you never a day your not on my mind and that's just how it will stay LoveYU Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 15, 2010

ARest in Peace my SonA You are not forgotten my Son { ever} Nor will you ever be As long as life and memory last We will miss thee. Our hearts are sore { still} As time goes by {so fast} We miss you more { so true} Your loving smile Your gentle face No one can fill your vacant place {never} WWWWWWWWWWWW I Miss you so badly!!! YYYYYYYYY You Forever in my heart! XXXXXXXXXXXXX Kevin it seems as we have been told that time is a healer and it gets softer I have to disagree its plain and simple to me that this pain will ache me for the rest of my days here. Love & Miss You all the day long My sweet Angel above{ Kevin} Love You Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 9, 2010

<3 In Memory of Kevin <3The Lord wrapped his arms around him and took him by the hand,He said "Come with Me, my darling, to God's Eternal land.The years have passed so quickly and still we miss you so,There are times we can hardly wait til it's our time to go.We know God picks the time and place to take our loved ones home,But it is so hard to accept the loss when it is one of your very own.We know others have lost their loved ones, and this we can't explainAnd we know it must break God's heart to see his children in such pain.We cannot judge what happens when tears and questions start,We only see what is visible, but God sees into the heart.Your dreams didn't get accomplished, you didn't get to raise any kids of your own,But you left a lasting impression on all you said and did.You are now our special angel, and as for sons, we still feel we have twoCause your are still a special part of our family, you just don't live with us anymore.Our smiles try to hide our heartaches and we say we are doing fine,But to those who have experienced death know how it changes you in time.Every day we are reminded of the good things that you did,You cared so much for others, especially your family.Family dinners aren't as lucious without you around the table anymoreTo some you are forgotten, to others just a dream,But to us who love and miss you those memories ripple like a stream.God looked around his garden and saw an empty space,He then took a look around the earth and saw your suffering face.He put his arms around you and lifted you to rest,God's garden must be beautiful, cause He only takes the best.You tried your best to teach us before you went away,We now have a better understanding of what you tried to say.Please always know we love you and no one can take your place,Tho' many years can come and go your memory will never be erased.So when each day stats without you, we won't seem so far apart,Cuz every time we think of you, you will be right here in our heart.So Jesus if you are listening in your home from up above,Would you kiss our darling son and give him all our love.----------------------------------------------------------------------Love & Miss You for ever and for more!My Sweet Angel Kevin it nevers gets easier no matter what anyone says!Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 4, 2010

Hey Sweetie Another Holiday and its a travesty you are not here with us again 🙁 I Miss you when family gathers and its hard to see in our pictures of memories your not in them. Its hard to make new memories from now and on cuz there just gatherings to me but not the memories I'll always hold like when you were here with me. I Love & Miss You Always and for Eternity! YYYYYYYY Love You~ Mom! July 4th 2010

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 29, 2010

Feelings! I feel like I've just existed And now its been 3 years I don't know how I lived and breathed Without you being here. I know you lived your lifetime As short as that seems to us, But the pain in my heart is still so great, Yet I know your spirit is free. At times I think I hear you The thoughts come to my mind. I struggle for the sound of your voice, But your voice I cannot find. Yet you come to me in many ways So I know you did not die, You want to tell me that you're close, And to please stop asking Why. Our lives on earth seem all to brief, Or brief as it seems to me. But where you are is forever, God call that Eternity! llllllllll Hey Sweetie I struggle every day its hard to have life go on I'm always wondering what you could be doing now if you were here still with us. In a new relationship? In a new Job? Planning out the future maybe even planning a family. God knows how bad I am missing you so I hope he comforts you I know he is and so is Nana & Grandpa too. Love always and for all eternity. Love You YMom

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 18, 2010

IYLove YYouY and Miss You Yso very Much!Y I Close My Eyes I close my eyes, Think maybe if I pray hard enough Everything eill be ok. I'll open my eyes, And you'll be smiling down on me. Maybe if I wish hard enough... The last more than 3 years will just disapear, And you'll be here. Laughing just like before. Everything like its always been, Not all this pain., Here as if it could replace you, As if I could ever be the same. #*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*#*# I Miss you every single moment of every grueling day without you. I always think this seems un-real I am sure I always will. Send some signs and dreams maybe that will ease the pain a tiny bit. Love & Miss You~Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 11, 2010

555555555555555555 6666666666666666666 Not how did he die, but how did he live. Not what did he gain, but what did he give. These are the units to measure the worth Of a man as a man, regardless of birth! 5555555555555555555 666666666666666666 Everyday and always you are on my mind how can you not be? Id have to be crazy not to think of you always, your my son, my baby boy, Our Moosie and now My {Angel} Love you & Miss you Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 9, 2010

>God's Will<Not by choice butby God's WillWe've been left withmemories that will onlyfill. A Part of us that's left behind. Like dust in thewind and soon to find. Thatalthough we have faith, theday has come. That thisdream is real and we're nolonger numb. The presenceof what I know in my heart,Will keep us together, neverto part. Your smile has gracedus to no end, A time for all ofus to begin. Laughing,loving,caring for each. We no longersearch, its within our reach.You have blessesd us all withsomthing we lack,We will learnfrom you and always look back.God's Will has left us with a partof you,That will grace each daywith a morning dew. To wake upto butterflies fluttering about andthe knowledge that we are notwithout. Your smile,your laughter,your love,your appeal, This mydear Son, must be God's Will.*****************Still numb not sure Inever will be. Love &Miss you my sweetieLove You~Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 3, 2010

My New Page My page has turneda chapter's closeda brand new pagefor me unfoldsand my new pagewill never turnnor for the old pagewill I yearnfor my new pageis Heaven, you seeI'm home with Jesusfor eternity. ~@~@~@~@~@~@~ Every single day a thought of you comes to me I hope and pray that goes on till the day I see you again! Love You & Miss You that's the way it will always be. Love You~Mom! YYYYY

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 25, 2010

<> Death Of A Son <> Our son has died And passed away He is in the ground And there he will stay I can no longer protect him I can no longer bring him back I just should not have let him go that day! YYYYYYYYYYYY I wish I could wish that ugly day not to ever come our way it did and we are lost but we hold you tight in every thought Kido Love & Miss You so much Kevin Love You~Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 18, 2010

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 10, 2010

"Missing You Beyond Words" Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 8, 2010

<*>Do not stand at my Grave!<*> Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. lllllllll I am a thousand winds that blow I am the diamond glint on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. YYYYYYYYY When you wake in the morning hush, I am the swift, uplifting rush. Of quiet birds in circling flight. I am the soft starlight at night. UUUUUUUUUUU Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. Do not stand at my grave and cry. I am not there, I did not die! TTTTTTTTTTTTT Love & Miss you Kevin Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 6, 2010

A Tribute to Kevin! No words I write could ever say How sad and empty I feel now The Angels came for you Much sooner than I planned I'll brave the bitter grief that comes And I'll try my best to understand Kevin why did you have to go away Why wasn't it right for you to stay? In my heart Kevin will always be I love him dearly and I know he'll watch over me. What I'm suffering seems so unfair But one thing is for certain My love for him will always be there Kevin my son you always will be The most important part of my hearts memory I'll cherish the moments I held you in my arms through out the years And I am sure if you had stayed longer You would have continued to grace me with your charms A thousand words won't bring you back I know because I've tried Neither will a thousand tears I know because I've cried Now your up in Heaven With the Angels above They will take my place for now And they'll give you all their love So go and rest in peace now My boy so dear For all the love and memories I will hold forever near. *************************** Kevin I'll never feel like me again that day changed me forever I just seem to go with the days but never without you on my mind. I wear a smile that hides the pain of loosing one of my children I just keep reminding myself that someday I'll hold you near! Love & Miss you very very Much! Love You~ Mom! YYYYYY

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 25, 2010

"We Miss You" We miss you till the end Each and everyday Many memories you left us Inside our heart they stay So many tears we cried Sharing every memory You'll always be in our heart Our Son,brother,cousin,nephew And always our Friend! Love You so much Our Angel Miss you so much Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 20, 2010

Flying High Stunning white wings take you Up, farther than the moon Past the Milky Way And I pray that I will see you soon But now I'm sitting here all alone No one there to walk me home An empty spot where you use to sit And I stare at it, for a little bit I look at the silver lining The silver lining on a cloud And I start crying As I imagine you there You're waving at me Glowing pure white No longer dealing with Lifes struggles anymore So young and handsome you look as I stare I blink quickly yet not fast enough For you vanished in the suns bright glare And there I took it, pretty tough You were really gone Though I might see you again So for now you were really gone Flying on your wings in heaven Love & Miss you so Much pain never goes away so I guess I must keep it with me always because I can't see it ever stoping EVER! Love & Miss You~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 13, 2010

Taken from PearlJams cover revisedby me....Oh Where, oh wherecan my baby be?The Lord took him away from meHe\'s gone to Heavenso I got to be goodSo I can see my babywhen I leave this world...Well now he\'s gone, eventhough I hold him tightI lost my Son,my lifethat night!**************So true so trueIll never have awhole life againbut u can bet KevinI will again someday!Love You~Mom!♥♥♥♥♥♥

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 10, 2010

Do not stand at my grave and weep,I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow.I am the diamond glint on snow.I am the sunlight on ripened grain.I am the gentle autumn rain. When you wake in the morning hush,I am the swift, uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circling flight.I am the soft starlight at night. Do not stand at my grave and weep.I am not there, I do not sleep.Do not stand at my grave and cry.I am not there, I did not die! Hey Sweetie I weep alot sorry im sure it makes you sad but I cant help how I feel about you not being here with all of us. You are and always will be in my heart,my mind my memories always to be cherrised. Love You~ Mom! YYYYYY

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 5, 2010

Y I wrote your name! Y I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. So I wrote your name in my heart, and that's where it will stay,always" uuuuuuuu Hey Sweetie Just going to keep asking and maybe you will hear me and realize I need a visit from you, send me a dream soon cuz I will ask every nite thats for sure~~~~~ Love You~Mom! Goodbye for now I

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 4, 2010

Easter Poem! When they laid him in the grave that day, two thousand years ago, they did not know that He had died because He loved them so. They did not know that he had died, to save them from sin, not did they know that in three days He would arise again. When he arose He took with him their sin,there guilt,their stain, that whosoever will believe, eternal life shall gain. Love & Miss You on this Holy Easter Day.. I find it hard anyday you are gone and holidays seem really hard as well, I just wish you would come to me and tell me I can go on because I dont feel I am really living it. Kisses,Hugs and all my love Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 1, 2010

" My World" I asked God for a flower... He gave me a garden I asked God for a tree....He gave me a forest. I asked God for a river....He gave me an ocean. I aksed God for the world...He gave me you "Kevin" My heart is lost to you always and forever! YYYYYYYY Love always and forever.... Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 25, 2010

Forever in my Heart is were you will always be! In this accidentI really felt no painI was lifted by angels2 to be exact strongerthan me, I looked back and saw and just didntwant to leave, but theseangels said to me thatsnot how you would wantto be.I was only 23 had so muchmore living to do. I thinkthe hardest thing is to beleaving all of you{ My Family}Seeing you all numb and in so muchdisbelief.I wanted to scream and sayIm sorry this had to be.I see Grandpa and relativesI have never known all ofthem with open arms allwelcoming me home.The beauty I see I wish Icould share, Im not hurtingat all, all the warmth and loveI feel, I could never have imagined.Please always remeber me butwith all happy thoughts.God told me how much of animpact I left on all of youI feel all your loving energythis place I now call my home.We had our differences didntalways see eye to eye,but when it comes right downto it, Ill always be thinkingof you as you do me.I hear your prayers everyniteMom, and I wish I could come back. But just dont you worryI am totally free at last.You will see me somedayand we will all re-unitethen we will be a familyagain in the place we allknow as Heaven!Love & Miss Youwith all my heartIll always be thinkingof you KevinLove,Hugs & Kissesfrom me here to youin heaven....Love~Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 24, 2010

Just Stopping by to say I Love & Miss You Kevin....Love Ya Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 17, 2010

An Old Irish Blessing " May the road rise up to meet you { in Heaven} May the wind always be at your back { in Heaven} May the sun shine warm upon your face{ in Heaven} and rains fall soft upon your fields And until we meet again, {in Heaven} May God hold you in the palm of His hand' { in Heaven} AAAAAAAAA Hey Sweetie Hoping you have a great St. Pattys Day I know you loved your irish heritage a lot Wishing, you were here so I could give you so many Irish Kisses 🙂 Send us a sign today filled with your irish blessing of love. Love You & Miss You sooooooooooooooooo much. Love You~Mom! Happy St. Patricks Day

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 14, 2010

{Kevin G. Kelly II } Longing for one more day When we lose someone we love it seems that time stands still. What moves through us is a silence... a quiet sadness.... A longing for one more day...one more word...one more touch... We may not understand why you left this earth so soon, or why you left before we were ready to say good-bye, but little by little, we begin to remember not just that you died, but that you lived as well. And that your life gave us memories too beautiful to forget. We will see you again someday, in a heavenly place where there is no parting. A place where there are no words that mean good-bye! YYYYYYYYY You are thought of everyday if not by all who knew and loved you but you can count on that I have kept you in my heart and on my mind every day of the 1,948 days you have been gone 🙁 Hugs Love Kisses and a million I miss you's Love You~Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 9, 2010

Death is Nothing at all [ Kevin G. Kelly II ] Death is nothing at all I have only slipped away into the next room I am I and you are you whatever we were to each other that we still are call me by my old familiar name speak to me in the easy way which you always used put no difference in your tone wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together pray smile, think of me, pray for me Let my name be ever the household word that it always was Let it be spoken without effort without the trace of a shadow in it Life means all that it ever meant it is the same as it ever was there is unbroken continuity why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you somewhere very near just around the corner All is well ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Missing You daily it just never goes away that your really not here ,its just so hard even after 3 years. I wish I had wings Id fly no matter how high and steal you back to me. Id ask God to return you and let you live out a long life to have children, marriage all the things I'll never get to see : -( But things dont work that way cuz we know you'd never have gone Id turn the hands back and not let you out of my sight that who damn day! Send me signs and dreams too they make me feel your with us that way. Muahhhhhhhhh Hugs,Kisses and lots of Love Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
March 3, 2010

"Remember Me" Remember me whenever you see a sunrise,Remember me whenever you see a star,Remember me whenever you see a rainbowOr woods in autumn colors from afar.Remember me whenever you see the rosesOr seagulls sailing high in a sky of blue.Remember me whenever you see wavesShining in the sun.And remember, I'll be remembering you!Remember me whenever you see a teardrop,Or meadows still wet with the morning dew.Remember me whenever you feel loveGrowing in your heart.And remember, I'll be remembering you! Kev we will always remember Love and Miss you,Aunt Deb....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 25, 2010

The CordMe__________You We are connected,My son and I, byAn invisible cordNot seen by the eye.It's not like the cordThat connects us 'til birthThis cord can't been seenBy any on Earth.This cord does it's workRight from the start.It binds us togetherAttached to my heart.I know that it's thereThough no one can seeThe invisible cordFrom my son to me.The strength of this cordIs hard to describe.It can't be destroyedIt can't be denied.It's stronger than any cordMan could createIt withstands the testCan hold any weight.And though you are gone,Though you're not here with me,The cord is still thereBut no one can see.It pulls at my heartI am bruised...I am sore,But this cord is my lifelineAs never before.I am thankful that GodConnects us this wayA mother and childDeath can't take it away!Love & Miss you tons.Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 16, 2010

HAPPY 2TH BIRTHDAY KEVIN You would have turned 27 today, if you were till here. Although you are so far away, our hearts have kept you near. The pain has eased a bit I guess, yet has not gone away. It will always stay apart of us, until we join you one day. We send our love to you, from all our hearts to yours. Just think a birthday spent in Heaven means you'll spend it with the Lord! Happy Birthday Kevin another one spent with Jesus wish it could be with us, I feel I need you more. If this sounds selfish Jesus I am really sorry Lord I just love & miss my Son so much he's my baby boy. Not to make you sound like a baby Kevin its just how your mom really feels nothing will change that ever. so Happy 27th Birthday I'm sure they celebrate it grand up there. Love & Miss you always and forever. This time of year both sad and happy makes it bitter-sweet. Love You~Mom!

Posted by:
marciamulcahy

Posted on:
February 16, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH CAN'T BELIEVE YOU ARE 27 DAM I AM GETTING OLD BUT I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO GROW OLD WITH ME SO SO SAD TODAY LOVE YOU HOPE YOU ARE WATCHING OVER US ALL ON YOUR BIRTHDAY WE ALL MISS YOU..LOVE ALWAYS DAD

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 16, 2010

Sorry sweetie Happy 27th Birthday guess all this time I send you these with nice graphics are not coming out I'll just have to send it plain...Sorry for all the nice graphics that havent come out I am not really happy about it...Love You Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 14, 2010

@-<-<-<--A Dozen Roses If I had a dozen roses, I know just what I'd do I'd give each one a name that reminded me of you The first rose I'd call sunshine, because you brighten everyday The second would be beauty, the kind that never goes away The third rose would be priceless, like those hugs you gave to me I'd name the fourth rose silly, oh how funny you could be Rose five of course is patience, something you have helped me find The sixth rose would be memories, the gift you left behind The seventh and the eighth rose would for sure be faith and grace Nine would be unique because no one can take your place The tenth rose well that's easy, I'd simply name it love Eleven would be angel, I know you're watching from above I'd think about the twelfth rose, and I'd really take my time After all these roses are for you my Valentine I'm sending them to heaven in every color that I know So twelve I'll name forever, that's how long I'll love you so. YYYY Hey Sweetie It's Valentines Day and yet another holiday I wish for you to be here with all of us. I pray you receive these blessings that the holiday brings that I have sent your way. Know that not a day goes by your not far from my heart and mind Just wish I could really tell you that with you standing near by. I just wonder who would be your valentine this year beside me? I just send you lots of Love,Hugs and Kisses to. Love & Miss You badly Love You~Mom!

Posted by:
jeffreycoltrane

Posted on:
February 13, 2010

a Hey Sweetie You been smacked with the biggest kiss you could ever get, another holiday without you even if it is just Valentines Day you are so sadly missed. Love You kido Love~ Mom! YYYYYY

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 11, 2010

39 MONTHS Can't believe its been 39 months of not seeing you L It hurts more and more each day that I cant see your Handsome face. Missing you undoubtedly. Love You~Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 9, 2010

Here then Gone He was there and now he is gone! There was no goodbye not one! last I love you! You were there and now you are In a away place then get the dreaded call that was so unexpected,unwanted! The drive to Ryans house seemed to take a lifetime! The tears running down my face, all of our faces! The hugs, the tears, The I love yous and don't leave my side's! The thoughts of how this could happen and why this could happen to you! But really if you think of it, what about the person who died{ Kevin} Did you ever think of that? He's gone with no goodbye! Angel I'll all ways remember that day the shock of this even being played out how could this be real? I still feel like its not real till days,weeks and months and now years go by and I don't see that handsome face of my sweet son I Love so much. I live life cuz I breath everyday but I am never really living it. So as long as you send me signs and dreams I guess I have to live with that. Love & Miss You Sweetie so much Love You~Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 5, 2010

Sweetie Hello Angel Need a nice dream of my handsome Angel also send some signs to. Missing you always with a heavy heart A A rose for You @-<-<-<-<< Fly high Kevin Love You~Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 3, 2010

When God Takes A Loved ones Soul There are no words to say When a love one dies in such a way No poem you can write or painting you can see Can take the pain away from thee I do know one thing for sure A Gentle loving soul took His life away Tears will not help, the pain is just to much Not even saying a prayer, Will help you to understand why it came to be I am trying to think of something wise All I can do is cry They say God takes soul in his own time If that is true, why do I hurt so bad without you Please send me an angel, one who knows What does it all mean in God's eye The day is dark like the world came to an end Will life ever have a beginning again God take this soul who crashed that day To heaven so he may live eternity. YYYYYYYYYY Hey Sweetie It can never be said enough how much you are loved and missed Just wish this damn pain could go away Can't see that ever happening really just maybe a few good days would be nice once in awhile, I wish you could visit me tell me you'll be ok just maybe then I could find inner peace with that. BIGGGGGGGG SMOOCHESSSSSSSS Love You~Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
February 2, 2010

Remember me in quiet day.While raindrops whisper on your pane.But in your memories have no grief,Let just the joy we knew remain. Remember me when evening starsLook down on you with steadfast eyes.Remember if once you wakeTo catch a glimpse of red sunrise. And when your thoughts do turn to me,Know that I would not have you cry.But live for me and laugh for me,When you are happy, so am I. Remember an old joke we shared;Remember me when spring walks by.Think once of me when you are gladAnd while you live, I shall not die.We will always remember you sweet Kev.....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 27, 2010

ALWAYS IN MY HEART I gaze outside my window And wish upon a star I open up my heart And let my thoughts drift afar A tear rolls down my cheek As I reminisce the past You hardly got to live Your life went by so fast But now there's no way I can bring you back No matter how hard I try Because now your up in heaven As my angel standing by. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I Love & Miss you so badly I could never say it enough my world has been altered for all of what life I have. I hate your never coming back It makes me ill inside to know what could have come of your life and now I'll just have to wonder why life had been so cruel that it would take you away. Hugs,and Kisses always never will they go away I'll send them faithfully every day and I know there heading your way. Love You~Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
January 24, 2010

I feel a warmth around melike your presence is so near,And I close my eyes to visualizeyour face when you were here,I endure the times we spent togetherand they are locked inside my heart,For as long as I have those memorieswe will never be apart,Even though we cannot speak no moremy voice is always there,Because every night before I sleepI have you in my prayers Kevin I send you my love and a big kiss,miss ya Love ya Aund Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 23, 2010

THE TRUTH "The end is never far away, you loose the ones you love in the blink of an eye and there is no way you will find anyone who is just like them! " Love and Miss my Angel son Kevin so mcuh... Love you and Miss you always and forever. Love~ Mom YYYYYY

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 16, 2010

SWEETIE Miss you everyday I go on breathing and Love you so much to. Visit me kido I so need it badly..... Love You~Mom! YK YE YV YI YN Y

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
January 14, 2010

Miss you Moose,and love you big time,Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 8, 2010

From the Bottom of my Broken Heart! You , Dad and Tiff and Ryan were my life, as you know And it's been so hard to let you go. You had plans, You had dreams. was hoping one day you'd have another You! YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Hey Sweetie I feel like I'm on a roller-coaster my feeling are up and down every day I feel and want to feel happy then I just feel your not here physically and its killing me to pieces. Save me from dying a lil more each day Please! Visit me and you know I want it in a real form well Heavens form. I can handle it I just need to know you need to tell me I'll be ok that one day I will see you again, then life could be a little more bearable to exist ok? Big hugs and lots of love your way from me to you my sweet young man. Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 7, 2010

miss you so bad Kevin 🙁

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 6, 2010

AA spirit like no otherA When I feel you, in my room. I feel a spirit, like no other. It is a spirit of my son. not a spirit of a mother or father. I sit quietly, to feel your touch. your arm around me, the son I love so much. I hold on to this feeling, for ever and ever. I hear your sweet voice, whisper I'll leave you never. I cherish each time, you visit me. each time you whisper, I'll never leave thee. K E V I N Hey Sweetie Its just me! to say I Miss You and can never believe that you are not here on this earth with me. I'm suppose to feel better than I did 3 yrs ago. but that's just bologna cuz I'm hurting more so. Send me some sign and def some dreams cuz I am hating that your really not here. All My love...Hugs....Heart I give to you to remember me. I'll just never forget you that's for sure! Love You-Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 3, 2010

The dead they sleep The dead they sleep a long, long sleep The dead they rest and their rest is deep The dead have peace but the living weep. Hey Sweety Just know this???? You can't know how bad I miss you and love you because its not even something that really says how I feel when its just written...Its said with an ache so badly in my heart. Send some dreams and signs I put up your Memorial stuff today in the house it makes me miss you if possible even more. Love You tons,tons,tons tons,tons. Miss you quad tons,tons,tons,tons. Love You~Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 30, 2009

MISSING YOU ALOT

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 29, 2009

OCEAN OF TEARS! I have filled an ocean with tears. Salty and bitter,they flow from my soul. All the grief, all the pain. All the sadness, all the fears. All the hurt, all the whys. All the could haves, all the loss. All the regrets, all the lost chances. All the wants, all the goodbyes. I have filled an ocean with tears Sweet and soft, they flow from my soul All the joy, all the laughter All the love, all the years. All the rewards, all the smiles All the triumphs, all the hellos All that was right and all that was good All the kisses and hugs from my son. I have filled an ocean with tears Salty and bitter, sweet and soft For love, for sadness, for joy, for pain. I HAVE FILLED AN OCEAN WITH TEARS! @~*@*~@*~@*~@*~@*~@~*~@*~@ Hey Sweety to be honest I have and still could fill many oceans abroad. When it comes to you I cant ever see not shedding tears its just how I truly feel. Send me lots of signs and dreams will you? PLEASE! Love You~ Miss You Always and Forever %%~ Mom ~%%

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 27, 2009

FELLINGS I feel like I just existed and now its been 3 years I don't know how I've lived and breathed Without you being here. I know you lived your lifetime As short as that seems to me, But the pain in my heart is still so great, Yet I know your spirit is free. At times I think I hear you The thoughts come to my mind I struggle for the sound of your voice, But your voice I cannot find. Yet you come to me in many ways So I know you did not die, You want to tell me that you are close, And to please stop asking why. Our lives on earth seem all to brief, Or brief as it seems to me. But where you are is forever, God calls that Eternity! KEVIN Hey Sweety I just am so glad that wortownz finest made that cd of you on your cell phone and you singing with them not many people get to have someone they lost and loved so much the chance to have your wonderful voice to keep and listen to. God I Miss you every single moment of the day. Send keep sending me signs I love them so much. I just want the holidays over with cuz there just not holidays without you. Love & Miss You so much. Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 25, 2009

u Kevin I know how much you miss Me I see the pain inside your heart for I am spending Christmas with Jesus this year. I can't tell you of the splendor Or the peace here in this place can you just imagine Christmas with Our Savior face to face I'll ask him to lift your spirit As I tell him of your love so then Pray for one another as you lift your eyes above. Please let your hearts be joyful and let your spirit sing for I am spending Christmas in Heaven and I'm walking with The King. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ I Love & Miss You so Much Kevin on this lonely Christmas Day I wish I could go back in time id freeze a day for ever just to have you back again. My heart is so heavy and I am feeling blue I will always hold you in my heart and never let you go. Peace is for you now and my Love for you is eternity...Love You` MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
December 25, 2009

~Merry Christmas In Heaven Kev~ Our Love To You,Aunt Deb and Jess...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 24, 2009

zngjkq its christmas eve Its Christmas Eveand when everyoneawakes in the morningthey will be openinggifts...Id only want1 gift this year?It would be youso I know you can'tcome back "BUT"you can send me yourspirit please visit memy Angelic Sonall I want to do iscry sorry I wishit could be a happy occasion,maybe 1 daybut Im guessing notto soon...Love & MissYou darling KevinLove You~ Mom

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 23, 2009

lights are not bright without you I just think the lights around seem so dull its truly not Christmas here without you kido. Love & Miss you much Love ~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 22, 2009

A MOOSIE L God I know God I know you gave your precious Son To give us life with You. But we didn't want our son to leave, Cause he was precious too. We are all special in your eyes And all to you return. We know our son will not be back, And for this our hearts still yearn. Our time on earth is for learning, And when our lesson are through, Our Lord will choose the time we leave, And we come back to you. Our precious son is with you, And there will be a day, That we too will leave this earth, And you will light our way. His arms will be wide open, And the wait will be worthwhile, When we see again our precious son, And the splendor of his smile. ############################ Hey Sweety Just to say???? I Miss You everyday I long for the day I see you again it will surely be with arms opened wide. Love & Miss You so Badly Kido Love You ~ Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
December 20, 2009

I'll have a blue Christmas without you; I'll be so blue just thinking about you. Decorations of red on a green Christmas tree Won't mean a thing Kevinif you're not here with me. When those blue snowflakes start fallingthat's when those blue memories start calling.You'll be doing all rightwith your Christmas of white.But I'll have a blue, blue blue blue Christmas.I'll have a blue Christmas without you; I'll be so blue just thinking about you. You'll be doing all rightwith your Christmas of white. But I'll have a blue, blue blue blue Christmas.But I'll have a blue, blue blue blue Christmas.Merry Christmas in Heaven Kev,miss and love you Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 18, 2009

CHRISTMAS ANGEL Hey Sweety I know I used this poem before But its so true I am so lost without You...You cant even know 🙁 Love You~ Mom! @@@@@@@@ "I Love You Son" My dear son! I miss you so much It keeps hurting, I can't stop crying My eyes always search for you in the sky Heart longs for finding you in heaven My dear son! I love you so much I feel so empty without you My dear son! You are my angel I still feel that you are caring for me from above I tell my broken heart that you are still watching me Heart longs for your care even from heaven My dear son! You are my protector(<<without a doubt) I remember you when I feel lonely I talk to you when I break into pieces (<< all the time) Heart longs for your support even from heaven My dear son! I was thinking I gave you life The reality is that YOU had given me life Without your presence, I can't exist Heart longs for your company in my heart until I exist Please be there in my heart? I LOVE YOU SON!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 6, 2009

my Y is broken without You!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 4, 2009

Yesterday You were here and I took it for granted that you would always be here. Telling you I love you and was proud of you seemed unimportant, There would be time for that when we had a moment from lives hectic days Today I know time will never come,and I will never have the chance to say these things face to face. So I write them and think them and hope that you know I mean them now and have always felt them. Tomorrow Each day the pain and regrets of things left unsaid get a little easier to deal with. I have begun to realize that you know how I felt because you felt the same way. And as more tomorrows turn into yesterdays, I will find peace in that knowledge. Someday,somewhere, we will meet again and I will have my chance then, to say I am so glad God gave me you my darling handsome Son! ***************************************************** <3 I Love You Kevin <3 ***************************************************** Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
November 26, 2009

~Happy Thanksgiving in Heaven Kev~ Wishing you were here with us today Kev,but I know you will be in spirit,your in our hearts and we will give thanks for having you in our live's,love you Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 26, 2009

Thanksgiving Feasting When the Halloween pumpkins are gone,And the leaves have all fallen to ground,When the air has turned windy and cold,Then Thanksgiving will soon be around. Thoughts of loved ones all feasting together,Pleasant pictures from past times appearTo dwell in each heart and each mind--Then Thanksgiving is finally here! The kitchen has scrumptious aromas,The dining room looks oh, so fine,Decorations with pilgrims and turkeys,And now we are ready to dine! First the napkins are placed on our laps;Now the prayer for the meal to be blessed,Then we stuff the good food in our tummies,And we hope for it all to digest! But the thing that we can never digest is the thought of another Holiday without You! Hey Sweety Another Holiday its hard so hard we grin and bear it and then I wish it would end quickly and it did today for that I am thankful and I thank God he did lend you to me for 23 years! But today my heart is heavy that I won't see you at the table the table were we as a family will be. I hope in Heaven you enjoyed your day with Nana & Grandpa and thought of us as we thought of you. Love & Miss You so badly... Love You~~~~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 18, 2009

holidays Happiness Beautiful disaster I grieve for you In this ungodly hour Stricken with a sickness that rattles the bones Quakes the stomach Darkens the soul Left with nothing but a fractured smile To mask the heartache From a flame snuffed out Yes life, it does carry on But that is of little comfort When mourning one that has gone. ####~~####~~####~~####~~#### Hey Sweety Just when I think ive made a step foward it seems to go back 3 more, seems I am still conflicted as to wether I want to decorate again this year for Christmas. It just seems not right when I know I should be getting all happy about the holidays like I use to, but now it just seems I cant,dont or even have the desire to get into it.I know you'd be mad if I didn't because you know how much I love to over-decorate,,Well I'll see I still havent decided if I can just yet especailly now that Nana won't be here on her first holiday without her. Give me and ask God to give me the strength would you? Sending all My Love,Hugs and Kisses to.... Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
November 11, 2009

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 11, 2009

3 years today Already 3 years have passed, Though it feels like yesterday. People say things will get better, I don\'t feel any stronger. At times I sit and cry missing you, oh,so much. The way we laughed,your smile, deep in my heart you have forever touched. Not a day goes by that you don\'t come to my mind, I think about you, I miss you I wish you were here with us I know you wish you were too. Things aren\'t the same without you here, So many things that you are missing. I sit here thinking of you, dreaming,I\'m reminiscing. I hope your happy in heaven now, I smile thinking of the good times we all had through good times and bad times, Forever you will stay within my heart, I\'ll never forget you,,never can forget a child of mine I\'ll cherish you forever, You were an amazing son...you were true. @~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@ Hey Sweety 3 years today how can it be? I still remember bringing you home from the hospital and thinking hes so damn cute and he just loves to eat haha, then you grew so quick it was almost in a blink you turned into such a handsome young man I just couldnt wait till the day you got married and had some lil ones of your own. But that can never happen cuz when God created you he really broke the mold, Ups and downs all children/parents have you and I both knew it was always cuz I loved you so. I still carry that love from Earth to Heaven and all the space in between My heart will always hold you close and memories will never be shattered. Send some signs today I need to know you are with me to,....Love You & Miss you so badly,,,Love You` MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 5, 2009

dying inside Something so hard goes straight to the soul; it seems impossible to get over and my heart is left with a big hole. I'm trying to be happy,wearing a big smile; but I'm dying inside. The world seems to be fading, and I just want to run and hide. Everywhere I go I see your face. and realize how much I miss you; and on the day you died a piece of me died too. 8*8*8*8*8*8*8*8*8*8*8*8*8* I Miss you so badly it just reminds me each passing day that goes by that is doesn't get easier at all. And now in less than a week it will be 3 years no seeing you holding you telling you to your face I love you it just tears my insides out ,I figure by the time I see you someday nothing will be left to me inside. Send some signs I feel there not as many as before and I'm sure you have things to do there as well, but please send them anyway's its all I have with memories that will never die ever kept close to my heart.... Love & Miss You Kevin-- Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 3, 2009

This morning I awoke to the most beautiful song; Michael (the archangel) picked me up and we gathered around. It's time to sing praises to our precious one. Oh! His glory is so great! May I sit with the Son? Michael says that Jesus asked for me; As he sit me in his lap, I'm filled with glee. Jesus cradles me in his arms and I'm filled with His love; He tells me that I am his little sweetie, His precious child dove. He walks me through heaven, holding my hand; He asked if I wanted to play in the sand. Oh, yes of course! Please take me there; What? There's more? Slides, swings, and stairs! Wow! There are toys all over the place; I run for the slide with a smile on my face. Jesus will you catch me as I slide down? He tells me not to cry, as I float to the ground. I look behind me and what do I see; The most beautiful pair of wings, just the perfect size for me! Wow! These are cool, lets see what I can do; I can only fly way up in the sky and I can do loop-di-loops! What a great morning with so much excitement for me; But my eyes are feeling heavy and I am a little sleepy. Jesus takes me to my fluffy cloud, so that I may rest; As he is rocking me in his arms, I tell him that He is the very best. Jesus is there for me every waking hour; He cares for my every need, just as he cares for the flowers. Heaven is so full of happiness, love, and joy, and it's the greatest place to be; I am always laughing and singing and I feel so safe and snuggly. The greatest part of heaven, is what my mother and father taught me; That LOVE will CONQUER all and he did that gloriously! @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ Hey Sweety SorryI havent written in awhile its been so hectic us finally moving and seems life is flying by so darn fast I can hardly keep my eyes awake, so I crash into a sleep and before I know it its another day and I hate its been so hectic I havent had time to think of you that aches my heart in so many ways. I am here and always thinking of you in some way kido,wether I see your poster pic or just realize that its November and thats the Anniversay month you had to leave us. I Love & Miss You big time Kevin that will never change even thou all these changes that happen I have no control over...Just know my heart is always with you and trembels to want to see you again someday. All My Love to My Handsome Angel-Kevin Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
October 31, 2009

There are so many things in life that we can't understand,like why a tragedy like this can happen in this land.One moment life is perfect and the next it falls apart,leaving us with nothing but an eternally aching heart.Our souls cry out in agony amidst the suffering and despair.We feel the pain and tear our clothes and scream "It isn't fair!".Spirits are now shattered. Hearts will never be the same.We grasp at straws and seek to find the one who is to blame.Horrific as our life now seems, one thing remains quite true.Our little ones have now been freed to do things angels do.They can't recall the horrors of that last day they were here.They remember not the terror, the hurt, nor the fear.There is no fear in Heaven. No more sorrow. Only Joy.It's filled with joyous laughter from each girl and boy.We can only try to imagine, in spite of all earthly wrongs,our angel is learning the words to the Angel's songs.Amidst the children's laughter and their Heavenly play,there's also more important work going on there today.Jesus is building mansions, never taking time to sleep,for Reunions are being planned, yes, even as we weep. Miss you and always love you Kev,Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 24, 2009

W Death of Flowers W I would if I could choose Age and die outwards as a tulip does; Not as this iris drawing in, in-coiling Its complex strange taut inflorescence, willing Itself a bud again - though all achieved is No more than a clenched sadness, The tears of gum not flowing. I would choose the tulips reckless way of going; Whose petals answer light, altering by fractions From closed to wide, from one through many perfections, Til wreched, flamboyant, strayed beyond recall, Like flakes of fire they piecemeal fall. <>%<>%<>%<>%<>%<>%<>%<> Hugs and Love 2 My <3 Sweet Angel Kevin <3

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 18, 2009

MY ANGEL The petals upon my rose are withering away The color of my heart is beginning to fade The reason you had to leave I do not know I know you come round at night for I see you glow You left in such a hurry I didn't have a chance to say good-bye I can't think of your face cuz all it makes me do is cry I know your gone and can't return but remember this You've taught me a lesson and I have learned @~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@ Love & Miss You with all my heart and soul... Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 17, 2009

kevin Though our minds mingle through the mist of time, I am your's and you are mine. My light is love there is no doubt, I swirl around you, you know I am about. There is no tomorrow for it is today, fear not for I am not away. I hold your love within my Grace, I am around you within your space. Have no sorrow, say no good-byes, I am in your heart, I am in your eyes. I am in your thoughts, There are no good-byes! <*> <*> <*> <*> <*> <*> Hey Sweety I know there are no goodbyes but I wish I could have said them to you,its hard to have had a closed casket maybe it was best to remember you full of life and so young. I Love & Miss You my Dear Sweet Son.... Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 13, 2009

HEY SWEETY I walked away that morning, without a backward glance, I didn't know that moment was going to be our last. The last time I would hold you or see your lovely face, The last time I would kiss you and feel your strong embrace. So solid and real, so vibrant and alive A happy face with twinkling eyes, my fine young man,my child. My-first born son,my Kevin,the apple of my eye. so cruelly taken from me, I never said goodbye! The shattered remnant of my heart is strangely beating still, with holes so black and fathomless no light could ever fill. I don't know how I face each day without my darling boy. Gone is all the happiness, the love of life the joy. The years stretch on before me,so bleak and dark and long I pray you walk beside me,son,and help to keep me strong. And when my life is over,come to me on that day and smile at me and hold me tight and carry me away. the wind that whispers through the trees, the brightest star at night, a rainbow on a dismal day, a shaft of golden light, All these are signs you send to me, a message from above, that even death can't break the bonds of Son and Mother Love.... @@@@****@@@@****@@@@ Always loving you and I'll never stop Missing You. Love You Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 9, 2009

Where are you now, sweet son of mineWhere are you nowAre you the whispering in the wind, the gentle breezeAre you all the things I do not understandAre you the heavens and the earthWhere are you nowAre you my protector in the darkAre you there to see the tears that fall from my faceAnd wipe them gently away and give me the will to go onDoes your courage and bravery in lifeAnd the fact that I was alwaysSo proud of you, and still amGive me the strength and inspire me to tellThe world how wonderful you areBut where are you now?I was always there for youDid I let you downYou have gone to a place and I could not go with youBut some day, my darling, I will come to you againAs you are with me eternallyYou are every breath I take, every action I doYou are in my dreams, you are my dreamWhere are you now, sweet son of mineI am the sound of your breathingI am the sound of your heart beatingI am your life and you are mineTogether for eternityYour my loving son always Hey Sweety Missing You with every breaththat aches to want to see youagain....Love You Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 5, 2009

missing you big time love always mom K

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
October 3, 2009

Death is nothing at allI have only slipped away into the next roomI am I, and you are you.Whatever we were to each otherThat we still are.Call me by my old familiar nameSpeak to me in the easy way which you always usedWear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokesWe enjoyed together.Play, smile, think of me, pray for me,Let my name be ever the household word thatIt always was.Let it be spoken without effort,Without the trace of a shadow on it.Life means all that it ever meantIt is the same as it ever wasThere is absolutely unbroken continuity.Why should I be out of mind because I amOut of sight? I am but waiting for youFor an intervalSomewhere very nearJust around the corner .All is well. Our Love Our Heart,Kevin....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 29, 2009

IM SO LOST WITHOUT YOU Those we love are never really lost to us we feel them in so many special ways through friends they always cared about and dreams they left behind, in beauty that they added to our days.... in words of wisdom we still carry with us and memories that never will be gone For everywhere their special love lives on. For everywhere their special love lives on. ~#####~####~####~####~####~####~####~ Loving you since birth Missing you since death 3 years is coming to fast just in disbelief Kevin just cant believe it in my heart. Love You Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
September 26, 2009

Hi Moose,almost three yrs since you\'ve left us it is so hard to believe,I was talking to Jess the other day and we were reminiscing about the good ol days when you kids were younger,Kev Jess loved you and she so misses you as we all do.Your aways on my mind as you are in my heart Kev I love and miss you sweety,Aunt Deb....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 24, 2009

trip to Heaven I took a trip to heaven But only in my mind I wanted to know what its like To leave you all behind. So I closed my eyes, and started to see Just how beautiful heaven could be. I could see the pearly gates of white and behind them was the most radiant light. I saw and angel as she was passing by so incredibly beautiful that a tear fell from my eye, Everyone looked perfect and with angels they did sing There are no earthly words to describe the beauty of there wings. As I sat on a bench in the most incredible garden I asked God for all my sins to be pardoned I took one more look at all the beauty around And when I opened my eyes it was peace that I found. YYYYYYYYYYYYY Hey Sweet Angel God how I Miss You we write poems of Heaven because we just know its that beautiful it has to be God created that wonderful place and then he choose who would be blessed to be by his side to help with his needs and poof you were gone he just needed you more. I\'ll never know why till I see him/you someday but i\'ll keep in my heart what a special angel you must be,,,I am told by so many that 11\'s are so spiritual and how so many have been linked to you and Brittany. What an honor to know that you have so much to do there but I will still and always be sad cuz I feel he took you to soon. But I trust in God he knew what was right although as a mother I can never trully understand, just know you are missed and so trully loved my your Mom!!!! + Love You & Miss You MOM +

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 22, 2009

big bear hugs Though our minds mingle through the mist of time,I am yours and you are mine.My light is love there is no doubt, I swirl around you,you know I am about.There is no tomorrow for it is today,fear not for I am not away.I hold your love within my Grace,I am around you within your space.Have no sorrow, say no good-byes,I am in your heart,I am in your eyes.I am in your thoughts,There are no good-byes. ~~~%~~~%~~~%~~~%~~~ Missing you is a reality that id rather not bare...Just rather wish you were here its painful each day passes by and your not here to be apart of the day that brings a new. Sometimes I just want to scream so loudly that the world can hear how much I hurt and miss you/....Love You so Much Kido Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 19, 2009

MISS YA SWEETY So you look down at me in the night Do you see my candle burning so big and so bright The candle that I burn that reminds me of you The candle that I hope you would burn too Not a day goes by where I don't think of you hoping that you'd come back so the days won't be so blue. I feel no one understands me, apart from Dad. I go to your grave expecting a response to the pointless questions I can't get across Though sometimes in my mind I forget that you're dead but I'll make sure you keep living in my head. I Love You so much it makes me so sad that I can't hear you say it back-the one thing that would make me glad. But to me you'll always be my Son and now My Angel as well! ~*~%~~* Love & Miss U alot *~~%~*~ Love Mom <3 <3 <3

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
September 18, 2009

~Early Will I Seek Thee~ Early will I seek thee In the dawning of the day With my heart so ever ready I will bow my head to pray. In the stillness of the morning When the grass is wet with dew As the night is quickly fading I will turn my thoughts to you. When the world around me hushes And the turmoil seems to cease I will waken in the morning To a soul so filled with peace. When the sun is gently rising In the coolness of the day I will seek thee in the morning With my head bowed down to pray. Love and miss you Kev....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 14, 2009

son Say not in grief that he is no more but say in thankfulness that he was A death is not the extinguishing of a light, but the putting out of the lamp because the dawn has come. #~*~* Love & Miss You*~*~# Always and Forever in my heart sweety...Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 12, 2009

whispers to my angel I love u so

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 11, 2009

34 months Tell me it isn't so! how can this be? 2 more months will bring yet another year to make 3 Oh God please just wake me from this horrible dream. Wanting to go to sleep tonight and hear and see you in your room again, I hate this time heals all wounds, I'm not wounded I'm torn apart not some little boo boo at all. Sending all my Love from this place we call Earth to that wonderful place to you in *Heaven* **** Love You ***** Mom,Dad,Tiffany & Ryan

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
September 5, 2009

God's Will Not by choice but by God's WillWe've been left with memories that will only fill A part of us that's left behindLike dust in the wind and soon to find That although we have faith, the day has comeThat this dream is real and we're no longer numb The presence of what I know in my heartWill keep us together, never to part Your smile has graced us to no endA time for all of us to begin Laughing, loving, caring for eachWe no longer search, it's within our reach You have blessed us all with something we lackWe will learn from you and always look back God's Will has left us with a part of youThat will grace each day with a morning dew To wake up to butterflies fluttering aboutAnd the knowledge that we are not without Your smile, your laughter, your love, your appealThis, my dear, must be God'sWill. Love you Sweety and Miss you so....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 5, 2009

~~~**~ He Was so Special~**~~~ He was so very special And was so from the very start I held him in my arms But mainly in my heart And like a single drop of rain That on still waters fall, His life did ripples make And touched the lives of us all He's gone to be with angels In Heaven up above So I'll keep my special memories And treasure them with love Although my darling Son Was with me not to long He lives on in my heart With a sweet remembered smile ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Love & Miss You Tons and words can never say Kevin, I wish you back everyday. Keep the signs and dreams alive for me there all I have to hold onto besides all the memories and pictures of You ~*~* Love You So Much ~*~* Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 1, 2009

Distant Angel You are my distant angel, Watching over me with care. I can not help to think, What would happen if you were still here. Love lives on in whispered prayers, Of a happier life for you. You are my distant angel, And I will always love you. I'm afraid at times to live without you, Afraid to face my own fears. You have been my distant angel, Through all of your last years. There will never be a son,brother,nephew cousin,friend Who has made my life better like you. You are my distant angel. Through everything I do. As the days, weeks, and months go by, And I sit alone and wonder why. Why did you leave me, And were did you go? Though you are watching over me, I still feel very alone. My heart starts to ache,and my eyes start to cry. Living without you has left a whole in my life. You have been my distant angel, Through all the thick and thin. May God bless and keep you, Until we meet again. My heart has a emptiness that can never be filled Kevin loosing someone you love hurts so badly but loosing a child is the ultimate worse. I have known people who I can say I hate or dislike in life but even they don't deserve that torment. No Parent does. Send me signs of Hope & Dreams to keep my life from going insane. ****~~~ Love You Always ~~~**** Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 30, 2009

Graim thu Times Eternity Means I Love You in Gaelic

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
August 28, 2009

My dear nephew you are our special angel and always will be,how we miss you Kev,your always in our thoughts....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 26, 2009

~*Kevin my Dear~* No further away than a picture, A Smile, or remembered phrase, Our Sweet Kevin lives in memory- So close in so many ways. For how often does a sunset Bring nostalgic thoughts to mind Of moments that our Kevin shared In days now left behind! How often has a flower Or a crystal autumn sky Brought golden recollections Of happy day gone by! Yes, memory has a magic way Of keeping Kevin near- Ever close in mind and heart Is the one we hold most dear ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Love you with every breath I take I' am always longing to just see your face 1 more time. And kiss you and say goodbye. Love You whole heartedly ***# Mom! ***#

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 24, 2009

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
August 21, 2009

Light a candle for those we mourn. Into a new life they will be born. Do not look for them at the gravesite. They are somewhere else radiating their beautiful light. They have gone to a new world where there is no darkness, no pain. Their light and essence will always remain. Light a candle for those who have left this mortal place. They are free to travel through time and space. When we think of them, they are near. When we sit in a beautiful garden. Their voices we hear. When we listen to a divine symphony, We close our eyes, their faces we see. Light a candle for they have not really gone. With each flickering flame, in your hearts they will always belong. Love and miss you Kev.Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 21, 2009

Light a Candle Light a candle for those we mourn. Into a new life they will be born. Don't look at them at the gravesite. They are some where else radiating their beautiful light. Their light and essence will always remain. Light a candle for those who have left this mortal place. They are free to travel through time and space. When we think of them, they are near. When we sit in a beautiful garden. Their voices we hear. When we listen to a divine symphony, We close our eyes,their faces we see. Light a candle for they have not really gone. With each flickering flame, in our hearts they will always belong. *~~*** <3 Love & Miss You <3 ***~~* with all my heart & soul. Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 19, 2009

Hands down i Miss u send some signs kido husgs & kisses love u MoM

Posted by:
williamwest

Posted on:
August 19, 2009

I just wanted to say im sorry for the loss of your son i live on greenwood st and saw what happened hes in a much better place now and he'll always be your angel. kristy

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 16, 2009

kevin Are you with me For at certain times I feel you standing besides me When I am listening to the sound Of a breeze blowing on a wind chime My thoughts turn to you Feeling you hug me When times get to hard to bare When life seems unfair I hear you call to me With a whisper of your voice Don't question God choice As the Heavenly chorus sings He needed more angels with wings Fluttering in flight To watch over us day and night Our memories will keep us strong Help us to carry on In my heart you will stay To help guide me along the way Until I go to that better place Within God's embrace Blinded by my tears,I could not see That you never really left me For it is you I find at certain times So when I meet my fate You will be waiting at Heaven's Gate To embrace me in the light So I can flutter my wings in flight. Hey Sweety You know you are always on my mind and in my heart even thou my heart is broken it will never heal, it has a whole that cannot be filled. Keep letting me know you are near and maybe just maybe I can finish the life I need to finish here knowing I will see you again someday. Hugs & Kisses kido. /---@ Love You Mom @ ---/

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 14, 2009

SUMMER WITHOUT YOU STINKS Man Kido Do you know how lousy it is going to the beach tomorrow just Dad,Tiff & Myself without you is? I asked Ryan but you know him hes got plans to go to but with his friends LOL. Oh well I asked anyways. Just wish you were there too, so I could push u in the water Right! you were to big for that thats for sure. Oh God Kevin I ...We Miss You so much. Give us a sign let us know ur with us in spirit. Biggest Hugs & Kisses to my Sweet Angel Baby....~~Love You Mom~~ YYYYYY

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
August 14, 2009

My nephew my heart,Kev you are missed by so many but the ones that really miss you think about you everyday and that is your family,you are always in our thoughts and in our heart,we cherish all your memories and always will,Love you Kev,Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
donnapalmari

Posted on:
August 11, 2009

33 Months Today 🙁 IT'S COZY HERE BESIDE THE FIREWHERE I FEEL YOU ARE NEARWHERE THE SCENT OF YOUSTILL LINGERS IN THE AIRAND MEMORIES OF YOU ARE EVERYWHEREFRIENDS CALL OR STOP BYEVERY NOW AND THENBUT ALMOST WITHOUT EXCEPTIONI PRETEND I'M NOT INIT SEEMS SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONEI JUST WANT TO BE ALONEI SPEND HOURS AT THE WINDOWSTARING AT THE SKYWATCHING ALL SEASONS CLOUDSAS THEY GO RUSHING BYBUT ALL THE WHILE I WATCHI AM FOREVER ASKING "WHY?"AND HEARING NO ANSWERTHOUGH IT SHAMES ME TO SAYALL I CAN DO IS CRYI CRY LIKE A BABY EVERY DAYI KNOW HE HAD A REASONFOR TAKING YOU AWAYALMOST 3 YEARS AGO THAT LONELY FALL DAYTHE GRANDEST OF REASONSSURELY COSMIC IN DESIGNAND I ACCEPT HIS WILL BUT STILLI CAN'T STOP ASKING "WHY?"AND HEARING NO ANSWERALL I CAN DO IS CRYSOMETIMES IT SEEMS I CRY ALL THE TIMEAND HOW CAN I SEE A RAINBOW WHEN THERE ISN'T ANY RAIN?STRANGE MYSTERIES LIKE THESENOW HAPPEN TIME AND TIME AGAINI HAVE ONE NEW FRIEND I AM HAPPY TO SAYA LARGE YELLOW BUTTERFLY WHO VISITS ME EACH DAYHE DOES HIS LITTLE DANCE FOR MEWITH NO MUSIC, NOT A SOUND"OH, HOW VERY AMAZING," I CAN HEAR YOU SAYAND I SUDDENLY REALIZE THAT HE NEVER CAME UNTIL YOU WENT AWAYYES, SUDDENLY I RECOGNIZEIN THESE SEEMING MYSTERIESTHE ANSWER I HAD BEGGED HIM FORAT LEAST A THOUSAND TIMESTHE ANSWER TO ALL OF MY "WHY'S"YES, SUDDENLY I KNEW! I KNEW!HOW COULD I NOT HAVE SEEN?HE WAS SHOWING METHAT WHERE YOU ARE WITH HIMI WILL SOMEDAY BEAND I WILL FIND YOU WAITING THEREPATIENTLY FOR MEHIS SIGNS HAD BEEN PRESENTEACH AND EVERY DAYBUT BLINDED BY MY TEARS AND GRIEFI SIMPLY COULDN'T SEEAND THAT WAS HOW I CAME TO LOSE MY WAYNOW I KNOW, I KNOW, WITHOUT A DOUBTTHAT YOU HAVE NOT LEFT ME FOREVERYOU HAVE JUST GONE AWAY FOR A WHILEAND I WILL JOIN YOU WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHTAND KNOWING THIS, I CAN WAIT, YES, I CAN WAIT FOR THAT DAYWHEN I WILL JOIN YOU IN GOD'S HEALING LIGHT Missing you always right here in my heart wish I could just hold you a lil while. Love & Miss You Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 10, 2009

MY SWEETY PIE

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 6, 2009

All you can think about is the way things use to be, While everyone else is thinking about the future. You feel as if your all alone in this cold world. Your family tries hard to convince you your not all alone You\'re always in the dark. The whole world doesn\'t understand you You only wish he could be with you Everyone tells you when the day will come when you will be with him. You want help dealing with this pain you have But no one will ever know this pain You hope no one has to go through this situation One day you will be able to talk about your loss You miss him so much You are sad,your mad, your depressed You feel like days just pass you don\'t live them Your Me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Love & Miss You more than I can say or ever could feel trully keep your self near let us feel you here with us always I\'ll just never feel happiness again not like when I felt I could dream big now all I want to dream is dreams of you, knowing I will live each day reminded of you dreaming things I use to dream really mean nothing without you Send me signs and dreams 4 ever ~~~Love You~~ Mom! LOVE PEACE

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
August 4, 2009

Hi Moose wow I remember calling you Moose when you were a baby,I give anything to call you that again,Kev we Love you and miss you like crazy and your always with us heart and soul,love u Moose....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 3, 2009

SUMMERS NO FUN WITHOUT YOU

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 2, 2009

Tears I hide them I remove them I hate them I wipe them away I pretend they never come I cover them I try to prevent them coming I can never stop them brewing and spilling out of my eyes though. ~*~*~*~*~*!!!~*~*~*~*~*~!!!~*~*~*~*~ So now I dont stop them I use those tears to help me keep you close to me now, You'll always be on my mind even if its a busy day. I Love & Miss you kido so damn much.Send sum signs and dreams ok? Muahhhhhhhhhhhhh Love You Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
July 31, 2009

What a handsome man you were Kev your life cut short,it was Gods will to have you home with him,our hearts still ach for you missing you,your laugh your smile,you being you Kev.I Love and miss you Mr handsome Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 29, 2009

great son award Kevin lived for us to see How a child of God must be. He took him from the rest 'Cause He thought he was the best. So there's no more sense in crying 'Cause there's a God on whom we can be relying, And when he comes, don't catch a fight. Just make sure that your heart is right. Like Kevin's was the day He came, For he did not take him in vain. He has a place for him above Where someday we will all join in love. ** P ** E ** A** C ** E ** Ok this is true but I can't say the makes no sense to cry, sorry I can't get past that yet I don't really think I ever will. Missing You everyday in my empty heart, only fills when I put you in my thoughts. I have to Thank the person who decided to invent making photos there simply the greatest invention ever made. I keep all those photos in a box and there to look over when I am missing you....{ All the Time} Hugs & Kisses...Love U Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 25, 2009

hugs kisses Missing My Angel Son So Damn Much!!! {{{{ Smooches}}}} ~*~* Love U Mom *~*~

Posted by:
cathiehebb

Posted on:
July 24, 2009

Missing YouEveryday we go aboutdoing the things we do...then all of a sudden we remember you.Our insides feel so hollow, then,a feeling to hard to shareand yes, it's hard to bear.Is there anyway we will meet again?We think about the times we were all togetherthe times we shared, wishing you were here.You're always on our mind, andyes, you're always in our hearts...But, it seemed that way from the start.This poem comes from deep within,yes,our soul to bareIf only we could see you again,here, or ANYWHERE Miss you so very much....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 22, 2009

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 20, 2009

"Comfort" Surrounded by familyyet all alonethe one I lovedGod has called homethe hugs of familyhelps ease the painand I know my lossis my loved one's gainbut tears now flowacross my faceas I long for justone more embracethen comfort comesand I see Christ's faceHe hugs my loved oneand I feel God's grace. Hey SweetyMissing You could never besaid enough yet I need totell you that all the time.I know we are suppose to gofoward with life and be readyfor another day but its beenHell ever since you left andit just seems to keep gettingworse,send some of your lovemy way I want to feel you nearso I can inpart live life a biteasier each day. Send my Love2 Nana and Grandpa to....Missing all my Angels so Bad~~~ Love You Mom ! ~~~

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
July 17, 2009

~Our Love for you Kevin~When those we love go away,they are with us now, wherever we are.Those whom we have cherished, live on forever,for love wraps itself around the heart.Although it's difficult now, someday beyond our tears and all the world's wrongs;beyond the clouds and all that we can see and touch,we shall all understand.When it is our time to all be togather,love and miss you Kev....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 14, 2009

I Love You Son My dear son! I miss you so much it keeps hurting,I can't stop crying My eyes always search for you in the sky Heart longs for finding you in heaven. My dear son! You are my angel I still feel that you are caring for me from above I tell my broken heart that you are still watching me Heart longs for your care even from heaven. My dear son! You are my protector I remember you when I feel lonely I talk to you when I break into pieces Heart longs for your support even from heaven. My dear son! I was thinking I gave you life The reality is that you had given me life Without you and your presence, I can't exist Heart longs for your company in my heart until I exist Please be there in my heart. I Love You Son!!!! Forever hold you in my heart and I know God will keep you with him till we are all together again..... My Angel~~~ Love U Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 11, 2009

32 months Hey Sweety As yet another anniversary month comes up it just reminds me how the hell My life just goes on without you! I dont care if it were 1 day or a thousand days I still would ask God if I could have you back and not have to live my life without you,I packed up all your pics on your Memorial shelf I have and I need to move soon so I can get those pics back up. God I Miss You and continue to everyday and will always Miss you till I see you again someday. Keep the signs coming and still waiting on some dreams Sending you all my Love & Hugs from such a great big distance away.... Love U Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 9, 2009

stopped by to say I Miss U Mad Crazy!!! Love U Mom

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
July 9, 2009

Hi Moose have I told you lately that I'm thinking about you,your always in my thoughts and in my prayers,so I am sending you my love Kev,Love ya Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 7, 2009

my angel My Mrecious Angel is with me Walking by my side He lifts my spirit with comfort When I am down inside takes away my pain he wipes away my tears stops the pouring rain I miss my Precious Angel it will never be the same 2 years 7 months of loneliness and never ending tears God hold him close by your side until my time is done then I will take him to my side And again we will be mother & Son Love & Miss You always forever in my heart ~*Love Mom *~

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 4, 2009

HAPPPY 4TH OF JULY IN HEAVEN Its that time of the year for the red white and blue They stand for freedom in all you say and do Show off those colors for all the world to see Fly them proudly over the air the land and sea We celebrate the birth of our blessed country It surely is indeed the land of the free HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY! This Holiday is a day that should be shared with all the family. So why cant you be here? Hope in Heaven you celebrated with loved ones gone away. For you are and will always be right here in my heart and soul. ~~**Love & Miss You So Much ~~**~~ Love U Mom! A A A A A

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 1, 2009

i miss u so They say memories are golden Well maybe that is true I never wanted memories just you A million times,I cried A million more I'll cry If love alone could have saved you You would have never died In life, I love you dearly In death, I love you still In my heart you hold a place A place that no one could ever fill If tears could build a stairway And heartache makes a lane I would walk a path to *Heaven* I would bring you back again. I know that can't happn so for now I wait and hope that when its my turn I can see you again. Boy I can not say I want to die but I could have said it then, but when I do I'll run to you with open arms extended This whole world has changed for me Kevin maybe some have just moved on but for me time has stoped and it will never go foward completely till I see you again my sweet baby boy Sending you the biggest hugest enomous hugs, kisses and love from me ****~~ Love U Mom ~~**** V Peace V

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
June 26, 2009

~Memories~ I feel a warmth around melike your presence is so near,And I close my eyes to visualizeyour face when you were here,I endure the times we all spent togetherand they are locked inside my heart,For as long as I have those memorieswe will never be apart,Even though we cannot speak no moremy voice is always there,Because every night before I sleepI have you in my prayer.Kev your in our Hearts forever,Love you Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 23, 2009

SENDING SOME FLOWERS T0 YOU TODAY

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 22, 2009

PAGE HAS TURNED My Page has turned a chapter's closed a brand new page for me unfolds and my new page will never turn nor for the old page will I yearn for my new page is Heaven, you see I'm home with Jesus for eternity. Love & Miss you more & more each day Love You MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
June 19, 2009

Hi sweet Kev you are always on my mind,life is hard without you,looking at your picture I see a handsome young man that should have had a wounderful life and a beautiful family,God wanted you Kev our angel,your in my heart and prayers,Love you Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 18, 2009

HEY SWEETY I Miss You so Much waves of thoughts of you are always on my mind kido...... ~***~ Love You Mom~***~

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 15, 2009

I need to say goodbye although you're with me.I stand beside your grave, yet you are here.I miss you terribly and hope you miss me,But when I turn to you, you're always near.I talk to you as though you lived within me,Not changed but simply moved in from outside.I know each day you must a little leave me,But here, as always, you must be my guide.You were and are and will be, just as ever,In many minds and hearts, not only mine.No physical event can such love sever;Death is a dimension, not a line.And so goodbye does not mean you are gone:So long as I still love you, you live on.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I Hate that you are gone but I know you do live on to me you will always be here even if I cant see your handsome face no more. I just wish you could tell me your ok and Ill see you for sure someday even thou i believe that to be true I just wish I herd it from you more.Love & Miss You so Much KevinLove Mom! MISS U BADLY

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 11, 2009

31 MONTHS TODAY A ANGEL IN HEAVEN Every day I have you on my mind in my thoughts, My Prayers and sometimes dreams that will never change EVERRRRRRRR!! Love & Miss You Sweety ~~~~ Mom ~~~~

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 6, 2009

KEVIN Kevin is gone and will never be back. Although we all loved him, we'll see him no more. The beauty of life leads to anguish at death, The fear and the hunger the price of each breath, Held like a gift that has loss at its core. Each day without Kevin renews what we lack, Winds from the sea that make grief sing and soar.

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 5, 2009

hey kido Hey Sweety Came by to say Hi and that I am Missing You Big Timeeeeeeeeee! ~~ Love U Mom ~~

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 4, 2009

SOMETIMES Sometimes something clicks, And with a tear Remembrance of the pain And the loneliness Flood the heart. Sometimes something clicks, And with a smile Remembrance of the love And the laughter Flood the senses. And there are times When nothing clicks at all, And a voice echoes Through the emptiness And numbness Never finding the person Who use to fill that space. And sometimes The most special time of all, A feeling ripples through your Body, heart and soul That tells you That person never left you And he's right there with you Through it all. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am Missing you Deeply everyday is a constant reminder how you are not here and my heart aches to see you again My Sweet Angel. We can go on with life but its really not a life without You! Love U Mom

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
June 4, 2009

Sending you my Love Moose,Love ya Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 3, 2009

sMother, can you hear me? s Mother can you hear me? As I whisper in your ear the gentle breeze that caresses you, it means that I am near. My Angel wings will touch your face, as gentle as can be. So you will always be assured that my soul is safe and free. Can you hear the robin's song? That is also apart of me. It lets you know lover never dies. Just look and you will see. Can you smell the scent of spring when the flowers are in bloom? A gift from me everyday to end your tears and gloom. I live on because you loved me so, and love just never dies. My memories stay within your heart as my soul soars in the skies. Just dry your tears and think of all the beauty that's now me. Then in your heart you surely know that I'm with the Lord and I am free. i love and miss you kevin love mom YYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 2, 2009

KEVIN "Neither mourn nor celebrate" This day that fathers should be kings, But let it be appropriate To sing of sunlight sorrow brings. This day that fathers should be kings Our son's death has all undone. To sing of sunlight sorrow brings Brings back in tears our dearest one. Our son's death has all undone Our joy in life, and yet our pain Brings back in tears our dearest one That we might hold him once again. All joy in life must end in pain, So let it be appropriate That we might hold him once again And neither mourn nor celebrate. PPPPP

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 1, 2009

KEVIN II Kevin shines each morning day in that star so far away, Elleven signs will see us through and we will know its always him. Vail to the other side in which he now resides. Inlightened with beauty and happiness and a glow of inner peace, Not ever going though a day without him on our minds, wether its morning,noon or night!

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
May 31, 2009

The sky is filled with AngelsWith puffy lacy wingsThe remnants of God's beautyWith treasures they now bringEach one of them a GuardianThat travels in the skyTo watch throughout eternityTheir parents from on highSmiles that come from AngelsThey fall like crystal rainEases earthly burdensLifting all life's painHalos so astoundingThat glitter gold each dayFollowing their loved onesIn such a perfect wayWings in gentle breezesThat fall from up aboveKissing every parentWith everlasting loveAngels soar through heavenWith everlasting lightLooking down from heavenSaying their "goodnights"Kissing all who loved themSo gently on the faceThis life's tender mercyEach parent can embraceWings and shiny halosTravel from on highSurrounding all their loved onesThey never say good-bye.Love and miss you Kev....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 27, 2009

MY ANGEL Hey Sweety Just stopping by to say I Love & Miss U so very truly much! ~~**~~ Love Mom ~~**~~

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
May 27, 2009

~My Love To You Aways~

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 25, 2009

happy memorial day Hey Sweety Holidays without you really really really STINK! Love & Miss You so so Much kid. ~~~~ Love Mom ~~~~

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
May 25, 2009

Hi Moose as we have our family cookout today you Nana and Grampa are in our thoughts and prayers,its just not the same without my Mom Dad and nephew with us but you were in spirit,Love ya kev,Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 23, 2009

\ KEVIN Too Fast It sounds so fun, driving around in the sun.He wasn't so innocent, but was young, and sweet.He had the world right at his feet.Who would have known that he would die,leaving everyone he touched to grieve and to cry?Into the car he got so fast,He didn't know that Nov 11th was his last.It all came up to fast for sight,But he didn't give up without a fight.His funeral was the saddest day of my entire life.Reality cut through me like a knife.In another place in another time,His life no longer a part of mine. I Miss You so much and even thou I can write that all the time it really is the truth and I dont think I could ever stop. Another Summer comes up and I wonder what you would be doing now. ~~~~~~~ Love You Kevin ~~~~ Mom

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 18, 2009

"Why Did We Have To Part?" Where do I begin? All the lights are dim. Should I tell you from the start, or in the middle where we part? I'm not the kinda of person who likes to play games. Just give me one good reason, Then I'll know who's to blame. Why did you have to leave? I never wanted you to go, but you had no choice. I just couldn't see you go. So now, What am I supposed to do? When all I want Is just to be with you. When will we meet again? Someday, someway Maybe up there? There's got to be a way. Memories, They just aren't enough to make life fair. My life has been so rough that I don't even care. Tell me, What do I do now? Just let the wind take me where ever it goes? Tell me now, I need to know. I just want to be free. Like a little butterfly. Having an open mind, one that can truly see. An ocean of tears lies deep down inside my heart. Afraid of letting go, I never wanted to depart. Why? Why did we have to part? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I will always ask this ? it just doesn't seem fair that such a young mans life could just disapear. Loving and Missing My Angel ~~~~~ Love U Mom ~~~~~~ FOR EVER ETCHED IN MY MIND

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
May 18, 2009

~I MISS YOU~

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
May 15, 2009

~Kevin~There's a special angel in heaven That is a part of us It is not where we wanted him But where God wanted him to be He was here but just a moment Like a night time shooting star And though he is in heaven He isn't very far He touched the heart of many Like only and angel can do We would've held him more often If the end we only knew So I send this special message To the heavens up above Please take care of our angel KevinAnd send him all my loveSo missed and very loved by your family....Aunt Deb

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 15, 2009

WE ALL KNOW We all know you're goneand gone is forever.I sometimes think I hear and see you,then I think its not trueand it breaks my heart in two -two pieces that slowly mend together,month after month.Memories are painful and also wonderful.Why God wanted you now is something no one knows,why you took his hand and left us all behind.What we will always know and always showis that you were a wonderful young man. Your a Blessing!!!!!!!Hey SweetyA Blessing you have always been and always will remain. God only knows and you to how much I am missing you Kevin and its way off the chart kido way off. Send some signs and dreams Please!Love You Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
May 14, 2009

Missing you Heart and Soul Love you Kev,Aunt Deb....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 13, 2009

MY PRECIOUS SON In My Mind Somewhere in my dreams tonight I'll see you standing there You look at me with a smile " Life isn't always fair" You say you were chosen for his garden His preciously hand picked bouquet " God really needed me, That's why I couldn't stay" It's said to be that angels Are sent from above I've always had my angel My Son whose heart was filled with love Wherever the ocean meets the sky There will be memories of you and I When I look up at the sky so blue All I see are visions of you "While there's a heart in me, you'll be a part of me" I'll always keep you in my heart in my soul,and in my memories till I can share them again with you someday... Love You Mom

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 12, 2009

MY ANGEL MY SON I Love & Miss You with all my heart & soul kido I long for the day I see you again. Then it's tackle Kevin time LOL! @~~~~~~~Love U Mom ~~~~~~@

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 9, 2009

Hey Sweety Asking a favor of you? Please make sure Nana has a Big Celebration for Mother's Day Sunday. We here cant be with her 🙁 But you and Grandpa are 🙁 Let her know Mother's Day has been altered for life. And we are sad she is not here to enjoy the day with us. Give her the Biggest Hugest Kisses and hugs ok? and while you at it heres some for you too {{{{{ MUAHHHHHHHH}}}} Love & Miss You Kido Mom

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 8, 2009

LOVE & MISS U MY SWEET ANGEL LOVE MOM

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marciamulcahy

Posted on:
May 6, 2009

WHEN GOD GAVE YOU TO ME HE NEVER SAID THAT YOU WERE MINE,THAT I COULD KEEP YOU ALWAYS ONLY BORROWED FOR A TIME. NOW,HE'S CALLED YOU HOME,I'M SAD AND I SHED TEARS.YET,I'M GLAD HE LOANED YOU TO ME AND WE HAD 23 YEARS..LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YA..DAD

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 5, 2009

H E L L O Stoping by to say Hi Letting You know you are surely missed!!!! Thats trully an understatment of course. Going to a meeting tonight missed last month cuz God took Nana. So I think I need to get out for a lil bit Dads staying home his back is bothering him bad 🙁 Ask God to heal him I hate seeing him hurting like that. Send me some signs n dreams kido. Muahhhhhhhh Big SMOOCHES All My never ending Love... ~*~*~* Love U Mom! *~*~*~

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 3, 2009

HEY SWEETY I just thought Id stop by your page and send sum Love your way. And to say not a day goes by your not on my mind. Please send me some signs and dreams ~~~ Love U ~~~ Mom! I A

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 1, 2009

\" In My Heart \" Death is nothing but a moment's rest Until the Second Coming of the Lord When He shall gather to Him of the best To take them to the place of their reward. Ive felt the power of Jesus in my soul Shinning like a golden sun within Melting my hard heart to make me whole Burning out the remnants of my sin Ive felt him work within me, so I know The glory that will come when I awake I\'ll sleep just like a child who\'ll homeward go And in my dreams of love great pleasure take So do not mourn my death, and do not grieve The Lord will come for me: This I believe. UI Miss You so Much way to MuchU Sending my Love to the Heaven were I know you reside my angel above. Keep the signs comming But I need some dreams of your handsome face.... Muahhhhhh ~~~~~~ Love You~~~~ MOM!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 30, 2009

MISSING YOU I always have you on my mind and in my heart I could write on here a million times But its honestly so unreal that I have to write you here. I Love You & Miss You so Much Kevin.....Love Mom <3 Please send signs & dreams!

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
April 30, 2009

When Angels sense you need them,And Angels always do ...They come, unseen, from everywhere To help and comfort you.They hover close beside you Till all your cares are gone,Till they can see you're ready Once again to carry on. Then some of them may fly away And take their gentle touch,To other hearts that need The love of Angels very much. But one, at least, stays with you As your constant friend and guide,For GUARDIAN ANGELS never leave,They're always at your side. Hi Sweety I know our angels(You Nana and Grampa)are watching us and sending us your love...

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 29, 2009

MY SON MY ANGEL MISSING YOU SO MUCH KEVIN MINUTES TURN TO HRS HRS INTO DAYS,DAYS INTO WEEKS AND WEEKS INTO MONTHS AND MONTHS IN TO YRS, ALL THOSE TIMES x 2 AND A HALF THATS ALOT OF MISSING YOU AND NOT SEEING YOUR HANDSOME FACE :o( SOMEDAY I WILL SEE IT AGAIN! HECK I AM SURE OF IT :o) SEND SOME DREAMS AND SIGNS LOTS OF THEM OK KIDO? BIG HUGS & KISSES ~~~~~~~ LOVE MOM! ~~~~~

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 28, 2009

Hey Sweety " A Spirit Like No Other" When I feel you, in my room. I feel a spirit, like no other It's a spirit, of my son. not a spirit of a sister or brother I sit quietly, to feel your touch your arm around me the son I love so much. I hold onto this feeling, for ever and ever. I hear your sweet voice, whisper I'll leave you never. I cherish each time, you visit me. each time you whisper, I'll never leave thee. I Love & Miss You Kevin My heart will be with U Always....Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 24, 2009

MISS YOU SO MUCH KIDO

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
April 24, 2009

All Is Well Death is nothing at all, I have only slipped into the next room I am I and you are you Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by my old familiar name, Speak to me in the easy way which you always used Put no difference in your tone, Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household word that it always was, Let it be spoken without effect, without the trace of shadow on it. Life means all that it ever meant. It it the same as it ever was, there is unbroken continuity. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, Just around the corner. All is well. Hi Kev I have put this poem on your page before I guess I needed to here it once more,how hard our live's are without you Nana and Grampa in them,sometimes I think life sucks and then I see my beautiful family and thats all I have today is them,give me a sign Kev I havn't heard from you in awhile,my love always Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 21, 2009

l Hey Sweety m A poem to You!!!!! Guardian Angel " Kevin" Prayer Guradian Angel Kevin from heaven so bright, Watching besides me to lead me aright, Fold thy wings round me, and guard me with love, Softly sing songs to me of heaven above. Amen. I know you watch over not only me but all your family to,Don't ever leave our side its nice to have you near even if its as far as Heaven.... Love You My Handsome Angel Kevin Love Mom @-<-<-<---

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 17, 2009

HANDSOME ANGEL Missing you mad crazy Kid! You belong in my Heart and on my mind Always!!!! Love U MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
April 17, 2009

Hi Kev you are in my thoughts all the time and how your missed by us all,sending you my love dear nephew Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 15, 2009

MISSING MY ANGEL KEVIN Love Mom xoxoxoxoxo

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 13, 2009

MISSING U Kevin our hearts are broken forever, People tell us in time the pieces will eventually come back together, If this is true, though hard to believe now, there will always be a space, The piece to which has you name on it's place, Tears have been falling down now for so long, When we think of your handsome face it all seems so wrong You had so much to look forward to and so much left to do, But God needed somebody in Heaven who is as special as you. Nothing is the same now and we doubt it will ever be, Your story touched people all ages near and afar, On the dark morning you were taken from us,in the sky was a lone twinkling star. Was that you to tell us that you had reached home now? And from life as we knew it, it was time to take your final bow. We miss your voice,your smile and hearing you sing. Dressing cool you loved now have a new accesories a pair af Angel's wings The world has lost a wonderful man, a true and amazing friend. But maybe his goodness was needed to help and from heaven he needed to send. Kevin you are always around us, engulfing us with your love, Giving us strength, keeping us close and watching over us from above! Hearbroken every day without you Forever Missed and loved!!! ~~~~~ Love Mom! ~~~~

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 12, 2009

EASTER SUNRISE Staring at his gravestone, At the break of day, On my weekly visit, Since he passed away. Glimmers of first sunlight, Chase away the dark, As the brilliant shades of light, Brightens up the park. Every morning's different, As the seasons come and go, Wintertime will find me standing In the winter snow. In winter's chill you realize That death is dark and cold, And it may visit anytime, To young, not only old. In fall it makes you realize, Beneath the autumn moon, We reach the autumn of our life, In years it seems too soon. Standing here in summertime, The cool breeze whisking past, Realizing as in life, Summer goes too fast. But the sprintime here is different, And here on Easter Day, I always take some extra time, To bow my head to pray. On Easter morn the sun appears, Brighter than before. It seems as if God, in His glory, Opened Heaven's door. The brightness of the Easter morn Glowing all around Makes us realize our loved ones, Are not in this ground. This is just an earthly place, Where we come to pray. This is just a temporary place, Where loved ones lay. Easter makes me realize, His death was not he end, Because he was the first to rise, It's how we enter in. So this brillant Easter morn, As earth begins anew, I take the time to focus, And to bring all things in view. I know one day I'll see Him, Face to face with him I'll be, Because of Easter morning, Jesus died to set me free. I will look upon His face, And praise Him for my life, And I know he will be with Him, My wonderful amazing Son! Kisses & Hugs to My Angel Kevin Love You Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 11, 2009

OHey Sweety P I can't believe today on my Birthday is your 29th month gone to the day! Boy this does not get any easier at all its like a bad dream only thing is I am never waking up from this. I really hope you give us some signs tomorrow for Easter regular days are hard enough but Holidays are unbareable. See to it you come to me in my dreams tonight ok? Send all my love to Nana and Grandpa and simba too. Don't worry most of that love is being sent to you. Giving you the biggest and craziest smooches and hugs your way.....Muahhhhhh Luv U ~~~~~~@ Love Mom @~~~~~

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 10, 2009

Hey Sweety I hope your not to mad about the my buddy comment, I left on your other site? I just feel so Happy remembering stuff like that and it feels so good to remember you when you were here and not all about death. I am sorry I write about your death and loss a lot I just can never seem to believe that you are gone. But your Not you are and always will remain in my heart & memories always and always right up to the day we are together once again. Miss You so darn much kido Smooches,Hugs,Love Alwayssssssssssss!!! Love You Mom AAAAA

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 9, 2009

''April Memories''April showers falling downsplashing puddles on the ground.Yellow dandelion bouquetlaughing children run and play.Young fouls and calf's in the field nearbyA brightly colored rainbow fills the sky.Sweet scent of green grass that growsDays of April past, I remember those.Dogwood bloom like a fluffy cloudEaster crosses covered with purple shroud.Reminding me that Christ has risenSo all my sins to be forgiven.Flowers bloom and trees leaf outDays of April present there is no doubt.All this is April time I seeBut someone is missing here with me.Gone from the April beauty that I seeMissing you so, wishing you were here with me.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I Love & Miss You more thanall the flowers that bloomin the spring. I wish youwere here to enjoy the spring....Love You Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 30, 2009

Hey Sweety Came on here to say to you keep Nana close to you and help her ajust to being in God's Paridise I wonder if you or grandpa were pushing each other aside to Greet her first? I still honestly am not even sure to believe she is gone I think Wednesday and Thursday will be the crash that comes. Heck I know I still cant believe your gone I just wish we could go back to when you 3 were all here and Simba too. Watch over Nana k kido? Love You Always and Miss you most. Mom! Love You Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 22, 2009

My Memory of you is still with me forever I will hold the memories of you and only a short time God gave you to me. God knew you'd be taken that day, You gave me so much love & joy. Now you are with Jesus hold onto those memories. Our memories will never fade some day God will reunite u again, My memory of you will aways be with me. In Loving Memory of Kevin G. Kelly II Son,Brother,Grandson,Nephew,Cousin & a Great Friend! Loving you always and Missing you greatly! ~~~~~~~~~ Love You Mom ~~~~~~~~~ P.S. Please Pray for Nana's Quick recovery And Gods Prayers as well. Please let us have her longer.....

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
March 17, 2009

Happy St Patrick's Day in Heaven Hi Moose this is your day so color your wings green and do the Irish jig to the tones of Drop Kick Murphey,Love Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 17, 2009

Happy St. Patricks Day!!!! ~~~ To My Irish Angel~~~ When Irish eyes are smiling, 'Tis like a morn in spring. With a lilt of Irish laughter You can hear the Angel-Kevin sing! Love you lots Kevin Missing you on your favorite Holiday, it so hard and it will and never will be the same without you ever again!!!! Love You Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
March 13, 2009

Irish Mic You're the flash and sparkle in dark Irish eyes. You're the whimsey and charm of leprechaun guise. You're the treasured gold at the rainbow's end. You're the beauty and mystery of emerald glens. You're the top o' the mornin' - my cup of tea. You're springtime adornin'...blessings on thee. May you smile in Irish on your special day Kev,Love ya Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 8, 2009

I'm not sure where to start,I don't know how to begin,I guess I'll start with i miss you,Cause that's what I'm feeling within,I miss you like a cloud with no sun in the sky,It has nothing to look up to and so it cries,Crying raindrops fall onto the ground,To just fade to nothing, nowhere to be found,I miss you like a tree with no leave,Nothing to move and drift in the breeze,Leave scattered and sodden,Walked upon, a broke soul down trodden,I miss you like a mouth with no tongue,It cannot speak, all these words left unsung,They just hang in the moment, caught up in the mind,Words left unspoken and all left behind,I miss you like friends all alone,Each missing each other, calling them on the phone,It's like no ones answering your endless calls,Pleas echoing along deserted halls,I miss you as a son,I miss you as a friend,I miss your words,Of how it could never end,I miss you as a tree,And i miss you as a cloud,I miss you with every tears i cry,Each tear shows I'm just lost,I miss you as I fall apart,And I reach out for your hand,And then I remember you're not there,God I miss you son, so much.Love & Miss You To No End!~~~~~* Love Mom! *~~~~~

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 7, 2009

{{{{{A Irish Blessing}}}}} May the road in * Heaven* rise to meet you, May the wind be always at your back. May the Sun Shine warm upon your face, And the rains fall soft upon your fields. And till we meet again, May God hold you in the palm of his hand! Missing You And Loving You So Much Kevin Love always and forever....Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 2, 2009

They theres a secret charm which lies in some wild flowerets bell, which grows in a vale, where the west wind sighs. And where secrets best may well dwell; And they who can find the Fairy Flower, A treasure posses that might grace a throne;For Oh! they can rule with the sofest power the heart they would make thier own. The indian has toil'd int the dusky mine, For the Gold that has made him a slave; Or, plucking the pearl from the sea-god's shine, Has tempted the wrath of the waves; But ne'er has sought with a love like mine, The flower that holds the heart in thrall; Oh! rather I'd win that charm divine, Than their gold and their pearl and all. I've sought it by day, from morn till eve. I've won it-in dreams at night; And then how I grieve my couch to leave, And sigh at the mornings light; Yet sometimes I think in a hopeful hour, The blissful moment I yet may see. To win the fair flower from the fairy's bower, And give it, love- to thee! Love & Miss You Sweety Love Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
February 25, 2009

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 23, 2009

Hey My AngelJust stopped by to show some love on your guest book and to say I do not go a day at anytime without thinking about you your just on my mind all the time. Hugs and Kisses and lots of love my Son....Love You Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 21, 2009

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
February 16, 2009

Birthday in HeavenI know how much you miss me,I can feel all your pain within my heart;But, I hope you know, that heavenand earth aren't really so far apart. I've been thinking of my last birthdaywith you "before I had to leave."My most precious gift was your love,and it hurts me so, to see you greave. My friends here in heaven are havinga birthday party for me today;And since I can't carry a tune,they have given me a harp to play. We have so many memories,and I know you know, "I love you all;And I'll be waiting at the pearly gates,when each of you come to call. I thank you with all my heart,for the love you sent me, by way of prayer;Please love and keep each other safe,and I'll be content, knowing you care. Happy Birthday Kev,Love Nana Aunt Deb and Jess..

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 16, 2009

Happy 26 Birthday In Heaven! It's your third birthday in HeavenI know you're happy thereIt just doesn't seem possibleTime has gone by so fast. You're surrounded by those loved onesWho left you so long agoAnd you're watching over those you leftSmiling down from above.It's your third birthday in HeavenIt doesn't feel right that this is so.You should be here with your friends and familyWho all miss you as we doTime stands still when realization hitsYou've gone on to a better placeYou're healthy and happy again...But you're presence on Earth can never be replacedIt's your third birthday in HeavenThe third of many more yet to comeAnd though you're gone in bodyYour spirit will forever live on. Love & Miss You So Very Much Love You Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 14, 2009

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
February 14, 2009

Happy Valentines Day in Heaven Kev: Love and miss you Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 11, 2009

Death happens Oh Too QuickDeath cameAnd now my son is gone.Death tookThe future from my child.Death caresabout nothing at allDeath thinksof only the pain it causes.Death happensoh too quick.Death came And tore my family apart.Death tookour dreams of a familyDeath cares about the tears that fall.Death thinksour misery is it's muse.death happens oh too quickDeath cameand now I must move onDeath tookmy will to hold Death careswhether it drags you down or notDeath thinkswe can let goBut sometimesDeathHappensOHToQuick Today is 2 Years 3 Months that = 23 the age you were taken 🙁 Missing You everyday more than the last,,,, Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 6, 2009

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
February 4, 2009

An Angel in Our Midst..It's hard to understandWhy you were taken from us,But heaven called you home.With teary eyesWe search for you amongst the crowd,But cannot find you.Yet, as our mind begins to dream,You touch our hand and comfort us.And reassure us that you are at peace.You embrace us in our sorrow, and console us.As you whisper of love and happiness,You give us strength.Your wings were hidden from viewThroughout your short, precious life.But are now extended and have taken flight.If we look closely,Your footprints can still be seen.Left as a memory for us to cherish.With a hand to our heart,You are never far away.Holly, an angel in our midst.Always in our Hearts..Aunt Deb Mom Dad Tiffany Ryan Nana Uncle Ken Jess Uncle Steve Aunt Pat Amy Kelly Jeffery and Tyler...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 2, 2009

{~*Heaven's Butterflies*~}When we lose our loved ones they never dieFor I know once heaven takes their soulsThe Dear Lord leaves a little of them hereTo turn into beautiful butterfliesSo they can be near our heartsBlessed are those who can see the beautyOf the life which has gone to what is "God's Art"When we look for the angelsThey will send us Jesus' loveI saw a butterfly today, my last prayer I gave awayHeaven is more than souls of our loved onesWhen a father (Dad) or child dies (Kevin)Their hearts live in those who have loved themEvery grain of sand, every sunrise and sunsetAll the good things we know and loveThey all go to Jesus for Him to protectAs a gift, The Lord, lets us have a glimpse of those we loveFor a brief moment in time, for a short whileA butterfly is seen at our window, sent from heavenThen we know, all will be well with those we love. Love You Lots & Tons Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 31, 2009

Send me some signs viatext please Hehehe! Butreally I need some signsI have so much I need todo with my life I know itKevin. The last thing I ever want is you to feelbad I am so down all the time. So I'll make a realconscious effort to makeme better ok? Love & MissYou My Son and always will.♥♥~~Love Mom!~~♥♥

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
January 30, 2009

Your always with us Kev,missing you Love Nana Aunt Deb and Jess...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 25, 2009

+ GRIEF IS LIKE + A RIVER My grief is like a river,I have to let it flow,but I myself determinejust where the banks will go.Some days the current takes mein waves of guilt and pain,but there are always quiet poolswhere I can rest again.I crash on rocks of anger;my faith seems faint indeed,but there are other swimmerswho know that what I needAre loving hands to hold mewhen the waters are too swift,and someone kind to listenwhen I just seem to drift.Grief's river is a processof relinquishing the past.By swimming in hope's channels,I'll reach the shore at last.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~As thou I am sure this is tureI dont think its true just yet,I think I will atop the watersbut right now and for a long while I will be skimming the topand taking deep breaths for along time to come because I amnot the good swimmer I use to be maybe someday I will. I Miss YouSo Much Kevin! You will alwaysbe in my heart and Ill always think of you everyday. Love YouMom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 19, 2009

Hey SweetyBeen doing a little bitof thinking and this isgoing to be hard, but I need to start getting out of this Funk Im in.So Im gonna try harderits just hard to wannafeel good when I feel lousy just trying tomove on,its so hard todo without you in my life.So I'll try to go foward but it will have to be atmy pace, is the best I canreally do. I know it wontbe without Ups n Downs forsure. Have faith in me asI will always hold you closeto my heart for every and notwithout letting your memoryand name always continue.Love & Miss you so very verymuch...... Love You MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 16, 2009

{~* Wheres My Son...Shine~*}All I know is my Sun hasntshined in so long its been all about the Storm. Somesay the The Storm will endI guess thats good but it will be that storm that has made history for me. It willalways be the storm that reaked havoc with so many People who Love You. Help me with the storm, Make me see my Son...Shine again. Love & Miss You So Much Kevin....Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 14, 2009

This poem I am sure maybe true but its harder to do than say..Luv Mom! *{~Miss Me~}*Miss me, but let me go When I come to the end of the roadAnd the sun has set for meI want no rites in a gloom filled roomWhy cry for a soul set freeMiss me a little - but not too longAnd not with your head bowed lowRemember the love that we once sharedMiss me - but let me goFor this is a journey that we must all takeAnd each must go aloneIt's all a part of the Master's planA step on the road to homeWhen you are lonely, and sick of heartGo to the friends we knowAnd bury your sorrows in doing good deedsMiss me - but let me go

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 11, 2009

Today is 2 Yrs and 2 Days Since God Took You Home Today is 2 yrs and 2 months I can hardley believe it if I didnt see it on the calendar, for some reason now it seems longer since Ive seen your face, but yet it doesnt seem like you left that long ago. I dont know I just seem to be in this world were I only exist and living life is not really living. All I want to do is just sleep my life away and its just how I feel even when I hate feeling like this I feel it anyway. God I have seen before you people lossing their children and I knew in my heart that has to be a hard loss, but until you are that parent OH Man this just kills me a little each day. I wanted to try with the new yr to feel better and feel less depressed but I cant Kevin I just cant. I dont want you to feel sad for me like I am feeling sad for you. This is one thing I can never wish away and have you back thats what stinks. Just know my Heart is always with you Missing your Handsome face and Missing My not so Little Little Boy. I Love & Miss You Kevin so much give me time maybe someday I will be in a better place but in my own way that better place wont be till we are altogether again as a family...Love You So Much and Miss you so Bad...Love Mom! Kevin's Mom

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January 9, 2009

"Who You'd Be Today" Sunny days seem to hurt the most. I wear the pain like a heavy coat. I feel you everywhere I go. I see your smile, I see your face, I hear you laughin' in the rain.I still can't believe you're gone.It ain't fair: you died too young, Like the story that had just begun,But death tore the pages all away. God knows how I miss you, All the hell I've been through,Just knowin' no-one could take your place.An' sometimes I wonder,Who'd you be today? Would you see the world? Would you chase your dreams? Settle down with a family, I wonder what would you name your babies?Some days the sky's so blue, I feel like I can talk to you,An' I know it might sound crazy. It ain't fair: you died too young,Like the story that had just begun,But death tore the pages all away. God knows how I miss you, All the hell I've been through, Just knowin' no-one could take your place.An' sometimes I wonder, Who you'd be today? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sung By Kenny Chesney ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Missing you everyday just seems like its making me even more lonelier. Just the way it is when you loose a Precious Person who was a perfect gift from God. I Love & Miss You Kevin Always and Forever,,,Luv Mom!

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January 9, 2009

I heard your voice in the wind todayand I turned to see your face;The warmth of the wind caressed meas I stood silently in place. I felt your touch in the sun todayas its warmth filled the sky;I closed my eyes for your embraceand my spirit soared high. I saw your eyes in the window paneas I watched the falling snow,It seemed as each snowflake fellit quietly said your name. I held you close in my heart todayit made me feel complete;You may have died...but you are not goneyou will always be a part of me. As long as the sun shines...the wind blows...the snow falls...You will live on inside of me foreverfor that is all my heart knows. Dear Kev you live in all of us and how we miss you,love you aunt Deb....

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Carol Kelly

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January 6, 2009

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Posted on:
January 4, 2009

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Losing You A Gift for such a little while, your loss just seems so wrong You should not have left before us, its with loved ones you belong.

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 1, 2009

New Year in HeavenThere are no poems that I can findto say Happy New Years In HeavenSo Ill write my own and go with my heartfor its all I just know I feel.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I worry when a holiday comes like Thanksgivingand Christmas and Birthdays you missed but as I sit here thinking about The New YearI think how maybe this is the new Yr thatYou could be Falling in love with the Personyou would be with forever, or planing a greatvacation for the Summer or if You had a Girlfriendif you were going to propose or if this be the yryou were married and were going to be a daddy.I think about the past its all I have now its sosad I cant dream that I could be a Grandmathat there be little Kevins around or know ifyou would be strict with having a daughter.God seems I use to always think maybe thisyr will be better Financially or If Just My Luckwould be better or what diet to stick to, NowI don't even think about that all. All I can think aboutis how its not going to be a New Yr for you. towatch you flourish into the Young Man I hopedyou be and settle down with a family. Withoutyou here it makes it hard to dream again whenonly dream I wish for Id never have Never!I now Hope you can just be the Guardian Angelto watch over your loved ones and keep them safeand I know you are and doing the best at it you can.Hoping that the unknown in Heaven of what you aredoing now. Remember as this New Yr comes to USI will never stop thinking about you the past yrs theNew yr or any Year.. My Heart and Prayers belong toYou.Love Always Kido.....MOM!

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Posted on:
January 1, 2009

Happy New Year In Heaven Kev....

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Posted on:
December 31, 2008

A Very Special Happy New Year to you Kev,our love and thoughts are always with you and we miss you so very much,love aunt Deb....

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 28, 2008

@~ SYMPATHY ~@~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~S-Souls do not disintegrate and die:Y-Years pass and yet they donot fade away.M-Memories are like a distantstarP-Pouring forth its light across the void.A-All our tears and laughter do not lie:T-Though we pass like dreams, our spirits stay,H-Held fast by love, which isjust what we are,Y-Yet in a form that cannot be destroyed. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Hey SweetyI am writting cuz You knowI need to and I write to letyou know I care it makes mefeel like I am nearer whenI write to You! I Miss Yalike MAD CRAZY Kido. Alwaysand Always will till the day I hope to see you againMy Heart will always be with You. All My Love SweetyLove Mom!

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December 26, 2008

I Smile to get thru the day so people dont have to deal with my pain but inside I am dying a little peice each day without you.I just want to try to live a normal life to some degree and I just can't because this pain isnt a little wound you put a band-aide on its not even a wound that can be stitched up there are not enough stitiches in the world to fix this. I wanna try to feel like theres some normalness in my life but theres nothing normal about loosing a child ever... Remeber Law of order is suppose to be... Parent before child. If time will tell and its been 2 yrs so far How do I make it to 5 yrs? I Love You Kevin and the only reason I am going to try to force myself to feel a little better is because I feel like You are sad because you see me like this and you dont deserve anymore pain Your In Heaven.Love & Miss You Sweety.. Love Mom

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December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas In Heaven Kevin..

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Carol Kelly

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December 25, 2008

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 25, 2008

I'll be home for Christmas You can count on me I\'ll be home for Christmas... I hear the words on the radio and in my mind. I see your face, your eyes, smiling at me. I am filled with incredible sadness knowing that You won\'t be home for Christmas, Not this year, Not next year, Not anymore years ever again, no matter how many times the song plays. Everywhere people are getting ready to celebrate the season, while I am left to mourn your death and wonder if it will ever feel like Christmas again if l will ever feel happy again without you home for Christmas. This year I decorate the tree for others, not for me I unwrap each ornament reaching into the box one more time I pull out a small piece of paper I unfold it and see a heart that you drew, the words \"I love you\" written underneath. Though tears start to fall, a hint of a smile touches my face as I realize you really are home for Christmas. All My Undying Love MOM!

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Carol Kelly

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December 24, 2008

Hey SweetyIts Christmas Eve and while everyone is wishing for this gadget or that gadget All I am wishing for is the one thing I could never have anymore...\"YOU\" here with Us for Christmas and always. So Tomorrow all Ill do is think of you Hoping that you are having a nice Christmas with Grandpa and other relatives as you will have first hand the spirit of Christmas with Jesus Christ. I Love & Miss You Kido I hope I have an amazing Christmas dream of You and us together again. MuahhhhhhKissing You under the Mistletoe.Love MOM!

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December 22, 2008

HEAVEN A silver thread that keeps me nearTo those I love and hold so dear, Will someday slip, and I'll swim free. A soul afloat in a bounteous sea. I'll also soar in maddening glee,To places unseen by you and me. Through darkest night and brightest day, I'll fly to a far and magical bay. In ethereal havens of love and peace, My God-given life will never cease.The passing of time will be obsolete ...Traveling the auras, no great feat. Don't you grieve, notice the soundOf my songs to you with love abound. I'll never leave you, don't you see?I'll live with you, eternally!I Miss You Now I'll Miss YouLater I'll Miss you also 4 EverAnd I can never write or sayit enough I Love You Too.Hoping your Holiday will bebetter than ours with Grandpa& Simba Visit us soon as yourspirit we need now and for always My Sweet Handsome AngelLove Always MOM!

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December 21, 2008

Love never disappears for death is a non-event.I have merely retired to the room next door.You and I are the same; what we were for each other, we still are.Speak to me as you always have, do not use a different tone, do not be sad.Continue to laugh at what made us laugh.Smile and think of me.Life means what it has always meant.The link is not severed.Why should I be out of your soul if I am out of your sight?I will wait for you, I am not here, but just on the other side of this path.You see, all is well.Christmas is so hard not having you here with us Kev,miss you love aunt Deb....

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December 19, 2008

I WILL BE THERE!!!!! Mom, tomorrow I will be thereThough you may not seeI'll smile and rememberThe last Christmas, with you and meDon't be sad momI'm never far awayYour heart has hidden sightMy memory will always stayI watched as you touched the ornamentsSometimes a tear was shed as you didI touched you gently on your shoulderAnd on tiptoes I proudly stoodI'm only gone for a little while momI'm waiting for the day to beWhen God calls out your name momWe'll be together, just you wait and seeBut until that time comesCarry on as you did when I was thereI tell the angels how much I love youThere are angels here everywhere!I stand behind you some daysWhen I know that you are sadI want you to be happy momIt would make my heart so gladSo on this Christmas Holiday, MomThink of me as I will be thinking of youAnd touch that special ornamentThat I once made for youI love you mom and dad, alsoI know you know I doAnd I'll be waiting here for youWhen your earthly life is throughLove,Your child in Heaven Love & Miss You Kevin Love Mom!

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Carol Kelly

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December 16, 2008

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December 7, 2008

~*~*U~*~*U~*~* "BUTTERFLIES FROM HEAVEN"When we lose our loved ones they never dieFor I know once heaven takes their soulsThe Dear Lord leaves a little of them hereTo turn into beautiful butterfliesSo they can be near our heartsBlessed are those who can see the beautyOf the life which has gone to what is "God's Art"When we look for the angelsThey will send us Jesus' loveI saw a butterfly today, my last prayer I gave awayHeaven is more than souls of our loved onesWhen a father, mother, a brother, sister or a child diesTheir hearts live in those who have loved themEvery grain of sand, every sunrise and sunsetAll the good things we know and loveThey all go to Jesus for Him to protectAs a gift, The Lord, lets us have a glimpse of those we loveFor a brief moment in time, for a short whileA butterfly is seen at our window, sent from heavenThen we know, all will be well with those we love.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Loving & Missing You KevinSo Much not a Day and I meannot a day goes by I alsowish you back too,wish itwere that easy for sure.xoxoxoxox Love Always MOM!

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Carol Kelly

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December 3, 2008

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Posted on:
November 27, 2008

Happy Thanksgiving in Heaven Kev,Love Aunt Deb Nana and Jess...

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 27, 2008

Dear God There is an empty chair at our table,an ache in our heartsand tears on our faces. We may try to shield one anotherfrom the grief we bearbut we cannot hide it from you. The absence of (Kevin & Dad)shadows this dayand clouds our homecoming. Open our eyes and our heartsto the healing raysof the light of your presence. Assure us, Lord, that those we misshave a place at your tableand a home in your heart. Open our hearts to joyin the memories of the lovewe shared with (Kevin & Dad). Help us to remember and tell the storiesthat make present the pastand those we have lost. Teach us to lean on one anotherand on you, Lord,for the strength we need at this time. Give us quiet momentswith you, with our thoughts,with our memories and prayers. Be with us, Lord,and hold us in your armsas you hold those we miss. This is the day you have made, Lord:help us to rejoice in itand in the promise of your peace. Let us pray in the words Jesus gave us,Our Father... Wish U Were here butI Know you were in Spiritand Thanks for the TugLove & Miss U Mom!

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Carol Kelly

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November 26, 2008

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 20, 2008

L So Sad Want you back Just to see you again or hear your voice seems like it will be forever before I can I just wish time wasnt here like it isnt there.Its been 2 Yrs and 9 days Kevin, How do I do more yrs without you?I just really feel like I am making it to another day thats it not really living. I am having such a hard time finding a job again I dont know why I dont have the job I loved anymore... I am sure you know but if you could share why and tell me why you had to leave us Kevin I dont want you gone this sucks and I can never be trully happy again, You all made me happy my Familly of you,Dad,Tiff & Ryan..I just want some answer I dont care if people think I am crzy...Come to me Please.... I Love & Miss You KidoAlways & Forever & Ever!Love Mom!

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Carol Kelly

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November 18, 2008

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Posted on:
November 11, 2008

If tears could build a stairway And memories were a lane, I would walk right up to heavenTo bring you home again. No farewell words were spoken. No time to say good-bye. You were gone before we knew it, And only God knows why. My heart still aches in sadnessAnd secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, No one will ever know.Two years ago today God sent you home,our lives have never been the same,we miss you Kevin more then words can say,Love you Aunt Deb....

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Carol Kelly

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November 7, 2008

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November 4, 2008

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October 31, 2008

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Carol Kelly

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October 29, 2008

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 25, 2008

I am home in Heaven, dear ones;Oh, so happy and so bright!There is perfect joy and beautyIn this everlasting light.All the pain and grief is over,Every restless tossing passed;I am now at peace forever,Safely home in Heaven at last.Did you wonder I so calmlyTrod the valley of the shade?Oh! but Jesus' arm to lean on,Could I have one doubt or dread?Then you must not grieve so sorely,For I love you dearly still;Try to look beyond earth's shadows,Pray to trust our Father's Will.There is work still waiting for you,So you must not idly stand;Do it now, while life remaineth--You shall rest in Jesus' land.When that work is all completed,He will gently call you Home;Oh, the rapture of that meeting,Oh, the joy to see you come!Loving & Missing You Nowand always for all my daysand beyond my last breathI love You KevinMOM!

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Carol Kelly

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October 19, 2008

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Posted on:
October 17, 2008

The rain will fall the snow will sparkle,the tree's will blow and the birds will sing, children will dance flowers will grow,music will ring and tears will flow, ice will melt and memories felt. Yesterday i was there, today i am not. The angels called upon me and led me far away. Tears will fall, hearts will break. but i am still there in your heart. I can still be felt. close your eyes can you see me standing there? remember life goes on. one day we will meet but until then enjoy what you have got. If you ever need me just close your eyes and i will be there, open your eyes and i will be gone, now live your life and move on.Remember i am only sleeping. i will never be too far. i will be that star shining down on you, can you see it? tonight i say goodbye, tonight i shed my last tear, i have to leave the angels are near. Fall with the rain, sparkle with the snow,blow with the tree'sand sing with the birds, dance with the children and ring with the music, enjoy yourself and be happy,smile and cry sing and dance,laugh and be sad. share moments and express feelings. stengthen and weaken. love and smile. you are still young, your life is yours. forever will i miss you. but now I've been laid to rest. the angel came i got my wings. i can fly, and i can sore i can reach where I've never been before. close your eyes see I'm still standing there. Hi dear Kevin this poem is from you to us and we will all be togather some day making new memories,missing you so very much love aunt Deb...

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 11, 2008

"23 Months Today"Death is normally the sign that the soul, under the particular circumstances, has exhausted the possibilities of its progress in a particular body.Death is natural. Nothing natural can be detrimental. Death is rest. Rest is strength in disguise for a further adventure. The body has death, but not the soul. The body sleeps, the soul flies. The soul-stirring words on death and the soul in this chapter of the Gita, let us recollect."Even as man discards old clothes for the new ones, so the dweller in the body, the soul, leaving aside the worn-out bodies, enters into new bodies. The soul migrates from body to body. Weapons cannot cleave it, nor fire consume it, nor water drench it, nor wind dry it.This is the soul and this is what is meant by the existence of the soul. Hey Sweety Well I can't believe that today is exactlly 1 month before the 2 yrs God brought You Home to him! How could I just let 2yrs go by and just go on without you? I'll tell you how? Your Dad Sis, & Bro other wise I wouldnt and couldnt go on... But I have gone on never not or stop thinking of you, You are on my mind all the time! All My Love Kevin...Mom

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Posted on:
October 10, 2008

Death is not the endDeath can never be the end.Death is the road.Life is the traveller.The Soul is the Guide...Our mind thinks of death.Our heart thinks of lifeOur soul thinks of Immortality. Your in a beautiful place Gods world where the angels soar heaven and earth,Kev your always with us,love you aunt Deb...

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 6, 2008

U~*~If You Knew~*~UIf you knew where I am standingIf you could see the sights I seeIf you could hear the angels singingThe songs they sing eternallyIf you knew the One I'm holdingCould see the smile He smiles at meIf you knew where I am restingYou would not cry for meI'm resting in the arms of JesusNo other place would I rather beSo if you shed a tearPlease don't shed it for meFor if you knew where I am restingYou would not cry for me. I Love & Miss You KevinPlease visit me in my dreaamsLove You Mom

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 3, 2008

" Thoughts Of You! " Loved with a love beyond telling,Missed with a grief beyond all tears. Together in the same old way,Would be my dearest wish today. Loved with a love beyond all feeling,Missed with a grief beyond all tears. A garden of beautiful memories,Sprayed with a million tears. The Lord watch between thee and me,While we are absent one from the other. You still live on in the hearts and minds,Of the loving family you left behind. My lips cannot tell how I miss him,My heart cannot tell what to say,God alone knows how I miss him,In a home that is lonesome today.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~My Sweet Son I Miss You SoMy Heart is aching as only you knowI'll try to make the best of tomorrowbut I won't promise it will be withoutthoughts of you. Love Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 30, 2008

ZSpecialAngelZThere's a special angel in Heaven,That is a part of me.It is not where I wanted him,But where God wanted him to be.He was here just a moment,Like a night time shooting star.And although he is in HeavenHe isn't very far.He touched the hearts of many,like only an Angel can do.I would've held him every minute,If the end I only knew.So I send this special message,To Heaven up above,Please take care of my Angel.And send him all my love!I think about you alwaysand always it will beIve loved you alwaysand always that will beYou may have been an adultwhen you left me,but my babyYou will always be!Hugs & Kisses to my Son♥Love You Mom!♥

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 28, 2008

Thoughts and Feelings Another sweet flower has withered,A gem from the casket set free;A lamb in the fold of the Shepherd,Who said; Let them come unto Me. The memory of his dear wee ways,Will linger with us all our days;Sweetest flower, too sweet to stay,God took him home to show the way. We miss him love and cheery ways,With him we spent our happiest days,In memory we see him the same,As long as we live, well cherish his name. We long for household voices gone,For vanished smiles we long,God has taken our loved one on,And He can do no wrong. God knows how much I miss him,Never shall his memory fade,Loving thoughts shall ever wander,To the spot where he is laid. Deep in the heart lies a picture,Of a loved one laid to rest;Memorys frame we keep it,Because he was one of the best. My lips cannot tell how I miss him,My heart cannot tell what to say,God alone knows how I miss him,In a home that is lonesome today. Loving & Missing You Always Love Mom!

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September 20, 2008

An angel walks beside me,I feel him everyday,he helps me through lives ups and downs,and whatever comes my way.He guides me down the road of life,and lights the darkest roads,he picks me up and carries me,when I can not bear the load.He helps to ease the pain I feel,he mends my spirit, too,he holds my hand, and shelters me,and gives me courage and strength, too.He speaks to me with words of love,and he listens to my pleas,he was sent here from the lord above,to guide and comfort me.I know Kevin's always watching,though his form I can not see,its a peace I feel deep in my heart,that leads me to believe.An angel walks beside me,I feel blessed everyday,that the presence of Kevinwill never go away...Always missed and your always be in our hearts love aunt Deb....

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Carol Kelly

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September 20, 2008

@~~^ PROMOTIONS ^~~@ Sometimes I steal a little quiet timeFrom my often busy day,Where I can set my mind free,Just to wander away.Journeying to treasured placesWhich are held endeared.Back to when we shared a life,Before you disappeared.I won't forget what you taught me,It's now serving me so well.The smiles that you wore each Christmas,Or the stories that you'd tell.Our talks, and the moments shared,As well as many other thingsBefore God reached down and took you,And fitted you with wings.Now you are an angelLooking down from above.I won't forget our time together,Nor will I forget the love.To this day I still wear tears,While you wear wings and halo.I know that God promoted you,But I still miss you so. Loving & Missing You So Much Love Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 14, 2008

@~*~@ A BRIDGE CALLED LOVE @~*~@ It takes us back to brighter years, to happier sunlit days and to precious moments that will be with us always. And these fond recollections are treasured in the heart to bring us always close to those from whom we had to part. There is a bridge of memories from earth to Heaven above... It keeps our dear ones near us It's the bridge that we call love.I Am Missing You so Much, time is coming closer to be 2 yrs soon, While it feels like it just happened you left Yesterday it alsofeels like forever since Ive seen your Beautiful face, You will be on my mind everyday and always thats no lie. I Love & Miss You Sweety...Forever MissedLove You Mom!

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
September 10, 2008

Hi Kev sending you my love and missing you always,Lov aunt Deb....

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 9, 2008

On that day so long agoWhen I lost you I forgot the worldIt became grey and dullLike a knife that wont cutAnger seeped into my heartGoing so deep it ripped me apartMy tears were shead and gone to soonBut in my heart I will still morn for youWhen I lost you I forgot the worldIt became meaningless emptyNo happyness leftI screamed untill I could scream no moreThan death opened its doorPulling you in for forever moreMy heart was shattered like broken glassThe day you left me, the day you breathed your lastWhen I lost you I forgot the worldIt became shallow unrealInstability possessing my bonesLike just another step could overthrowThe walls around my heartThat seem to growWith each day that passes byWhen I lost you I forgot the world!!! Miss You so Darn Much kidoLove & Peace Always Love Mom!

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September 5, 2008

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September 3, 2008

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August 24, 2008

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August 17, 2008

&hearts;&hearts;When Tomorrow Starts without Me &hearts;&hearts; When tomorrow starts without me,and I'm not there to see,If the sun should rise and find your eyesAll filled with tears for me:I wish you wouldn't cryThe way you did today,While thinking of the many things,We didn't get to say.I know how much you love me,As much as I love you,And each time that you think of me,I know you'll miss me too:But when tomorrow starts without me,Please try to understand,That an angel came and called my name,And took me by the hand.And said my place was ready,In heaven far above,And that I'd have to leave behindAll those I dearly love.But as I turned to walk away,A tear fell from my eyeFor all my life, I'd always thought,I didn't want to die.I had so much to live for,So much left yet to do,It seemed almost impossible,That I was leaving you.I thought of all the yesterdays,The good ones and the bad,I thought of all the love we shared,And all the fun we had.If I could relive yesterday,Just even for a while,I'd say good-bye and kiss youAnd maybe see you smile.But then I fully realized,That this could never be,For emptiness and memories,Would take the place of me.And when I thought of worldly things,I might miss come tomorrow,I thought of you, and when I did,My heart was filled with sorrow.But when I walked through heaven's gates,I felt so much at home.When God looked down and smiled at me,From His great golden throne,He said, "This is eternity.And all I've promised you.Today your life on earth is past,But here life starts anew.I promise no tomorrow,But today will always last,And since each day's the same wayThere's no longing for the past.You have been so faithful,So trusting and so true.Though there were timesYou did some thingsYou knew you shouldn't do.But you have been forgivenAnd now at last you're free.So won't you come and take my handAnd share my life with me?"So when tomorrow starts without me,Don't think we're far apart,For every time you think of me,I'm right here, in your heart. Love & Miss you so Much Sweety Love Mom!

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Posted on:
August 12, 2008

On Angel Wings...On angel wings you do flyOn angel wings into the sky On angel wings i do cry Because those angel wings took you awayOn angel wings the heralds singIs there no such lovely thing? On angel wings you fly away.I will see these angel wings again somedayWhen i am old and my time has comeOn angel wings I will flyUntil I see you once againSmiling on angel wings. You Kevin are our angel,till we meet again our love for you is always there...

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Carol Kelly

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August 3, 2008

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July 30, 2008

KFWhen You Feel LonelyE When You feel LonelyWhen a person you love passes awayLook to the night sky on a clear day.The star that to you, appears to be bright,Will be your loved one,Looking upon you during the night.The lights of heaven are what shows throughAs your loved one watches all that you do.When you feel lonely for the one that you love,Look to the Heavens in the night sky above.I Love & Miss You More thanwords could ever say baby,Just know I will have youon my mind always & foreverLove You Miss You,,MOM! P.S. Say a Prayer and Keep Nana in it Let her be ok Kevin Please its to much for this family we just cant deal with it...I will know its in God\'s hands what happens I do know it is Gods will. Just not right now ok...Love Ya!

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Carol Kelly

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July 26, 2008

╔╗ ║║╔═╦╦╦═╗+ . . * + . ☼║╚╣║║║║╩╣* * . + ╚═╩═╩═╩═╝.* With All My Heart & Soul I Miss you Baby....Hugs & Kisses Love U Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 23, 2008

Hey SweetyI am feeling really sad today I know you know what happened and I hope I can have your help to getthru this, this is something I thought would never happen but nowI have to try to move on yet againwithout someone I love alot. I justguess somethings in life werent meant to be and all I can say is I am not putting all my heart into someone like that again It hurts like hell. Just give me some strength to carry thru all that life is throwing my way,cuz to be honest I am on the verge of giving life a kick back soon it wont like either. I Love & Miss You so verymuch, funny I can seem to hear your voice say Mom it will be ok...I hope your right Kevin I Hope your right. Send some dreams n signs ok kido...Love U Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 15, 2008

YThe CordY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~We are connected,My child and I, byAn invisible cordNot seen by the eye.It's not like the cordThat connects us 'til birthThis cord can't been seenBy any on Earth.This cord does it's workRight from the start.It binds us togetherAttached to my heart.I know that it's thereThough no one can seeThe invisible cordFrom my child to me.The strength of this cordIs hard to describe.It can't be destroyedIt can't be denied.It's stronger than any cordMan could createIt withstands the testCan hold any weight.And though you are gone,Though you're not here with me,The cord is still thereBut no one can see.It pulls at my heartI am bruised...I am sore,But this cord is my lifelineAs never before.I am thankful that GodConnects us this wayA mother and childDeath can't take it away!~♥Love U Mom!♥~

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
July 12, 2008

All Is Well...Death is nothing at all, I have only slipped into the next roomI am I and you are youWhatever we were to each other, that we are still.Call me by my old familiar name,Speak to me in the easy way which you always usePut no difference in your tone,Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrowLaugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together.Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.Let my name be ever the household world that it always wasLet it be spoken without effect, without the trace of shadow on it.Life means all that it ever meant.It is the same as it ever was, there is unbroken continuity.Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight?I am waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near,Just around the corner.All is well....

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 11, 2008

Hey My SweetyI hope what happenedto daddy today was yourdoing? If that was your doing I think the possiblities are endlesswhat you can do. Maybe its wishful thinking butI know you would do anything to stay close by your family. I just wish you were here God I Miss your face and to hear you yap like a old lady would be thebest LOL.I Just mniss everythingabout you even a little disagrement now n then too. Boy Baby I wouldhave never known what amother who has lost a child would feel like now I do and it stinkscapitol S**K Keep your signs coming I could use dreams more thou see what you can doI Miss & Love You KidoLove You Mom!

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
July 7, 2008

Hello Moose hope you had a great 4th up there,as I told grampa we had a cookout at your parents(I;m sure you were there with us)did you like the fire works that Sean had you were probally laughing your ass off,still not the same without you Kev my love to you always,aunt Deb....

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 6, 2008

Seems to be how I feelAlot without You Kido.I Just Am Thankfull I knowYou are still close by WeFeel you here all the time!I Love & Miss You BabyKeep the signs and Dreams comingGod I want you here so badlyLife is harder more & moreas time goes by. I ♥ ULove Always and forever Love Mom!

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 28, 2008

Hey Sweety I write you every nite on myspace I may not write you here every nite but thats not to say your not on my mind, I wake up go to sleep and spend the day thinking of you and I will always I will keep you in my heart till I see my baby again someday. The only advantage to life flying by is knowing I get to see you soon some day. I love & Miss You will all my heart n soul...Love You Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 20, 2008

Havent been on this site for a lil while to write ya but just wanted to say not a day goes by I dont think about ya. I have been listening to your cell phone message of your voice and I just choke up when I hear your voice its so hard not seeing you at home but yet knowing you are home in that other world with Jesus.I Hope you enjoyed that Celtics win I would have loved to see your face when they did it I know you & Grandpa were like going crazy but I am glad they did and I myself dedicate that win to you & Grandpa. Please visit me soon in my dreams and in signs I feel you are away and been busy I still need you around me kido I just so do...I Love & Miss you so very much. Love You always and till we see each other again...Love Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
June 18, 2008

This ones for you Kev-The Boston Celtics World Champs 2008....

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
June 13, 2008

Hi sweet Kev summer is apon us and as I told Grampa cook outs are near,and the two of you are far away from us someday we'll all be togather with your Dad cooking on the grill and making new memories,love you dear nephew aunt Deb....

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Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 11, 2008

Well I cant believe that today is 19 months since I last saw your handsome face then again I still cant believe your gone, I mean that truly infact I feel this is getting harder for me so I think its time I see someone on a professional level cuz inside I can feel me wanting to loose any composer and my sanity I feel myself screaming inside and I just want to let it out so bad. I need a reading real soon I just feel like your busy in that other relm and I\'ll be darn if I loose my thoughts about you I need you on my mind everyday or I feel losing you all over every day more and more. Visit me in my dreams I long to see that Beautiful young man you were coming to be and I honestly think you could of done anything you wanted My Son my beautiful baby boy....Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 10, 2008

♥ Your Light Farewell ♥You bid unwilling farewell so light, Your smiles rushes this golden day; Memory gallops in, in every sight. You painted the clouds in whitish bright as you faded through a silvery ray; You bid unwilling farewell so light. Soon winds will whisper in ivory night, gentle rains will echo your laughter in a way memory gallops in, in every sight. Red must the roses be, but they turned white on that day you choose in our hearts to stay; You bid unwilling farewell so light. You dwell here where the dawn takes its flight, in the morning where sunrise burns to play and - memory gallops in, in every sight. The world fancied but then turns right; The day you painted rainbows and smiled away you bid unwilling farewell so light; Then... (memory gallops in, in every sight) Love & Miss you Sweety, Love Mom!

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
June 6, 2008

hey handsome,sending you my love and thinking about you.Celtics Rock love ya aunt Deb....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 2, 2008

Handsome <(. _ .)> AngelYou can shed tears that he is gone,or you can smile because he has lived.You can close your eyes and praythat he'll come back, or you canopen your eyes and see all he's left.Your heart can be empty becauseyou can't see him, or you canfull of the love you shared.You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.You can remember him onlythat he is gone, or you cancherish his memory and let it live on.You can cry and close your mind,be empty and turn your back.Or you can do what he'd want:smile, open your eyes, love and go on.Hey SweetyI am afraid this poem is sweet but I cant agree to go on just yet without you Please give me time and even then I am not sure I will ever believe your gone but I will go on just life wont be the way I wanted it to be.I Miss You & Love You and I will see you some day all My Love MOM!

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
May 31, 2008

Hi Moose Go Celtics,I just got done writting Grampa about your Celtics I do believe they can kick the Lackers butts and you will see to that,miss you Kev big time aunt Deb....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 26, 2008

~~**~ Holiday Poem for You! ~~**~~This is my own I can not find A poem thats not just a christmas ryme,There are all kinds of PoemsChristma,Thanksgiving Religious tooBut they dont make peoms of Holidayslike this one for Memorial Day Yes there are ones about our soldiers lost,What about one for a Mothers loss of a child not taken from warBut a poem that simply saysThere are all kinds of Holidays they dont just share about a loss of a child on Memorial day so I will write my own & Hope this is simply said That any Holiday is hard to bare,Without my Son my baby near!We gathered today to talk eat and do the family thing,but do they knowI just dont care?I Miss my son he is not here.So I will think of you on Holidaysbut most importantly I will think of you everyday.A whole is here in my family its a big whole you see I Bet you thought when you were hereyou were just apart of a familyBut now you dont know how a whole is huge without you in this family now.I pray someday I will see and find out why you were needed more,but to me a mothers child is by her side.I Love You Kido so very much today was hard and I see not things feeling better for me,I do however Thank-You for that dream you brought me last night I smilled ear to ear and it was great I didnt want it to end for theres nothing worse than seeing as a family all together then awake to see its only a dream. Keep them coming I will take them they mean so much to me...Love You Baby...MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 19, 2008

+~ Sweet Dreams My Angel ~+Go to sleep my angel and dreamOf heavenly places and heavenly facesYou shall be missed, my angel but rest in peaceIn this world you could easily get hurtDon't fret my angel you are safe in God's armsHe will take care of youAnd will always be with youMortal dreams of riches, but my angelYou are rich for eternal lifeSo sleep now angel you are full of love and beautyWe will all be with you soonSweet dreams my angelWhen you wake up you'll know thatYour dreams have come true. I Love You and Miss you not a day less or second too...Love You.MOM!

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
May 15, 2008

We miss you so... We weren't prepared that day,When God called you away.So many tears we cried,Longing to keep you at our side. How we loved and missed you so,And weren't ready to let you go,But it gives us comfort to know,Within the twinkling of our eyes,You entered into paradise. A place with beauty beyond measure,Eternal happiness and treasure,Where you have no more pain or tears,Nor sorrow, worries, and fears. Although, for now, we are apart,Your precious memories live in our heart,Until God calls us each to heaven's door,Where we'll be reunited, forever more. Love Aunt Deb....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 11, 2008

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 10, 2008

Well Tomorrow is a day I will be thinking about you extra more, Its Mother's Day and it would be the best if you could be here instead, Its hard to be reminded on this special day when most Mother's are getting there Happy Mothers Day from there children I will only get them from two of them I know if you were here you were always the first to say Happy Mother's Day you forgot a lot of things but never that day and my Birthday. God I am going to miss hearing you say that Tomorrow, Its gonna be a little lonely You in Heaven Tiff in Fla I just hope Ryan remembers lol. I will remember tomorrow as being your mom and so proudly you being my Son. Please give me a great sign and visit me let me know on this Happy Day for most it will be sad for me. I Miss you so damn much Kido everyday I do but tomorrow is going to be hard. If you really want to make my day give me a dream tonite of you ok? Muahhhhh Hugs n Kisses I will keep You, Tiff and Ryan close in my heart.Love Ya MOM!

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
May 1, 2008

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 29, 2008

~~~*~ Gossamer's Wings~*~~~Carried on the wings of loveYou were swept awayTo that glorious landWhere we'll see you again one day. With the angels hovering nearYou said your last good-byeYou gave up your battleAnd soared into the sky. That sweet smileWe will always carry in our heartsKnowing you were readyWhen from our lives you did depart. Gossamer's wings I imagineYou now call your ownAs you sail in the HeavensAnd sit in front of the Throne. No memory could ever endowThe true beauty of your soulFor God gave to us our own AngelFor a brief while to hold. I Miss You so much I just know you have your wings and make a handsome Angel in Heaven Sweety.Visit me in my Dreams and send me signs to let me know you are still near for I miss you so much this is so hard not seeing you here....Love You My Sweet Son Kevin....Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 23, 2008

~@~* IN OUR HEARTS *~@~We thought of you with love today,But that is nothing new. We thought about you yesterday,And the days before that, too. We think of you in silence.We often speak your name. Now all we have is memories,And your picture in a frame. Your memory is our keepsake,With which we'll never part. God has you in His Keeping.We have you in our Heart. I Miss You with all my Heart I think of you endlessly and I dont think I can not, As you were and always will be my sweet

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 18, 2008

WISHING I wish I may,I wish I might,have you backin my dreams at night. I wish I may,I wish I might,See your face againfor just one night. That night was long,that day was sad.How I remember,it makes me mad. Why did God have to goand take you away?Could He have knownthat we were all going to pay? You WERE JUST 23,and now you're gone.My heart is in piecesas the tears come one by one. I try to remember,but it scares me to.For everytime I remember,I dream of you. Nothing will everbe the same,for now I knowwe are all in pain.Its so hard to go on with life without you,People trully don't know why I can't let you go. Maybe cuz they will never know what it's like to loose there child and I hope they never do, cuz it's lonely to just live like you have to and all the while your dead inside. Maybe someday I can come to grips but just won't happen anytime soon kido. I see people who just don't show the love a child needs to have these days and I think if you ever lost that sweet precious person you would wish you would have changed things and you just can't go back in time, I just pray everyday n nite my Son knows how much I miss and Love him so. Never hesitate to say those 3 words we should say alot...I LOVE YOU....Mom Loves you so damn much Kevin I pray to my God I see you again someday my sweet beautiful son...Love You MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 11, 2008

Hey My sweet AngelThanks so much for that great sign you gave me it couldnt of been any better than that and I to will sing that song to you,,,,I Will Remeber You. Great day having you give me that sign and Daddy and Tiffs Happy Birthday wishes they were the best ones of all I just am a little bummed that Ryan hasnt wished me it thou the only other Person besides You, Tiff and Dad I wanted it from the most....Keep them coming and if I could ask one more wish tonight? A wonderful dream of you ok kiddo. Thanks again baby I love you & Miss you I was kinda bummed that its the 11th and its 17 months since our life changed forever,I will remeber you too always...Love You Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
April 9, 2008

Silent Tear. Each night we shed a silent tear, As we speak to you in prayer. To let you know we love you, And just how much we care. Take our million teardrops, Wrap them up in love, Then ask the wind to carry them, To you in heaven above. ~~~~ We miss you morning noon and night Kev...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 9, 2008

MISSING YOU I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say, I do know I need you here, with me night and day. I close my eyes at night... and guess what I see? I see your big, bright smile shining down on me. I know you're here with me for now and forevermore, but still I ask myself: God, what did you take him for? I can't quit thinking of you, I think I'm going insane. I wish you were here with me, I know you could ease my pain. I must keep saying to myself: You're in God's arms now, and I know in my heart I'll see you someday, somehow. I'm going to miss you, with each passing day. I feel you with me and you can hear me say: I miss you, I love you, I want you here. I need you, I see you, I feel a tear. I don't know if I'm done, there's so much more I feel. making me realize this is all real. I guess I better close this now, it's breaking up my heart. I know you'll always be inside of me, and we will never part. I'll remember everything about you as the tears flood my sight... But I'll mostly remember the good times, so I'll see you again when we reunite. Love You Always Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 30, 2008

HEAVEN WAS WAITING Heaven had it writtenAnd JESUS on His throneSweetly whispered out your nameIt is time to call you home All of heaven stoodAs Jesus met you at the gateAngels blew their trumpetsNo longer was there WAIT And LOVE in all His fullnessWas standing by your sideAs He gently put your hand in HisSaid ,Child, let us go inside For heavens been preparingA place made just for youYour life is truly just begunThough your life on earth is through You are with me now foreverSince you have called me SAVIOR - friendThis is now where you will liveA life that has no end On earth, there are those that miss youYour face they long to seeOne day I will wipe away their tearsFor all eternity! written by Diane Zaayenga /2006 I Believe God has you doing great things so many things just describe it was meant to be all these 11's and all add up to you for 11 must of meant that he took a child for great things, One day I will find the reason but right now Earth can be sometimes selfish and thats how I feel right now, That I selfishly want you back and didn't want you to ever go. I Love You My Sweet Young Man so very much and Miss you like a Missing I could never ever feel in my life. I Love You Kevin...Love MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
March 27, 2008

What a great man you were Kev,you pretected your sister and brother and loved all of us.I so miss you and like your Mom says it isn't getting any easier.To loose a young man that meant so much to us is hard to cope with,Kev you need to visit your Mom in her dreams she so needs to see you there and you can visit your Dad Tiffany Ryan Me Jess and Nana also,My love to you always Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 23, 2008

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
March 21, 2008

Hi Moose I'm always thinking about you,you were like a son to me and someone very special in all our live's.Your family and friends miss you every single day,Love you kiddo Aunt Deb....

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
March 9, 2008

Hi Kev the kids went to the St Paddy's Day parrade today,you were there with them I'm sure.Thank you for the signs that you have giving me they make me smile every time,my love is with you dear nephew....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 7, 2008

Hey SweetyI just came by to show some luv and I have plenty for ya. I am Missing you so much I wonder why life without you here is so sucky, cuz I cant see your handsome face and hear you chat like no tomorrow and this house is empty just life can never be the same. I cant go on pretending to be ok when I am so feeling crapy all the time, I was happy to see those signs you gave yesterday so many in 1 day was great you seem to be getting things across here pretty well, for that I thank-YouBUT I'd rather no signs and just have you with us not in spirit but in body.I guess its just going to be a lonly life till I see you again is all. I Love You with all my heart sweety, I just will never understand why I should have to go on without you. Keep those signs coming but I am still waiting on some dreams that last longer than a few quick mins.Muahhhhhhh All My Love to You...Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 1, 2008

In My Heart Forever I cant think of any where else I would want you other than here with us. I Miss you like you left just yesterday and I will for a long time feel like you are not gone Kevin I guess thats why I am having a hard time moving fowards id rather move backwards into the past where i had you last.I cant trully believe you are gone. I still just wish you will walk into that door and I will have ran to you and said Ive Missed you and I am so glad your home. How does a mother go on without her child, I dont want to accept this at all, I want to scream,yell rant & rave till you come back to me. I wish I could have said I Loved you before you left, I just hope you know I always have and always will unconditionally. I need some dreams Kevin I am going to sleep a lot anyways you coming to me wont make me want to sleep more or less anyways, so visit me in my dreams, Heck visit me in the Spirit sense Id love that even more. I Love You & Miss You Kid and I will hold you close to me always and I will never let a day go by I dont think of you EVER...LOVE< HUGS< KISSES...Love MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
February 28, 2008

Hi Kev,sending you my love,miss you love aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 24, 2008

I Just wish you didnt fly away to peace so young kido.but Id rather you were in peace in heaven than to have lived being in all kinds of pain I know you wouldnt want tolive like that. But loosing you kido is a lifealtering event that will never ever feel all right inthe world anymore. I will go on sad and live life day to day some sad, some very sad and some bareablebut never trully a good day at all. I just canteven find having the normal dreams of the wayI want the future to be like anymore, I reallydont care about what happens tomorrow I can barely get thru the day I am in.The onlythings I dream about now is you will cometo me either in Person or in my dreamsThats all the dream I have to think about now.I pray to be a grandmother but its not lookinglike I maybe but if happens you can bet one thingthat child will know his or her Uncle for sure.Well I am feeling a little yucky today soI will end this on the note of askingfor a dream Please and an amazing sign from you ok?...I Love & Miss The Heck out of youbaby,,,,Love MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
February 16, 2008

Happy Birthday Kevin You would have turned 25 today,if you were still here.Although you are so far away,our hearts have kept you near.The pain has eased a bit I guess,yet has not gone away.It will always stay a part of us,until we join you there one day.We send our love up to you,from all our hearts to yours.Just think a birthday spent in Heaven,means you will spend it with The Lord. Miss you...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 16, 2008

You would have turned 25 today, if you were still here. Although you are so far away, our hearts have kept you near. The pain has eased a bit I guess, yet has not gone away. It will always stay a part of us, until we join you there one day. We send our love up to you, from all our hearts to yours. Just think a birthday spent in Heaven, means you will spend it with The Lord. HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY MY SWEET SON SAD THAT YOUR HERE IN SPIRIT NOT IN BODY CUZ ID HUG YOU TODAY AND NEVER LET YOU GO... LOVE MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
February 14, 2008

Happy Valentine"s Day in Heaven Kev.Your our angel and we miss you yesterday tommorrow and today love ya aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 6, 2008

I think of you all the time, I send this angel because I know you are Heaven's Angel now. You had so much going for you kido. You were sweet and kind when you really wanted to you were young,handsome and you so deserved to grow old and get married and have a son like you thats the way its suppose to be. Why did God need you more? because you are a special Angel and he has something for you to do and as far as I am concerened he could of let you grow old live a full life then take you thats the order its suppose to be sweety/I want you back so bad that life is sucky living without you do You know how much pain I am in? I should of been ahead of you waiting for you when you went to Heaven now I am going to have to wait and waiting is going to slowly its killing me sweety. I bet a incurable illness would have be painless. I dont know how I just go on without you some days are a blur most of it trying to be " Normal" what is normal well normal was when you were here and I had all my babies my whole family. This family is missing a very important part of the love that makes this family mine and is broken without you,

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
February 4, 2008

The sky is filled with AngelsWith puffy lacy wingsThe remnants of God's beautyWith treasures they now bring Each one of them a GuardianThat travels in the skyTo watch throughout eternityTheir parents from on high Smiles that come from AngelsThey fall like crystal rainEases earthly burdensLifting all life's pain Halos so astoundingThat glitter gold each dayFollowing their loved onesIn such a perfect way Wings in gentle breezesThat fall from up aboveKissing every parentWith everlasting love Angels soar through heavenWith everlasting lightLooking down from heavenSaying their "goodnights" Kissing all who loved themSo gently on the faceThis life's tender mercyEach parent can embrace Wings and shiny halosTravel from on highSurrounding all their loved onesThey never say good-bye.

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 19, 2008

Hey SweetyJust droped by before I get offline I have a headache again. It was cold when we came to see you but whats new right. Ill never get use to knowing your burried there ever its so hard to see but I feel I need to visit you there. I Miss you so terribly its not any easier than the day before actually just the opposite its hard as heck. I am going to get some more books to read and im going to try that place and see what happens. Please visit me in my dreams it would make a huge difference and keep those signs coming ok kido? MuahhhhhhhhhAll My Love to you Baby...Love MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
January 18, 2008

" GO PATRIOTS" Hi Kev,I know you Grampa and your great uncles have front row seats to the Pats game,we'll go all the way.....GO PATS

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
January 15, 2008

Hi Kev looking at this beautiful view of the snow outside my balcony I think of you and Grampa,for the both of you are in a beautiful place like the fresh falling snow so clean and white.How we miss the two of you but someday we'll all be togather,my love to you aways aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 13, 2008

Hye Sweety Missing you is an understatement and Loving you is something that I'll always do for ever...Kisses & Hugs baby...Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 11, 2008

Theres This Man...I now call him my Gurdian Angel in Heaven his name is Kevin who On Feb 16th 1983 came into this world a beautiful healthy very happy baby boy,I knew Like his sister before him he was going to be the light of my life.He grew up the Happiest little Moosie anyone knew then he became a teenager like all teenagers we had our fill with teen yrs he was a frustrated young man and I think because he felt he was misunderstood. Then One day out of no were he blossomed into a great Young Man who was loving life and loving his family & friends and he was working so hard to be the best man he could he only had that time for a short while when God needed him more. How can anyone need him more than ME I am his mother the one who went thru all the challenges good and bad but loved him unconditionally how can anyone need him more than me? Well God did and I didnt understand and I fully dont understand I will some day but I do know he took a youngman filled with so much love and caring for the people in his life So I do understand why Heaven needed a man like this for that reason. But God Please let me have him back some day so I can tell him how Much I love/loved him so and how Proud I am to say Kevin G. Kelly II is My boy, My Beauty of Light that will shine for enternity.I LOVE YOU MY SON WITH ALL MY HEART!Love MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
January 1, 2008

Its the new year Kev,wish you were here,love aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 1, 2008

Hey Sweety...New Year doesnt always mean good yr. Never will be a good New Yr for me ever. Maybe bearable thats all. All I wish for you is everlasting peace baby. For your Family Peace as well.Give us signs signs signs ok I miss you always and always will...Love You so Very Much...Peace Mom

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
December 25, 2007

MERRY CHRISTMAS KEVIN,Love and miss you aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 25, 2007

Hey SweetyI cant bring myself to be with all the family this yr its just to hard for me to bare still not seeing your sweet beautiful face in that room filled with your family there.Please send me a sign today i'll just be here cleaning the house today as I clean you will be on my mind the whole entire day.Please dont ask me to go on just yet you didnt loose a child and you will never know what that is like but I do know you will have the most Peaceful Christmas with you and your grandpas and Simba & Taz Just let them all know we will be thinking of you all down here. I Love You My Heavenly Angel so Much and Miss you without even having to think about it as such. Merry Christmas in Heaven To My Beautiful Baby Boy...♥♥♥Love MOM!♥♥♥

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 25, 2007

Merry Christmas In Heaven My Sweet Angel Peace always be with you...Love MOM

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 22, 2007

Hey SweetyMy Beautiful AngelI was wondering what you do in the day when we are here missing you, do you miss us? I know you do for sure cuz you show us in ways we know its you. I wonder what you will be doing for Christmas I hope you visit me as I am laying low for Christmas I'm just going to stay home read some well needed books while I think about you and wonder how you are doing. I Miss you so much and always so much more than the day before.Please send some signs I am sure in this Holy week coming up you are doing Gods work and I am sure you are doing it very well. Just know although some day I will feel a little more normal than now I will never feel truly the same again ever. I will use that day to reflect on the memories I have of you for the wonderful 23 yrs I did.I Love and Miss you like crazy Kido...Peace is yours now. Look forward to the day I see you again someday...LOVE HUGS KISSES and All My Love...Love MOM!

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debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
December 22, 2007

Merry Christmas In Heaven: Kev I know you miss us as we miss you.The holidays arn't the same any more, some day we'll all be togather and we'll be singing around the Christmas tree.My Love to you on this very special day aunt Deb....

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
December 17, 2007

Hi Moose,sending you some Christmas Love.Your always with us Kev heart and soul and I'm sure you know this....Red Sox won the world series then we have the Patriots plus your good ol Celtics Kev may-be the Bruines will go all the way also,would'nt that be nice.My love is with you dear nephew Aunt Deb....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 16, 2007

Hey Sweety The worst things about Holidays and Gatherings are you are not here in body However I know you are in Soul n Spirit. Just surely not the same without you at all now Christmas is coming up and I really think Id rather it could just pass by. I just been having some bad luck with that car as you could see 🙁 Well I just hope you keep staying with me to keep me safe maybe just maybe Ill have a string of some better luck soon. I Love and Miss you Kiddo so much you were suppose to be there last night with us it would of made it the best Anniversary ever. Visit me in my deams and I need some signs soon ok?...Muahhhhhhhhhhhhh Lots of Hugs and Kisses love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 7, 2007

I Miss my Son to no end,People think I should be further along in my grief than I am, not that they say that its just what I know they think.I think if I talk to someone who has lost a child of there own I trully feel they totally know what I feel. Not to say that everyone hasn't been great to me but they dont get it at all. Ive lost a Dad whom I love so much and miss and some relatives along the way as well, Lost a great loyal dog. I never want to know what its like to loose my beautiful sister or my wonderful mom or any of my brothers great friends at all. Or the best Husband anyone could ever have. But Please dont tell me a loss of a child I'll work on getting to somewhere I'll feel normal some day cuz then I will tell you I think you are all wrong cuz a loss this big Like My Beautiful Son would never compare. Id give up all and everything I have to have him back again for what are mere possesions when your heart is broke in a millon peices and you know the one thing that would heal it is to Have him back again. I know the only way I long for that to happen is when I met him in Heaven someday not soon enough for me. Love to my Baby Boy...Peace always you will have now Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 1, 2007

Hey Sweety Thanks for 2 dreams I had of you I really needed that But i'll take more without sounding greety, just I can't stop thinking about you and need to see you in my dreams as much as you want to be there. I dont think I am going to be in the whole christmas thing still this yr. I just want the holidays over with,perhaps " Maybe" someday Ill get back to them, but for now I just can't. I Miss you everyday like it was the first day it happened and still just as numb as then too. Keep up the signs I miss them I haven't had any in a lil bit let me know your still around kiddo PLEASE... Hugs Kisses Love for my Angel Kevin...Love MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
November 27, 2007

Hi Kev,the holidays are so hard for us,we miss you and Grampa so very much.Thanks for the sign on Thanksgiving Kev we were happy to know that you were with us.I have one wish that I need from you dear nephew please go to your Mom in her dreams,I know a dream from you would lift her spirits Kev please do me this for her,missing you always love aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 26, 2007

Hey Sweety I haven't written on here as much as I should although I write on your myspace every night I will write here more often to you and Grandpa. Life is so hard without you I know you see whats going on here and you watch over your family we feel you around us alot please keep that up.A Zillion Hugs N Kisses to you kiddo your my life and ive lost apart of that life when you left. Be the best Angel you can be I know you are doing good and sweet things in heaven. Love Ya Miss ya So Much MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 11, 2007

My Sweet Son 1 Yr TodayToday with family and friends gathered around each other, We will remember youwith tears, laughter, memories and a senseyou have touched everyone of us todayin different ways. We know that the world was a beautiful place because you were in it.We miss you dearly, Love you much,You are never and never will be far from OurHearts sweet kid... Nov 11-2006 Angels sweepyou from Earth and brought you to your Home.Love... Hugs...Kisses from everyone especiallyMom, Dad, Tiffany & Ryan. P.S. Continue to heal us and help us to goon and keep those signs you show us to let youknow your around with us always keep coming.

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
November 11, 2007

One Year Today Kevin: Its one year today when you left us,still does'nt seem real.We miss you more each day.I miss you coming to our family gatherings, visiting Jess.God has a beautiful soul in in his home and that is you dear Kevin,today we will celebrate your life and remember the kind and caring man that you were.Someday we will all be togather having our family gathering once again.My Love to you always Moose Aunt Deb....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
November 9, 2007

Hey SweetyAs we near 1 yr I look back on were time went I can only make 1 excuse for time going so fast for me and that is I have been in a numb state all this almost 1yr. Because to be honest it seems like yesterday, and to be really honest it seems more like a few months have gone by. I really feel like how in the world could I survive this 1yr and I can say that its been a numbing 1 yr only the days on the calendar change not how much time it really feels like to me. DO I still feel like I dont want to be here ? Yes a peice of me always will but I thank-god I have a wonderful family & friends and the best children you included in the world and the greatest husband your dad in the world, thats what helps me to go on plus I know you would want me to even when I dont feel like going on I guess I just do. It doesnt get easier it gets softer and 1y maybe along time for sum but for me softer will come some day just not now.I will try hard to make this Memorial more about your life and less about your death, I will try to save my tears to be shed when it is over and you can bet that will happen kiddo, for 1 yr or 10 yrs I WILL NEVER EVER stop Missing you and thinking about you EVER...Visit me in my dreams and some signs to I know you gave me a good 1 today Thanks baby...Kisses N Hugs to my Baby Boy...LOVE MOM

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 26, 2007

Hello Sweety Time is going by so fast that it doesnt even seem like this past year has been real,I am still wanting to wake from a horrible dream that will never end 🙁 EVER... God I Miss You like mad Crazy. Remeber here I only excist not really living this is the worst dream thats just a bad reality twist. Visit me in my dreams God only knows I need some and signs as well I'll take both Thanks. Love You with all My Heart..Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 20, 2007

Hey SweetyGood day for the Kelly's & Sutkus'sRyan was a little bummed but next time I know u will come to him more I think you were overwelmed with so many family asking for ya today. I promise after the holidays and this 1 yr I will try to enjoy life more be a little more happier BUT dont think I wont still hurt kiddo its not that easy to do you are my baby always will be. I am happy with the help your doing in heaven and I do know this I am and always was Proud of you I just wanted you to be the best you could be I guess thats what good parents do even when they butt heads isnt always just to get mad its shows caring as well. You keep giving us those signs I know you are the master of what you do up there without a doubt... I So Love & Miss you baby...Love always & forever and Hugs n Kisses too...Love MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
October 11, 2007

11 months today,I still can't believe it Kev.How our live's changed forever. This young man who cared so much for family and friends has been taken from us at such a young age,how we wish you were here dear nephew,theres not a day that goes by were always thinking about you,All My Love Aunt Deb....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 11, 2007

Hey SweetyToday my heart is heavy for alot of reasons, This is 11 months today on the 11th day so theres my 11-11- then next month will be the real 11-11 and that will be 1 Yr. God this is killing me baby I miss you so much and everyday I dont hear you or talk to you face to face is killing me. I have a headache my tummy is feeling sick so tell me how am i going to get thru next month? The hard thing is knowing this time last yr you were here and Id never believe in a million yrs Id loose my baby the following month :~{ Please stay by my side when your not busy I need you there to help me get thru this Kevin just come to me in my dreams tell me you are ok and maybe just maybe I can bare life a little more. Keep the signs coming to I love them. Come thru strong Saturday for Ryan & Tiffany ok they need something special for them. Muahhhhhhhh Love Hugs & Kisses ....Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
October 2, 2007

Hey Kevin Its fall well it feels like it but not actually fall yet and what use to be a season I loved so much is only a season of knowing you were taken away so its hard to get excited about it anymore heck its hard to get excitied about anything anymore but I dont know maybe someday long from now I am sure things will feel a little normal but I dont ever see that all I can do is make the best of it and even thou I am not trying hard enuff right now Kevin Please let me heal on my own cuz I cant see a time on this when I feel better so I have to do it slowly. Just know the most full filling part of my day is when I watch Kaela and I know without a doubt you brought her into my life. I think about u day and nite and I wish you would walk thru the door at any moment and that moment doenst happen. Please visit me in my dreams kiddo I need a dream of you so badly, the signs you give are great dont ever stop them from coming ok...Hugs & kisses My sweet young man...Love MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
September 27, 2007

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 26, 2007

Hey SweetyI am missing you like crazy and its doesnt seem like thats ever gonna stop here on my part ever. I think I miss you more and more everyday. How do I go thru life never hearing your voice or seeing that handsome face or even enjoy you bugging me? what I wouldnt do to have that happen. Soon will be 1 yr Oh my word 1 yr just cant be Kevin just cant be. I am lost without the words to say how I feel I feel lost inside myself if I had to say what I feel. I just dont feel much like anything anymore this is the worst of all worst I think in the world.Please visit me in my dreams and keep those signs coming is all I can ask for seems thats all the choice I have, for if it were to be to have you back you would of never left wish it were that plain n simple. Love You so much and Miss you like the world doesnt even excist....Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 20, 2007

Hey SweetyI have been down down down and I am feeling angry now not at you but that you are gone, The ones left behind are in hell and thats what it feels like to me, I dont think real hell could be as bad as feeling this. I try even thou it doesnt seem like it to go on life without you and its just to hard to say the least. I thank-You for that dragon fly the other day I know you are near thats not a doubt in my mind,I guess just not anything like having you really here at all. Please watch over your family n friends they miss you alot as do we...Love N Kisses to my baby boy forever...Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 14, 2007

Hey SweetyWell its been 10 months and 3 days now and its not any easier at all in fact harder if thats possible I think its becuase the shock is at first but reality sets in more and more and boy I hate this reality kiddo. I just am glad you are near in spirit cuz i dont know what id do if nothing came in ways of the signs you give. Keep them up please and a visit me in my dreams to i need to see you badly. I Love you my sweet baby Forever till we see each other again...Love Kisses n Hugs...MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
September 7, 2007

Hey SweetyI wish you were here so badly Im sure u wish you were to. God I Miss you more than the day before each day I miss ya so much more, so hard to live life without you no matter how much everyone can I just cant, and I know life has to go on and people will go on with life without you but doesnt mean I am doing well on that at all. Maybe to me its still not much time that has past, as it is everyday feels like it just happened the day before. All I can do is ask you to stay close keep those signs coming and visit me in my dreams Please baby. I know you know what I am going thru its so hard to be the ones left to live this pain. Miss Ya Like crazy u know that and Love ya so Much...Love Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
September 5, 2007

Why must I grieve silently,When my heart is so loudly screamingThe emptiness I feel is consuming me,Oh God, how I wish I were dreaming. The silence around me is deafeningfor nobody knows what to say to comfort this agony I'm feeling Since my nephew went away. Each day the sun continues to riseand the earth is still turning though my world has come to a screeching haltno one can ease my yearning.For a part of me has vanished and a part of my heart has died and no one can hear my heartache or feel the turmoil I carry inside.And I'll go on grieving silentlyand exist on a different plane and I'll keep my love for him deep in my heartuntil we see each other again.

Posted by:
marciamulcahy

Posted on:
September 2, 2007

HEY KEV JUST WANT TO STOP BY AND TELL YOU I MISS YOU SO MUCH DAYS ARE GOING BY TO FAST IT IS NOW NINE MONTHS WERE IS THE TIME GOING WELL I HOPE IT GOES BY FAST SO I CAN COME AND SEE YOU AGAIN I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH COME SEE ME IN MY DREAMS OK LOVE YOU DAD

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 31, 2007

Hey SweetyTime goes by I see the dates change but its always the day I lost my baby no matter how much time goes by. Damn I miss the heck out of you kiddo sometimes I can't even describe how I feel nothing I write or say even come out the way I am missing you. Need Some signs ok? A great dream also, wouldnt be the same as having you here but I'll take it if it means seeing you. All My love baby....Love MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
August 30, 2007

From God To Mom And Dad"I'll lend you for a little time a child of mine," He said."For you to love the while he lives and mourn when he is dead,"It may be six or seven years, or twenty-two or three,"But will you, till I call him back, take care of him for me?"He'll bring his charms to gladden you, but should his stay be brief,"You'll have his lovely memories, as solace for your grief,"I cannot promise he will stay, since all from earth return,"But there are lessons taught down there I want this child to learn. "I've looked the wide world over in my search for teachers true,"And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes I have selected you."Now will you give him all your love, nor think the labor vain,"Nor hate me when I come to call to take him back again? I fancied that I heard them say: "Dear Lord, Thy will be done!"For all the joy Thy child shall bring, the risk of grief we'll run.We'll shelter him with tenderness; we'll love him while we may,And for happiness we've known forever grateful stay."But should the angels call for him much sooner than we'd planned,"We'll brave the bitter grief that comes and try to understand."

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 25, 2007

Hey SweetyI am writting you now cuz I wont be able to later.Just wanted to say I am Missing you alot and I am so glad about the situation about your truck, Make sure when Ryan gets it on the road you keep him very safe I know you will watch over him no doubt about it, As you watch over all of us like you do. Maybe tonight you can give us some signs ok? And maybe visit me in my dreams. I Love You kiddo also if you can visit Dad tonight to ok...Muahhhhhhh Love Ya Baby...Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 22, 2007

Missing You.... You got in that car thinking nothing at all, But what happened shocked us all. The car crashed, and now you are gone. You left us 9 months ago, These months have been so long. When we found out, it was a shock We all miss you, especially me. I have got a hole in my heart that no one can see The hole made by you when you left me, 9 months ago. I will never forget those times we had The smiles, the tears, the giggles, the laughs, All these are now treasured in my past. I miss you, and always will Please never forget me Although you cannot hear me now, We miss you loads. You will always be remembered, Love you and always will. I Love you My Sweet Baby Boy....Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 17, 2007

Hey SweetyBeen trying all nite to put in a new slide show and either u are messing with me still LOL or this computer needs to be blown up LOL...Well just wanted to say I Miss you alot and Love Ya More. Dad & I will be up tom for sure. Want to put some new stuff up at the cross to I hope to get that done before the end of the weekend for sure. Signs are still coming and we love them for sure, Keep Close to us I need to know you are there just wish I could feel you there Id hug ya big time. I Love you kiddo always and forever and I Will Miss you always always always,,,Love & Kisses...Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 13, 2007

Hey Sweety Well I am really beat today Kayla keeps me busy for sure. Thanks for sending her to me I know you had a hand in that for sure. Well as Usual I am Missing you Like crazy and still just not believing you are not with us anymore :-[ Please visit me in my dreams I'll ask as much as I can and some signs soon k? I think I am going to try to get up tom to visit you with Kayla that should be fun. Well My sweety pie I Love and Miss you I am heading to bed soon as I am beat, but not before I had to write ya Id be sad if I didnt. Muahhhhhhh Kisses n Hugs to the Young Man I am Missing so much...LOVE MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 9, 2007

Hey SweetyWhen I think about you I think why, how and mostly I dont wanna believe your gone. Wishing you back would be the only thing in my life Id want not a million dollars not a big huge house not all the riches in the entire world Id just wish you back here with your family who loves and misses you like crazy. Please visit me in my dreams I'll keep asking cuz I need to have a dream of you and your signs I might get a little busy in the day and the days go by so darn fast but you are on my mind all the time just wish you were here instead. I Miss you Kevin so Much and Love you so so Much...Kisses N Hugs to my sweety....Love MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
August 6, 2007

Hi Kev thanks for the sign last Sat night at the Resort,your Mom and I were happy that you were with us in New Jersey,Grampa to with the butterflies.We miss you Kev and were so glad you give us signs that you are around us all.Love you Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 5, 2007

Hey SweetyI am back from Jersey as you know I want to say Thanks for being with me this weekend without a doubt I know you were and with Dad too. I felt quilty to have a good time but I know you were there to make sure I had a great time. BUT doesnt mean I dont miss the heck out of you kiddo, Cuz I do man do I. I got all those great signs and made me feel good to know you were with me even on that horse trail. I still want to wish you back here with us thou I am so lost without you ,my life has forever changed now that your not here, and its an empty feeling I'll tell you. Visit me in my dreams I know you can try hard I need to see you kid as thats all I have are dreams and memories and pics and they can never be what I want....I Want YOU..... I am going to bed I will be back tom to write ya and send ya a lil something specail kiddo....Love ya with all my heart n soul,,,LOVE MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
August 1, 2007

~~~~Forever 23~~~~He was only twenty three,When the Lord called him home;Forever to live in memory ..Yet, never more to roam.It's like the clock stopped ticking.Time was standing still.He'll be forever twenty two,No life left to fulfill.I have some special memoriesOf when he was ten and twenty.But memories of growing old,I guess I'll never have any.My heart cries loud, inside.It says that I miss you.Yes, I know You'll always beForever twenty three.Copyright by Claytia Doran

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 25, 2007

Hey Sweety Just stoping by to send my love, with all my heart that is. Still Missing You like so crazy, I hope you know that? I am sure you do. Keep the signs coming ok sweety they help make you feel closer by although I feel you around , I just wish I could hug you and feel my arms around ya, and tell you I have always loved you even when we had our differences thats for sure. I need a good Kevin dream were you visit me and hug me and dont let me go, so see what ya can do ok sweety. Muahhhhhh Kisses & Hugs xoxoxox . Hope you have a sweet dream of us as well...LOVE YA BABY,,,MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 22, 2007

Hey SweetyWas nice to get Tiff n Ryan up there to visit ya as well as Me & Dad We Miss you like crazy not a day goes by I dont think about u kid. I Just hope you continue to stay close by we feel your prescence alot and all the great signs you give are getting better as each one comes 🙂 You are and always will be my Baby and I dont care if you were not a little boy you always are in my heart. Love and Kisses to a Great Son who will be missed daily. Muahhhhhhhh Love Ya MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 18, 2007

Hey SweetyI have to tell ya something I hope you are listening closely..."I MISS YOU SO DAMN MUCH PLEASE PLEASE COME HOME I WANT YOU HERE I CANT TAKE THIS"I am lossing my mind not having you here, Why are you gone Why? Cant i just wish you back kid its not getting easier at all not at all. But what can I do nothing that what hurts the most I cant do a Thing. So Kevin I will think about you everyday and keep all the memories in my heart and be there for Tiff Ryan & Dad other wise you know id be with you.Please visit me in my dreams and I will take all the signs you give us all of them. Till we are together again I will Miss you and Love you so very much. I love You my Sweet baby boy...LOVE MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 14, 2007

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 11, 2007

Hey SweetyIt's been 8 months already why does it seem like just yesterday you were here with us and then left 🙁 God I Miss You so Much its getting harder kid so hard not a "Easier" in my vocabulary at all. All I keep asking for Kevin more and more is you back with us Damn Life is so hard without you and I wish like everyone else I could just go On but I am having such a hard time both Me and your Dad. Huge Sigh followed by I Miss You and Love You so Much, You are forever in my heart and thoughts always and memories I will have to lean on now to help me get from day to day. You Know what I wish for and hope some day I will have that wish.I Love You My Sweet Son...LOVE Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
July 10, 2007

Our Angel Kevin..An angel walks beside me,I feel him everyday,he helps me through lives ups and downs,and whatever comes my way.He guides me down the road of life,and lights the darkest roads,he picks me up and carries me,when I can not bear the load.He helps to ease the pain I feel,he mends my spirit, too,he holds my hand, and shelters me,and gives me courage and strength, too.He speaks to me with words of love,and he listens to my pleas,he was sent here from the lord above,to guide and comfort me.I know he's always watching,though his form I can not see,its a peace I feel deep in my heart,that leads me to believe.An angel walks beside me,I feel blessed everyday,that the presence of this angel,will never go away.

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 9, 2007

Hey SweetyI am Missing you like crazy you are all I think about Kevin and like one of your friends said we want you home we want you back were you belong, I am so sick not having you here with your family it gets tuffer everyday more and more so if anyone thinks this gets easier well its just not that for me at all. In a couple of days it will be 8 months it just doesnt seem real it feels like yesterday and always will to me 🙁 I need to find a nice high mountain to climb and just scream cuz thats what I feel like inside just wanting to scream for you back.Please continue to give me all those great signs you give there so heartfelt and feel awesome truly they do. Please visit me in my dreams to I need a great dream about you now.Loving You and missing you every day....Love You so Much kiddo...MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 5, 2007

<b>I Stare at your picture and why do I find it hard to believe that you are gone? I still hope and wish you will walk thru that door and I know theres no way that can happen and I so wish there was a way you could :-(Between Dad and I we are so down lately Your Dad is in a bad place right now with loosing you as I and your family but I have never seen Dad so down, Kevin He loves your signs and knows you are watching over him and feels your spirit always But he just like me wants to see you and hold you so damn much its just taking a toll harder than we thought or could have imagined. Your our baby and always will be no matter what, just like Ryan and Tiff will be to. So as I know you are close by your Family stay close to dad I am worried about him as seeing him and Ryan and Tiff hurts so much. As Far as who ever made that word easier up has no clue how so not true that is.Visit me in my dreams and the signs you give us as thats all besides having you in our hearts we have...Love You Kiddo...Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
July 3, 2007

Hey SweetyI cant say Happy 4th of July there will be nothing Happy about it as far as I am concerned but I will say I Hope in Heaven You Have a good celebration with Britt,Ashley,Adam and Grandpa. Id rather you be here, then mine would be the best but just know on the holidays I think of you even more and Miss you alot.Visit me in my dreams and give me a great 4th sign that will make it at least a little better ok kiddo...Love Hugs and Miss ya...Muahhhhhhhhhhh MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 30, 2007

Hey My SweetyMissing you like crazy and I bet you are thinking come on Mom move on You will see me some day,but I cant move on without ya Kevin just cant your on my mind all the time morning, noon & nite and I probably always will kiddo so dont even ask me not to. You see its suppose to get easier not harder everyday that goes by is harder Kev I want you home so bad You are the chain link missing in our chain I hate that your gone Hate it so bad.I wish there were something I could do to get you back I would do it in a heart beat. Sorry to sound down its just hard living life as if life just goes on living. I Miss you kiddo and Please visit me in my dreams and keep those signs coming I so love knowing there coming from You.....Love Ya & Miss ya alot...Love MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
June 29, 2007

Hi Kev,Missing you as always.I wish you and Grampa were going to be with us on the 4th.(I know you both will be in spirit)Love ya Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 27, 2007

<b>Hey SweetyI Miss You Everyday more and more. No Matter how it looks like I am going on I am not I just go thru each day as a mere shadow just getting thru that day but inside I cry everyday missing you makes life hard. I wish I could just go on like some people can but maybe they dont know what it is like to loose a child so its easier for them. Oh Well I dont think I'll ever be were I want to be in life for me My life has been altered and it will never be anything but a day of excistence, but I will go on till the day I see you again which for me can never be to soon...Miss You and Thanks for the sign again tonight you are awsome at giving some great ones but then I think you are great kiddo...Heading to be soon so wanted to say Goodnite and I Love and Miss You Forever!!! Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 24, 2007

Hey SweetyGod everytime I look at you on here I wish I could reach out to you and hug you like mad crazy.I hope the weather stays nice for at least a few days so they will put your picture in your plaque,its missing your beautiful face on it. I wish I could be with you so much Kevin its hard not having you here were you belong,,,with Us! Is anything around here ever going to get better with us Kevin? cuz it sure doesnt feel like it thats for sure. Stay with us and keep us with the signs you keep giving us give as many as you can cuz there the only thing makes me feel like you are still here somewhat.I Love and Miss you so very much and always will...Come into my dreams also I need to see you in my dreasm...Love Ya Mauhhhhhhh MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 22, 2007

Kevin When I think of You I want to be happy and remember all the good times and good memories of you alive,but I just think of you and I am sad all the time I dont feel like I can ever be happy anymore without you because you are the link to this family chain and its broken so how can ya be happy about something thats broken and you cant even fix? Please just help me to get thru the days let me know you are near and maybe just maybe life can be a little more bareable for me. Things are just so falling apart I just dont know what to do any more quide us the way we need to go help us in the matter we are working on its all we got of you left Kevin dont let us loose it...I Love You and Miss You every day and second and will till I see you again.Muahhhhhhhhhh Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 19, 2007

<b>Hey SweetyI am so glad I finally met Brittanys Mom at Compassionate Friends Group tonight she is a Nice person and forgiving and understanding as well. You See Britt tell her she has a great mother.I also wanted to say those ballons we released tonight for all our children was great they all went seperate then all came together and flew away in a sequence all together one by one it was awesome. I hope you got Your ballon in heaven tonight. I am heading to bed little Kayla is doing a number on me keeping me on my toes LoL. Anyways I am thinking about you as I always do...Love N Miss ya Kido...Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 18, 2007

@-<-<--MY CHILD @-<-<--On the day God took you I thought that I would dieI wondered where the time went?I asked alot of whys??With people all around meI felt alone insideFrom all their words of comfort,I couldn't seem to hide, I thought I might be dreamingThat I'd wake and find you here,I thought "This can't be happening."As I wiped another tear.On the day that you were laid to restMy heart broke yet again,I wondered if the pain would end,But mostly, I wondered when??It's hard to be without you,At times the days seem long,Sometimes I just sit crying,When there's really nothing wrong.I wish we'd had more time,Before your life was done.I hope your resting peacefully,My precious one Author: Unknown!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 17, 2007

Hey SweetyI cant believe your plague will be going in, in a few days looks so final everything is looking so final more and more and I so hate it. I bet your dad was really missing you today on fathers day :-/ I know you would of been the first to say Happy Fathers Day that I know. You are getting so good with the signs you give us now I love getting them and it seems others in the family are getting them as well 🙂 Now we have to go to Ashley's 1 yr Anniversary and thats going to be so hard for Ozzie, But he will have a full dressed indian in costume to do a Burial Prayer which should be nice. I thank-god that You and Ashley had Your Dad and I meet Ozzie hes been a great friend and he deserve to be Happy. We will see ya on thursday for the Anniversary ok? I Love and Miss You so much Kevin no day will ever go by I wont think about you not ever. Visit me in my Dreams ok? and Keep up the signs we so love them your Spirit is so Strong that I know.MuahhhhhhhLove Mom! Goodnite My Sweet Son!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 15, 2007

A Son is now at restFor a safer place he remainsA world of goodness and beautyA world without worry or pain.Nor fear will he encounterFor a better place he'll beA place where the sick are healedAnd the blinded eyes can see.Our world has forever changedOur lives are not the sameBut close within our heartsHis precious face remains.We give to him our tearsAnd our prayers we send aboveWe cherish all the memoriesFilled with happiness and love.He'll have someone to depend onA helping hand is there to lendFor the Father shall be watchingAnd in heaven, he'll have a friend Author Unknown: WE LOVE AND MISS YOU OUR DEAR SON SOMEDAY WE WILL SEE YOU AGAIN.LOVE MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 13, 2007

Hey Sweety I am just thinking of you as I so often do,I Miss you so much that my heart cant take this pain. Maybe I am just never ment to get over this pain as I have felt pain in my life but never this pain the loss of such a beautiful part of my family. I dont know how others deal with lossing a child I only know I am never going to be the same again. I am tired every day and wonder why I am so tired and cant get things done without feeling exhausted and I know it has to be that you being gone has drained me of my life and I am here for what reason I dont know but wish I could be with you more and more ach day. Keep up those great sign you give as I know the knowledge you are learning more every day to keep them coming so we know you are always there. I Thank- God for at least that. I Love and Miss you So Much My Beautiful Boy. Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 13, 2007

TO SOME I MAY BE NOTHING MORE THAN A DISTANT MEMORY. MY LIFE ON EARTH IS OVER NOW,BUT DO U REMEMBER ME? I KNOW I WASN'T HERE THAT LONG ,BUT GOD'S WORK FOR ME WAS THROUGH. PLEASE DON'T TRY TO STOP THE THOUGHTS OF ME BECAUSE I NEVER WILL OF YOU. SOME MAY HEAR OR SPEAK MY NAME AND VANISH THE THOUGHT OF ME, WHY IS IT NOW THAT I AM GONE NO ONE STOPS TO SEE. I'M CLOSER TO YOU NOW THAN I EVER WAS BEFORE, I LOVE YOU ALL JUST THE SAME AND WILL FOREVERMORE. SO,PLEASE DON'T LET MY MEMORIES SLOWLY FADE AWAY... FOR I'M STILL INSIDE YOUR HEART YOU SEE,WHERE I WILL ALWAYS STAY. DON'T THINK OF ME AS GONE FOREVER BECAUSE SOMEDAY WE'LL MEET AGAIN. KEEP ME CLOSE INSIDE YOUR HEART UNTIL GOD TELLS YOU WHEN. YOU MAY BE THERE FOR MANY YEARS NO ONE EVER KNOWS, SO LET MY MEMORY STAY ALIVE AS THE LOVE INSIDE YOU GROWS. SOME OF YOU MAY WONDER WHY GOD CALLED FOR ME SOONER THAN YOU'D PLANNED. BUT PLEASE DON'T BE MAD AT HIM,FOR I'M IN THE MASTER'S HANDS. PLEASE REMEMBER ME WITH LOVE AND WITH EACH TEAR THAT YOU CRY, REMEMBER I'M BESIDE YOU STILL, ALTHOUGH I SAID GOOD-BYE. "WRITTEN BY DAWN ELMORE"

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
June 11, 2007

Hi Moose,its been 7 months that you were taken away from us,seems like yesterday when you and Ryan were spending time with Jess at our house.I see you going to visit Nana all the time,and she so loved that you always stoped by,you were a sweet man and so missed everyday.Its still so hard,so hard to let go.My Love to you dear nephew Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 10, 2007

Heaven's gate swung gently open,The Master called softly, "Come,"And you, dear one, took the Master's hand,And your work on earth was done.We'll never cease to miss you,And shed many silent tears,Because we cannot share with youOur hopes, our joys, our fears.But one day, in God's garden,When the Master calls us to come.You'll be at the gates with open armsAnd say to us, "Welcome Home.Author: UNKNOWN!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
June 5, 2007

Hey Sweety I just thought id stop by and tell you I Miss you so Very much and days get harder for me here I know this job with Kayla is my way to keep myself busy and feel like i am helping someone and I know I am but Missing you is so hard I want to see you and hear you and its just so lonely here withou you and Simba so bad. I dont know if you been really busy but I havent had any signs in a little while and I miss having them,so please give me some soon ok kido? And Please visit soon ok in my dreams I need to know you are close its kiiling me you not here. I just wish I could have you back that's all I want so badly.So Please give us some signs ok and dream visits as well. Just remember I will Always Love and Think about you every day for the rest of my life...Love Ya Hugs n Kisses Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 31, 2007

Hey Sweety Was just Thinking about ya as always,,,God I cant bare this you not being here, I wish I could ask God to give you back to me and he would but if it were that easy I guess we all would do that when someone we love passes away huh. I am finding it as time passes it harder and harder not having you here. I feel like its today its tomorrow but I still think a day hasnt gone by at all really to me. I hate just being here in this world without really being here at all I am numb and feel like life isn't life anymore its just an excistance and ever day is the same as the day before only another day older, Only thing good about getting older now is one more day closer I'll have before I see you again. And although I would never do anything crazy I just wish for life to go by fast now just so it is a day closer to seeing you. I am going to visit ya tom I was today but I had alot of runninbg around to do for this job. You know the one I know you helped me get. So what do ya think of Kayla? She is such a sweet kid to take care of its hard she cant talk but she is so sweet and always smilling she makes my day a little brighter and thats how I know you help me to get that job.I havent had any signs lately Kevin Please Please give me some soon and a Nice visit in my dreams as well ok?...Love Ya lot and Miss you so very much...Love Mom! Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 29, 2007

Hey Sweety Started my first day of work today I know you were there routing me on and I so know I got this job because you wanted me to get it...The little girl I take care of is such a sweety and a love bug,She is going to keep my life busy thou,I just wish I had my real sweety"YOU" here with us, I so miss you everyday Kevin not a day never mind not a minute goes by I am not ever thinking of you. I wish you would come visit me in my dreams I didnt like the one I had a few nights ago about you thou 🙁 I just miss the hell out of you so much Kevin.I Need some more signs soon to if you can work on that as well?. Hugs n Kisses to the sweetest kido ever...Love Ya MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
May 28, 2007

Hi Kev,wish you were here to celebrate Memorial Day with your family.Hope you and Grampa are having a big cookout with family and friends.Missing you love aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 25, 2007

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 23, 2007

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 20, 2007

Hey Kiddo Thinking about ya as i do so very often,I am missing you still so very much we came to visit ya today it was pouring and after we were getting ready to leave all soaked lol the sun came out and it was nice. We told ya we will come see ya in any weather and we will.You must be keeping yourself really busy cuz we havent had any signs in a little bit,Dont forget us we need to know you are close by.I need to get some more books to read I havent read in weeks.Life is so difficult enough but you not with us makes it unbareable. We Miss you something feirce I hope you know that not to mention Love ya just as much. Please visit us Kevin we need that. Things have been really tough and we can keep it somewhat together more when we know your close by ok? We are trying to work on your plague I know its slow but we will get it in soon I promise.If I get this job we should be ok. Come see me in my dreams to ok...Love and Miss you hugs n kisses...Love Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
May 15, 2007

Hi Moose(you'll aways be moose to me)I just wrote to Grampa Kev I know your both with us and Simba just joined you in Heaven, and your having a great time with him,I know Simba is running around with Millie and Chontal and all our family pets.We miss you Moose and were always thinking of you Love Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 15, 2007

Hey Sweety Went to A Compassionate Friends Meeting tonight it was a really good nite I am so glad everyone there are getting signs from there children just like we are getting from you,I know you all watch over us when we are there and I am sure you love when we talk about you and how we will never forget our children,I am not glad to be in this group of people in the way that we are but I do Thank-God for them they surely know what we are going trhu for sure.I Love and Miss you so Much Kevin and Simba to Keep him running thru the fields and have fun with him we miss you both Love Ya Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 13, 2007

Hey Sweety God its Moms day today and only thing I can think of I want today is you here with me and the lousy thing is your not but I know you are in spirit and I hope you give me a sign today to let me know you are with me today and let me know that you met Simba yesterday and he is keeping you company till we see you again. My Mothers Day is only 2 of 3 times complete.I Love and Miss you so much Kid so very much and I will think about you all day today when I remeber having all 3 of my babies that makes me feel proud to be You, Tiffany & Ryans Mom Hugs n Kisses baby Muahhhhhhhhhhhh MOM! Tell Simba we miss him to and visit us and Angel shes lost without him.

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 11, 2007

Today has been 6 months if you ask me it seems like days ago,Time has been going by so fast I dont even know what day it is anymore.How can it be 6 months have gone by when I feel like time has stood still for me,I see everyone going on with there lives as they should but I just cant I am stuck here at this place I dont even like, its so hard for me Kevin to be upbeat and optimistic I just feel like I am here and thats it just here. It can be 6months ten yrs and I will think of you every day for me time has stood still and I dont feel it just goes on without you thats just how I feel. here it is 6 months and Mothers Day is coming up and all I could want on that day is to have my Son back with me and that cant happen 🙁 Better days to come I dont know maybe maybe not guess I'll just go with the days as they havent changed since the day you left us. I Love You and Miss you so much Kevin I long for the day I will see you again...Love Mom...Keep visiting me I so need it. Muahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 9, 2007

Hey Sweety This warm weather has me thinking about you a lot you should be here enjoying it and out having fun with your truck. To me having this weather makes me feel bad to enjoy it, I know Kev I have to go on and I am barely and cant help feeling like this but I have my heart ripped out and its like a small piece left that's making me live, live for your Dad and Sis and Brother. If I didn't have them I know Id be with you now. I know that its hasn't been long and its all fresh but I fell in my heart never will life be the same for me again. I just want you back so bad and this isn't like a wrong I can undo at all. Boy Missing you so much Here it is May and It will be Memorial day soon and everyone going over Grandmas for a cookout I really don't even want to go if you cant be there. God this hurts so bad Kido so darn bad. I would love just to have a nice conversation with ya right now and yes even if you talked my ear off Id love that. I remember you would talk so much and I never thought id miss it But darn do I. Continue your signs cuz I love them all there all so weird but seem to come just after I seem to ask for them thou. I just wish I knew now instead of when I die why you were taking from us although I do know God does have plans and your doing his work,and I bet your doing it so great to.I will always Love You Kevin and will never ever stop thinking about my Son my Baby Boy.Hugs n Kisses to my Son...Love Ya MOM

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 7, 2007

Hey SweetyJust wanted to say I miss ya alot alot alot not a day goes b I dont thik about you, Please dont ever think I wont either this is so hard it gets harder and harder not even a bit easier at all. Keep giiving me your signs there the only things I have I know you hear us thinking and talking about you so let me know you know ok kido? Love ya lots your my baby always always...Love Ya MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 5, 2007

Hey Sweety Just wanted to Say I am Missing You a lot lately more and more not like I can think your in some other country or state ya know...I thought the cell phone sign was as great of a sign as any sign could be at all.You are learning so quickly how to maneuver signs so well my Kiddo.Now if I could get a apirtion of you then Id know you were def ok in Heaven.I also liked the dream I had of you even thou you were only like 2 or 3 yrs old but I'll take that I did wake up very Happy so that dream helped a lot Thanks.I hope all my memories of you flood thru my dreams all the time...Young or Older I'll take any of them as long as they are of you.I believe because you were always the happiest when you were little always Happy go Lucky Kev.Daddys Buddy Aunt Debbie's Moose and Moms sweet Baby Boy.What do you think about the job working with that little girl? You think id be a good PC person for her? Well we will see what happens it was meant to be it will happen right?I do need to get out of this house before I go completely insane thou. Well I am sorry I paused for a little while we just got a great fireworks display from Holy Cross it was really nice better than the 4th of July ones I wish we could see them like that from the view we just had, anyway's I just wanted to show ya sum love and let ya know how much I miss ya like crazy,but I am sure you know already right?...Love Hugs N Kisses Kido...More signs and dreams I'll take ok.Love Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
May 3, 2007

GO RED SOX: Enjoy the games with Grampa Moose,Love ya Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
May 2, 2007

Hey Sweety Dad went to get 2nd part of his tat done but was in lotsa pain OUCH...but he has 1 more round to go and he will be done. That tattoo is a symbol of his love for you and pain means nothing to him getting it at all he just wants it for you. The other nite I was turned towards your dads back and looking at it right there seeing you I so Miss You unbelievably I want you home with us so bad and I know this just could never happen thats what hurts so much knowing we cant see you in the physical body sense or having a conversation with you that doesn't involve looking at pictures or stars in the sky or just talking to mid air. I know you hear us I do believe that kiddo but its not the same so not the same, I just listen to the song made for u and Britt and only thing I have for your voice is on that cd I am so glad atleast I have that. I will Miss You always always always I don't think I'll ever get over this my sweet kiddo. All I ask is you keep close to your family n friends Stay real close to Tiff n Ryan n Dad.Please give me some signs ok? also visit me in my dreams I need a good dream of you soon...Miss Ya Baby and Love ya so much. ALways my sweet baby boy. Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 28, 2007

The Only thing is..Jesus has you with him for real I am so jealous of him now,,,I Love You So Much Kev I Miss Ya so Much and I have been so down lately I need you to help lift me back out of this drak place im in,I just dont want to be around anyone right now and its not them its just me so help me kiddo I know you can give me some signs visit me in my dreams do what ever you have to ok sweety? I so need you right now I need to know your close by....Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Kisses n Hugs to my Baby Boy...Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 27, 2007

Hey Sweety I have been so down lately so much crap I cant handle I am glad you dont have to go thru the shit life dishes out anymore that is If i couldnt have ya back Better you be at peace like you deserve..BUT at the same time I wish you were here I miss seeing you damn I miss fighting with ya and just having a good talk with ya now n then to,Keep your Family close to you ok kiddo? Visit us and give us more signs I mean so many I want so many you can give us...Well I am gonna go watch the game with your Dad...I Miss you so much its so hard not having you here just so damn hard....Wel all Miss you like crazy. I So Love you Baby so much and Miss ya just as much....Love Ya MOM! @-<-<-<-- Heres a rose for ya.

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
April 27, 2007

Hi Kev,it is still so hard to know that you are not with us,it seems like yesterday you were playing with Jess at my house.Your in a better place with Grampa I know,but you both are so missed by all of us Kev,someday we'll be all togather like we were in the past,and we'll have our cookouts and play horseshoes and just love one another.So missing you Moose Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 26, 2007

Hey Sweety Don\'t even have to begin to tell you how much I Miss you do I? Man days get harder for me not easier at all, So many young people dying and I don't know why? if its true only the good die young then God has gotten a great young man kiddo. I try to make sense of all this and I guess ill never know the reason till we see each other again all I do know is it hurts so bad I don't think easier days are even around at all alot of people just go on with their life and its lousy thats what happens but I am stuck here in this place I feel i\'ll be forever I cant seem to go foward at all its just way to hard I know I should try harder but I cant baby I just cant! How can a mother not think of her baby day in and day out, I need to get away from this house a little more everything here reminds me of you I dont want to ever not think about you maybe something will happen soon maybe I could find a job we so need to get your plaque put in but we are always hit with set backs but thats just the Kelly way I guess. Well sweety I will write ya again soon Remember your always in my thoughts and in my heart forever...Love N Miss you Baby...Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 22, 2007

Hey Kiddo Today and yesterday was so warm when we came to visit which is good cuz I will be visitng you alot I have alot of talking to do with you,I will talk your ear off up there.Only thing is on our way to visit you I told Your Dad that nothing feels the same in my life anymore without you,I have to be there for Tiff and Ryan and I will but I am so lost without you sweety so damn lost.Please continue to give me your signs ok? I just cant get enuff of them thats for sure. Please visit me in my dream Kevin I miss seeing you and a good visit in my dreams would mke me feel a little better well sweety I Love You and Miss you so much I cant write it enuff or say it that for sure...Muahhhhhhhhhh My Sweety Boy...Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 21, 2007

Wanted to let you know how much I miss you and Love you even thou I know you know. I know I have to be a little happier in my life,maybe that will happen someday but right now Kevin I cant make that promise ok? I miss you like crazy and that hurts so badly you are gone,but I do remember all the good things to the good memories about you to I will try harder to be a little happier. I need this time to miss you I cant dismiss the feelings I have for you not missing you, and going on with my life just yet ok? Give me time this is something no mother wants to feel the loss of her child, but let me grieve till I need to I cant just stop right now.,Ill try but give me time ok Kiddo,I Love and Miss you so so much Please continue to give me those signs you give me I love them so much just like I love you.Miss ya Baby see ya tom we are going to visit ya again. Love Ya MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 16, 2007

Hey SweetyJust wanted to stop by and tell you I am thinking about you always, Had a hectic weekend but got thru it with just the flu lol...But that wont stop me from coming on here to tell ya I miss Ya so much and Love ya lots for sure.Because even thou I always knew you herd me I def know you do now. Friday was a great nite for me and getting your message to me was the best nite and Birthday gift I could of ever gotten from you Thank-You so much sweety.Its nice to know you are still watching over your family,but please give Tiff some more signs ok? she needs to know you are there for her to.I feel like I getting a little better but then get down so much, how do I go on for the rest of my life without you Kevin? at least here without you,I know Ill be with you someday and I trully cant wait for that. I think about you so much I will never forget you Kevin Never and what mother ever could.Now I trully know what those poor familys especially the Parents of those killed in that shooting will go thru in Va. My Hearts go out to them Immensely.Also Tell both Grandpas we miss them and Ashley n Adam,n Brittany as well.We know someday we will all be together again.Tell Ashley if you see her to visit her Dad hes going thru some stuff ok? I Love you so much Baby and Miss ya like crazy, I will always ask you to visit me so please visit me in my dreams Love Ya Hugs n Kisses MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
April 14, 2007

Hi Moose lol,thank you for last night Kev and for thinking of me also.I have such a great feeling knowing your with your family all the time,you brightened up your Mom's life a million times over last night.Kev you keep teasing your aunt,I love you being here with me.MISS YOU Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 12, 2007

Hey Sweety Just wanted to send ya a LiL I Love Ya and Miss ya Note.I am missing you like crazy and everyday doesn't seem to get that much easier just so hard your not here and I miss hearing your voice and seeing you at the computer You should be on myspace not me. 1 More day till we see Gary I hope he gets a reading from you,I hope any of us do at the table we will be at.I think about u everyday and I dont think a day will go by I wont think about you.I am going to download all your myspace coments and make a scrap book for you. Well Baby visit me in my dreams and keep giving me signs Yesterdays was so good I was so glad I got those 2 signs from ya.Miss ya Sweety so much and Love you so very much...Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 10, 2007

Hey sweety I miss you Like crazy and this is the 2nd time I am attempting to write this I lost it when i decided to edit it LOL You mseeing with me kiddo? I just wanted to say I miss you unbelieveably and love you so much.Can't wait till friday for dinner with Gary hope he gets a good reading on Our table, I figure with Ozzie, Anne, Dave and Ann one of has to get a reading from our kiddos.So Please continue to give me signs ok..I know you been busy in Heaven being the best darn Angel he has.Just wanted to say I Miss and Love ya baby...Love Ya MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
April 8, 2007

Hi Kevin,Happy Easter.Were having dinner at your Mom and Dads today and both family's will be there,I'm sure you will be here with us to.I Love you Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 8, 2007

Happy Easter Sweety This Day is going to be so hard without you, These Holidays are getting harder and harder to deal with . Not having you here to stuff your face on Easter Dinner makes me want to cry.I can feel already my stomache is upset.I just kinda wish this day could just be skipped.I am so going to be thinking about you all day not that I dont everyday anyways but like I said the Holidays suck the most.I Know you will be here in Spirit with us all if you could give us 1 of your signs today i'd really love that baby.I just wanna go back to bed This day is going to be so hard without you Kevin, Just know a minute wont go by that you will not be on our minds.I Hope You and Ashley, Brittany and Adam and Your Granpas will all be clelebrating with you and God as well.I Love Ya baby so much you know we know you will be here with us...I Miss ya kiddo so damn much...Love from All your Family,,,Mom,Dad, Tiff & Ryan.Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh @-<-<-<-- <3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 6, 2007

Well Kev Daddys got a portion of his tat of you on his back he and I cant wait till its done its gonna be awesome he is so proud to have this tat of you on him as well as I am to have 1 to. Dont like the cicumstances its there but we want everyone to know you are our Angel baby and always will be. One thing it doesnt do is make us miss you any less at all, God we miss you more each day seems days get harder to deal with, so hard not seeing ya around here is the hardest,What I wouldnt do to be able to hold you so tight kiddo.Please visit us in our dreams and keep your family n friends safe baby...Love MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
April 3, 2007

Hi sweet nephew,thanks for giving me a sign Sunday night.I was so happy Kev,I didn't want you to forget me,please keep them coming I need you near me untill we meet again.My love to you always Aunt Deb....

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 3, 2007

Hey Baby I just wanted to come on here give ya a lil old shout, that I So Miss you like crazy and So Love ya so much. I finally finished that book last Nite..Quit Kissing My Ashes and it is one of 2 of the Best books so far I have read, and I will cherrish it because it is autographed to me in Memory of You. I also did some searching and found a site and some videos/slides of people who have died young and it makes me so sad that we are lossing our young people ,and before your passing I would just be in disbelief all this loosing young people would bring, but all these books I am reading I know there are no accidents that things happen for a reason even thou it still hurts alot I do know this now and to me You and Brittany were choosen to be the Best Angels in Gods Kingdom. I can look for fault and blame can be mad but one thing after seeing all these mean people that write things sometimes can be cold but there are so many wonderful people also and thats why I believe there is a higher realm and you are learning and as you go on in Heaven to these higher realms. I can still hurt thats the Mom in me but I also know there are no accidents only the plans that are made when you leave this earth your body is burried but your soul lives on and graduates to a better place. I dont think that song was made just to be sung but is the truth...ONLY THE GOOD DIE YOUNG. And boy oh boy God has some wonderful angels with him now.I do believe when you know I am completely ready for you to visit me in my dreams you shall. I will say this I bet its the best darn dream I could ever have. Miss ya sweety and Love you so much...Muahhhhhhhh!!!! Love MOM!

Posted by:
elizabethkarpowich

Posted on:
April 2, 2007

Hi Kevin, We've never met, but I met your mom and dad. They are very nice people. Kevin and Carole love you so much. I'm glad that you and Ashley are friends. She's another sweetie. Take care of each other ok? God Bless You Liz

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
April 1, 2007

Hey Sweety I am very tired from not getting any sleep, I am having a few things fixed on my tattoo to help me to have this tattoo look more like ya, not that it doesn't look like ya, but I want it perfect. And Daddys getting his thursday and he can not wait. I just wanted to come on here to write ya . I think i am going to go finish that book that I am almost done with and head to bed to get a good nites sleep I hope, Please visit me in my dreams Baby, Love You So Much Kiddo and Miss you like no tomorrow...Luv Ya MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 28, 2007

Hey KiddoI just wanted to let you Know how much I miss you and can not stop thinking about you...I am going to start reading that book tonight...Quit Kissing My Ashes I am really looking foward to reading the stuff that can happen on the other side.I am waiting for more signs from you I know you will give us some when your ready to Im sure stronger than some we have had aleady, and I must say I am looking foward to that day.Please still visit me in my dreams Dads been having a few of you and I have only had 1 I think you feel i'll get to upset,but if thats all I can have till I see you again some day I will take them Kev. I wish I could see you right now and hold you so tight,Id never let ya go. I still feel like I am living a bad dream daily.I dont know if lossing you I can ever except even thou there is nothing I can do to change it. My head spins out of control sometimes I just wish we could have you back thats all I would ever want in my life is to have you back with us. You will always be my baby Kev always till God takes me and I see you again even then youll always be my Baby...Miss Ya and Love ya so much...Love MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
March 26, 2007

Hi Kev,still missing you as always.Were having Easter at your parents house,we know you'll be there with us,we wish you were there with us.Love ya Kev Aunt Deb..

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 26, 2007

Hey Sweety I am feeling really down today theres just so much going on and all i want to do is think about you this other stuff i dont wanna think about,so ill try not to.Well friday I get my tattoo portrait of you i can not wait. I am thinking about you so much that your all i can think about Kevin,Easier doesnt seem to be coming to me at least.I need your guidance to help me sort things out baby,I just cant figure how I can do this missing you for much longer? its just so darn hard.I guess if i had to sum it up it be My world is so changed so empty without you. I cant even think straight at all I really dont know where my mind is anymore this is such a life altering change one i cant seem to handle anymore. I hate venting to ya on here I will try to figure things out but no matter what I still will never stop thinking about you I cant and wont do that...Love Ya so much baby and miss ya a zillon times over.Visit me in my dreams will you? Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 24, 2007

HEY SWEETY JUST STOPPING BY 2 SHOW SUM LOVE AND TELL YOU HOW LIFE WITHOUT YOU IS SO UNREAL,WE CAME TO VISIT YA TODAY AND WENT TO THE TATTOO PLACE TO GET A PRICE ON THE TATTOOS ME AND DAD WANT AND I AM THE FIRST TO GET MY APPT. FOR FRIDAY A TATTOO THAT WILL BE BETTER THAN ANy I COULD EVER GET IN THE WORLD,A PORTRAIT OF MY BEAUTIFUL BOY, I WILL WEAR IT WITH PRIDE SWEETY THAT YOU CAN BE SURE OF. EVEN WITH MY FAT ARMS I DONT CARE EVERYONE WILL SEE IT THIS SUMMEER EVERYONE. THEN I WILL TELL THEM ALL THIS IS MY BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY OH YEAH!...HEY GIVE ME SOME MORE SIGNS SWEETY I NEED A GOOD OH BOY THAT WAS KEVIN FOR SURE SIGN,ALSO VISIT ME IN MY DREAMS AS WELL OK? LOVE YA SO MUCH AND MISS YA LIKE THERES NO TOMMORROW.I WILL THINK OF YOU ALWAYS I PROMISE YA THAT...LUV MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 20, 2007

Hey Sweety Went to Compassionate Friends tonight and more and more stuff going on seems really strange especially with that other Kelly Family what are the chances they have a middle child ur age and a younger and older children same age as you sis n bro and to boot you both passed away a week from each other and the younger childs name is Brian this is so freaky...I am so missing you like crazy I just wish I could wish you back to me only if it were that simple,I hate this is so final till we meet in heaven some day...I think about you so much and I dont think i will ever stop. I am trying to get Dad to get the people at his work to get that cross done for you and Brittany...I Love and Miss you so much Baby lease visit me again in my dreams kiddo ok? Love Ya and Miss ya alot...Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 18, 2007

Hey Sweety I hope you got your ballons last nite we realeased for ya they went soaring so nicely to.We had a Kick butt time last nite and I tried to keep it together for ya seeing we were celebrating it 4 you kiddo,but when Aunt Anne took the Pic of Tiff,Ry,Dad & I and looked at it it so wasn't a truly Family pic you not in it,so yes I had to cry but I got my composure back and did the whole nite up right for you,we all did.Ry, Deanna & Jess were so darn funny you would of been like this is my crazy butt family 4 sure LOL.Jess has Ry doing the Irish jig 4 ya on her video hes so darn funny.I do admit I am paying for it a little today.Hope you liked the 8:00 toast we made for ya.I am so ...sorry get prepared here{{{{{ I am So Stinking Missin You }}}} my sweety I know how foward you were looking to last nite coming,Hope you had a green soda up there ok I was gonna say Guiness but I am not sure u can up there but hey maybe ya got one pass the angels there.We all Miss you and love You so Very Much baby That could never change u hear me? I hope you were chillin with Ashley,Adam & Britt to last nite. Well sweety I am still hanging heehee ,But I wasn't gonna forget to come on here and tell ya how I feel...Love Hugs Kisses and all 3 times infinity ....Muahhhhhhhhh Love Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
March 18, 2007

Hi Kev,Hope you had a kick ass St Patrick's Day party in Heaven Irish Mic.I think about you all the time and missing you to,Love la Aunt Deb...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 17, 2007

WANTED TO BE THE FIRST TO SAY HAPPY ST. PATTYS DAY TODAY . WE ARE GONNA RAISE OUR GLASSES TO YOU KIDDO U CAN COUNT ON THAT TONIGHT.WE ALSO ARE GOING TO MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY ITS YET ANOTHER HOLIDAY WITHOUT YOU THAT SO STINKS. BE WITH ALL YOUR FAMILY N FRIENDS TONIGHT TO KEEP THEM ALL SAFE YOUR GONNA BE A BUSY ANGEL BUT I HAVE FAITH YOU CAN DO IT. I KNOW HOW PROUD KEVIN KELLY II IS ABOUT BEING IRISH.AND WE ARE SO GOING TO DO IT RIGHT 4 YOU KEVIN, WITH NO ONE GETTING HURT ANYONE DRINKING TONIGHT STAYS HERE.EVEN IF THAT MEANS WE HAVE A FULL HOUSE DAD AND I WILL KEEP EVERYONE SAFE. BOY I WISH YOU WERE HERE BUT I KNOW YOU ARE IN SPIRIT,I KNOW YOU LOVED YOUR FAMILY AND WE WILL FEEL YOU HERE WITH US...LOVE YA BABY,,,,,MOM! HAVE A KICKIN ST PATTYS

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 14, 2007

Hey SweetyAre ya getting better on giving us signs now? I Like the light one the other night keep them coming we so love knowing you are around us I just wish here not in Heaven..God I Miss you so much now that warmer weather is here all i can do is think how you would love the spring is finally coming and getting your truck all set to go, Now dad will do that for you dont you worry about that at all...Keep giving us signs I can wait to talk to Dave n Ann see how there session with Gary went I hope as good as ours...Sweet Dreams baby I'll talk to ya tom on here Goodnight Love you so much and miss you alot also baby...Love MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 10, 2007

Hey SweetyI know you know all that happened today I am glad we have found Ann, Dave, and of course Ozzie. But we all had a great breakfeast get together, I wish we all didnt have to meet this way thou, but I am guessing you and Ashley and Adam all had your doing in this,for that I thank-you they have all been a God sent for sure.I am coming back tom to see ya after the Parade it was pretty cool up there today and the dumb weather men were wrong so i didnt have enuff to keep warm with on so we will come by to see you again and bring your Bear n stuff ok Kiddo my sweety pie. See ya tom and dont forget to visit me in my dreams and keep giving us more signs ok.We All Love and Miss you so Very Much Sweety and we are always thinking of you...Good Nite sweety Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 8, 2007

Hey SweetyI am missing you more as days go by,finding it not any eaisier than the day before. I did have a little dream about ya last nite it was nice even thou you were alot younger in it, thats ok its still you. Like Aunt Debby said maybe you are testing me to see if I can handle them, I asure you even thou I miss you and want you back, I love to dream about you. Don't stop ok.I am heading to bed now my eyes I can hardly keep open. I am going to order that book soon I saw online sounds like a winner of a book,maybe I can learn something from it. Well Ill come back soon to write you here, even thou I dont write here everyday I always do on your myspace. Well My Sweety Love Hugs N Kisses to ya. Love Ya Lots MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 4, 2007

HEY SWEETYWANTED TO SAY GOOD NIGHT AND I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALOT,I NEED TO GO TO BED EARLY I AM BEAT I HAVENT BEEN SLEEPING TO GOOD SO I HAVE TO FORCE MYSELF NO 2 AM NITE TONIGHT.I AM JUST GOING TO GO WRITE IN PAXTON AND UR GUEST BOOK ONLINE THEN IM OFF, DO ME A FAVOR PLEASE? COME VISIT ME IN MY DREAMS I THINK YOU ARE THINKING IM NOT READY YET BUT I AM I NEED A DREAM OF YOU SO BAD... I DUNNO WHAT TO DO WITHOUT YOU MY SWEET SON, THIS HOUSE ALTHOUGH CAN GET A LITTLE NOISEY IS SO SILENT CUZ YOUR NOT HERE WERE YOU SHOULD BE. BE A GREAT ANGEL BABY MAYBE SOMEDAY I'LL FIND THE REASON WHY WE WHEN WE REUNITE..KISSES N HUGS MY BEAUTIFUL BOY..MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
March 1, 2007

Hey Sweety Wanted to say our braclet & Necklace came in today I wasn't happy it was a little cheap looking but am happy becuse your pictures on it thats all that matters and they put the III not the II We are going to get some more done up in a better material but we will wear them to Memorialize you. I hope you visit me soon in my dreams kiddo I will try to have good thoughts of you before I go to sleep, its hard when I know your not with us anymore thou, but i'll try I do want to dream about you so much,,,Love and Miss you like crazy baby...Love Mom, Dad,Tiff & Ryan Simba & Angel too!!!!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
February 27, 2007

Hi Kev,were all thinking of you,and St Paddy's Day is coming up, we are going to celebrate that day as we did your Birthday for you.Kev please go to your Mom in her dreams,she needs to have you close to her,she knows your with her everyday,but your Mom so needs to dream of you.Keep watching over all of us sweet nephew...I Love you Aunt Deb

Posted by:
marciamulcahy

Posted on:
February 26, 2007

kevin miss you so much my heart has a hole in it that will neaver be the same i can't stop crying thing about you and what you must have went throught love you always dad

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 26, 2007

Hey Sweetie I know I dont write in this book alot just your other one But I need to come on here and write to and I will do so. Well its been over 3 months since you have been gone and it seems like a week ago if you ask me.Its so hard not having you here seeing you Hearing you Me and Dad are such a mess Your poor dads going thru heck right now, Please watch over him closely and your Brother and Sister also We all Love and Miss you so much It was really hard having your birthday come around and you not being here,,,I could understand if you were in another state or something but this really is awful celebrating it without you.I promise I'll come on here more often to ok My Sweet Boy...Keep being the Best Angel I know you are being... Love Mom, Dad, Tiff & Ryan and also Simba and Angel too!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 26, 2007

Kevin here at the at a Family event with Amanda side of the Family We all Miss you!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 26, 2007

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 26, 2007

Our Handsome Son & Brother here we all Miss you like crazy Kevin...

Love Mom, Dad, Tiff n Ryan!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 26, 2007

Kevin looking so Peaceful at sleep Im sure the same Peace now he feels in Heaven. You are our sweet special angel now baby we love you and miss you bunches!

Your Family!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 26, 2007

Kevin being such a sweet friend to Stephanie he was a brother to so many people and they are all missing you Kevin

All your True Friends !!!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 26, 2007

Kevin over Amandas house he was over thre alot,cuz he loved Amanda,,She Misses you to kiddo...Luv Ya!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 26, 2007

Heres Kevin looking sorta Macho But hes such a sweet young man who we miss unbelieveably...

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
February 26, 2007

Kevin laying in his bed taking a pic of himself he knew he was so Handsome.

We all Know you were to Kevin Love n Miss Ya your Family!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
February 16, 2007

Happy 24th Birthday my sweet nephew...Love Aunt Deb Nana and Jessica

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
February 10, 2007

Happy Valentine's Day Kevin

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
February 10, 2007

Happy Valentine's Day Kevin

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
February 2, 2007

Hi Kevin,we\'re all missing you so very much.We know that your with us,but its still so hard not seeing you here talking to ya,spending time with your family and friends.Kev you were such a gentleman and kind person,we know you got your reward in Heaven,my love to you dear nephew aunt Deb..

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
January 26, 2007

Miss you Kev..

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
January 21, 2007

GO PATRIOTS Kevin this is for you.......

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
January 17, 2007

Hello my dear nephew,not a day goes by that your family and friends are thinking about you,how you are missed Kevin.I know that you and Grampa are happy and at peace,and I the both of you are routing for the Patriots to win.Sweet Dreams Love Aunt Debbie

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 16, 2007

Hello Sweety I havent written in here much as I have your guest book but I will tell you I am still hurting so bad this is much to much for a Mother to bare..Perhaps one day I'll understand but for now thats really hard I know your beutiful soul is in Heaven I just know it. We all miss you so much not a day goes by that we don't think of you,, How can we not this is something we could of never imagine would happen to us and you. Shine the light down upon us sweet baby as it seems dark without you here. How much more can I take? After this not anymore at all. I feel lousy today and I am glad for at leat 1 thing you are in no pain anymore. I Love and Miss you alot sweet Kid of mine Love MOM!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
January 8, 2007

Hi cousin,Im thinking about you and missing you...Love Jessica

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
January 3, 2007

Hey Sweety sorry I havent written in here I keep forgetting about this quest book also You Know you are Never far from my thoughts ever I am so lost without you I hope you give me the Guidance I need so badly, Ive asked Grandpa to watch over you as I hope you watch over him to Love n Miss you alot Baby See you someday I love you ,,, Mom!

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
January 1, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR Love your family.Dad Mom Tiffany Ryan Nana Aunt Deb and Jessica

Posted by:
debbiesouthwick

Posted on:
December 26, 2006

Merry Christmas in Heaven Love you Aunt Debbie

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 17, 2006

Kevins Cemetary all decorated for the holidays Not where id like you to have to be My Young Man..Miss Ya luv Ya See ya soon I hope Luv Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 14, 2006

Hey Kevin Wanted to say we miss you so much I was listening to that song ur friends made today made me cry, God I Miss you like crazy my beautiful boy,Hope to see you 1 day again Love Mom

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 11, 2006

Month 1 day ago I had you here with us now you were gone next day 11-11-06 That Fast. Hope you know how much your loved.. MOM!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

Posted on:
December 11, 2006

Miss you alot Sweet Young Man...

Gone but Never Forgotten...

Love Mom,Dad,Tiffany & Ryan

Posted by:
tiffanykelly

Posted on:
November 30, 2006

Kevin everyday that I wake up I still can't believe that my lil bro is gone... I know your in heaven smiling down on us and keeping us safe. I love you so much and i cant wait till we meet again.. Love always your big sis tiff

Posted by:
tiffanykelly

Posted on:
November 30, 2006

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

He is Gone You can shed tears that he is gone Or you can smile because he lived. You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back Or you an open your eyes and see all that he has left. Your heart can be empty because you cant see him Or you can be happy for the love you shared. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You can remember him and only that he is gone Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back, Or you could do what he would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO Hey Sweety Missing you like crazy getting things in gear for your 5th Angelversary its so hard to believe I can tell you this? I still want to scream and tell you to get back home but I realize your in your new Home with God! So between your 5th year and Tiffs baby shower...wow that sounds weird but trully it could not have come at a better time for sure,I know God has say over everything that happens but Im sure you asked him for it to be this year. I promised you I\'d be happy and although I can never be fully happy again I am at the best I think I can be thanks to a new family blessing coming our way! Love & Miss You...tons tons tons. P.S. Uncle Kevin Love Y Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

=^Happy.. Easter^= Hey Sweety On Easter morn at early dawn before the cocks were crowing I met a bob-tail bunnykin and asked where he was going. \"Tis in the house and out the house a-tispy, tipsy-toeing, Tis round the house and \'bout the house a-lighlty I am going.\" \"But what is that of every hue you carry in your basket?\" \"Tis eggs of gold and eggs of blue; I wonder that you ask it. \"Tis chocolate eggs and bonbon eggs and eggs of red and gray, For every child in every house on bonny Easter day.He perked his ears and winked his eye and twitched his little nose; He shook his tail -- what tail he had -- and stood up on his toes. \"I must be gone before the sun; the east is growing gray; Tis almost time for bells to chime.\" -- So he hippety-hopped away. Love & Missed you today so much and always....Love Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

When someone you love Is in *HEAVEN* then heaven is your HOME! Hey Sweety Boy its hard to believe some real big things are happening this year. Well me hitting 50 just seems (ubsured) Tiffany going to have a baby (WOW)and lets not forget the one thing thats hard to swallow and seems to be so still un-real .... 5 Years since we have been so lucky to have you in our lives for way to short of a time God we miss you every single moment of every single and painful day! When we are having all these milestones and such wonderful things happening we dont have you here to share them with us, and that hurts so badly Kevin, or should I say Uncle Kevin Although we dont see you here everyday anymore we do know however you are with us all the time in spirit I am stuck here what else to write because writting you like this is so hard to fathom it just not fair you were only 23 missing are all your milestones here for you on earth??????? Love & Miss you beyond any little words sometimes I feel there is no word in the english dictionary to ever say I how much I miss and love you kido. Love You~ Mom!

Posted by:
Carol Kelly

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